
read this for a second time in well over a year and im just noticin that the art style looks so familiar to another story but i cant remember what the storys called. fmc has black hair og fmc has blond hair. the two mls have silver/grey hair and brown hair respectively and for a brief period of time black hair fmc was locked in a place but just caused chaos till she was able to get out. thats like all i remember :/

‘youre pregnant’ HOW THE FUCK??? WHY THE FUCK??? WHY???
WHY ARE YOU BLUSHING????
‘i was in heat to be fair.’ YOU WERE IN HEAT???
‘Even jin would find me disgusting’ nah bby girl hed most likely still like you hes WHIPPED
‘you are my possession’ and youve never felt the touch of a woman gO AWAY
WHY ARE YOU KISSING HIM???? HATE SEX??? WHY????
now hes blushin again what the fuck
you find him disgusting but like his dick huh? -_-
‘you shit head’ what took ya so long to get to that conclusion? :/
oh it was jin. hi jin!

the " heat " part is probably just caps trying to rationalize and downplaying the grapes, like he did before, that it felt good but that his elite body was just built like that, that anyone would make him feel that way and that he started to feel he was only a sack of meat but he didn't care ... TwT
I don't think he wants to acknowledge he is a victim. He knows he is being graped but because his body reacts he is downplaying it so he can feel he has control over the situation.
And we know how he hated how his body was sensitivity and how pridefull he was.
After the first time he was graped he almost off himself but because of Jin's letter he wants to be strong and to not let all this get to him so he is downplaying what happens to him, but his mental is deteriorating and being self hating ...

YES YOU DUMB BITCH!!! YOU WERE THE REASON SHE BECAUSE HORRIBLE IN HERE FIRST LIFE!!! YOUR THE REASON SHE WAS SCARED TO GET CLOSE TO ANYONE EVEN HER OWN BROTHER HER CARES SO FUCKIN MUCH ABOUT HER!!! SHE MOST DEFINITELY VIEWS SIR STEFAN ANF MARY(?) AS MORE HER PARENTS THAN YOU ESPECIALLY SIR STEFAN!!!! SHE STRUGGLED TO GET CLOSE TO HER ONLY BLOOD FAMILY THAT CARES FOR HER!!!! SHE CALLS YOU BY YOUR TITLE BECAUSE SHE DOESNT VIEW YOU HAS HER FATHER SHE VIEWS YOU AS THE SOURCE OF HER MISERY!!! SHE AINT GONNA WARM UP TO YOU NOW BECAUSE YOU STARTED TO BE NICE TO HER A F T E R HER POWER OF THE LIGHT SPIRTS MANIFESTED!!!! SHE INLY CARES ABOUT YOU BCEAUSE YOU WERE DECENT ENOUGH TO PROVIDE HER WITH FOOD AND SHLTER AND SHE HOPED TILL A CERTIAN POINT THAT YOU WOULD VIEW HER AS HER DAUGHTER AND NOT SOMEINE WHO KILLED YOUR WIFE!!! YOU SON VIEWS HER AS HIS YOUNGER SISTER AND SOMEONE HIS MOTHER DIED TO PROTECT YOU DUMB FUCK
SHIT YOUR SO FUCKIN SLOW STUPID AND SHALLOW. bro your wife would be so fuckin disappointed in you if she finds out you did that. im hoping that somethin similar to the wife/mother from ‘i raised a tyrant and ran away’ happens. she went OFF on her husband after she found out how he treated their daughter it made me SO happy lol
Adam William and Michael(Eve)…….. Adam and Eve……… i swear if somethin related to the story of adam and eve appears in this ima loose it cuz wtf ∑(O_O;)