
I can't believe I didn't know that this was the same author that used to draw narusasu dj's emi 10rankai sensei !! ╥﹏╥
if you've never read her narusasu works the mcs look literally like the way she draws naruto and sasuke, even the expressions and eyes T﹏T
ahhhhhh as expected of her even her non narusasu works are amazing, this should have a higher rating :c

SHE'S A QUEEN HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOOOW but yeah I understand I remember reading her original bl "Kimi To Mita Houkiboshi O Sagashite" and thinking " damn that shit reminds me of emu-rankai's art style" and boom I found out it was actually her lmao, she's a queeeeeen I'm so glad she keeps on making bl, she still draw sns art and if I remember well she also did a sns post-shippuden donjon but it would be better to buy them rather than reading them online since the reason it was so hard to find her art on the web was because she got tired of ppl stealing her work and shit, so if you really love a bl and if you can ofc it would be cool to actually buy their work not just emi but any other artists !!

everything was fine until the author felt the need to glorify rape and make up some "gonna have him raped to save him from a possible worse situation cause I love him" type of braindead plot ( ̄へ ̄)
literally no one cared about the ex and his reasons idfk why the author wanted to make him out a good and pitiful guy but miss me with that terrible writing bs

i liked the first story but the extras were so off putting ._.
especially the school nurse one, that one was seriously gross... the author really had the nurse admit to being a pedo prior to raping the student and somehow the student ends up infatuated with him???
and the seme in the story about the guy renting avs was mega fucking creepy fuck that shit

when will authors stop referring to bottoming as the "woman's role"??? this is so harmful in so many ways and it's straight up wrong... oh and like the whole "cause he wasn't the one doing the penetration, he's still a virgin" thing is such a load of bs pls, whether it's penetrating or being on the receiving side sex is sex.
the black haired guy has every right to not want to bottom but the way he told blondie that it he felt sick in the middle of it is so cruel imo (and no that's not sadistic behaviour, it's just straight up being a cunt) he didn't even apologize for it ( ̄へ ̄)
when having sex with your partner you don't have to always accept everything they want to do nor do you have to always do everything they ask you to, but you gotta talk about these things properly cause it's a sensitive topic that can lead to many misunderstandings later on
anyways sensei's depiction of so called "sadistic" behaviour here falls so flat like oof seme ain't a sadist he's just an overly possessive cunt

I understand how important yuki was to mafuyu and how traumatic losing him was and I didn't expect mafuyu to just get over him like nothing BUT what I expected when I picked up this manga, while it only in it's 6th chapter, was mafuyu to properly reciprocate uenos feelings.
What bothers me is that there's really not much or anything tbh that mafuyu has done that shows he truly loves ueno and sadly I can't even pinpoint a particular moment in this whole manga where I got the feeling that oh ueno is loved :/
It's so unfair towards ueno to have to keep walking in someone's shadow like this. Literally the last 5 chapters have been all about him trying to compete with someone who's no longer there and that's fairly anticlimactic imo... Actually in fact ueno has been pulling the yuki load on his back ever since mafuyu picked up the guitar .-.
I don't hate the "yuki's tragedy" plotline nor do I blame him for his actions like some do I just simply don't like the way mafuyu's character is coming together because it just makes it seem like he's rebounding off ueno unfortunately...
Honestly I guess I just wish sensei took a different approach to mafuyu's character and perhaps them getting together should've been prolonged but it is what it is and it's frustrating lol. At this point I'd prefer them going their separate ways and meeting again after a time skip during which mafuyu took his time to heal properly and ponder on what he truly felt for ueno and such but I doubt we're getting that so aye ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

Hard agree. I am all for self healing and moving on. I really do think Mafuyu needs to really really move on. The way he looks at Ue with Yuki’s shadow behind makes me little upset. I mean I understand it’s hard to move on but it’s unfair for the other party. Just take a break and heal. And maybe then try a new relationship.

Do you think getting rid of a traumatic event is easy ? Having to see that he sees uenoyama is normal every one has that moment of oh they remind me of this person but yes mafuyu seeing uenoyama as yuki is something "bad or annoying " do you think it's easy for him not to try and remember things from The past him seeing uenoyama as yuki is nothing wrong he just see's him bc he doesn't want history to repeat itself him being scared of the past and present is something that is hard for him why can't anyone understand his pov ngl when hiragi actually notices that he was someone who kinda caused the pain and problem of mafuyu being left out had me understand that hiragi has been understanding him and same for shizu . But how come no one doesn't understand character development that's what all characters have! And when I read the last chapter I felt that people hate mafuyu for no reason like him remembering the past is nothing bad maybe y'all don't understand his pov why can't anyone understand that when you read a manga manhwa manhua or anything you have understand every characters POV .
Also off topic can anyone tell me why I dislike hiragi like I love him sfm but my mind is like I dislike him like no I love him but me disliking him does not mean I hate him I just don't know why I dislike him when I see him I love him but ya know I don't know what6wrong with me . Honestly don't take this whole (essay I think this is a essay to me I wrote to fuckin much ) think as a insult, to heart , this is not meant to offer anyone I'm sorry for my actions .

YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI YUKI... almost 40 chapters later and everything is still about yuki like damn son???
i love ueno so much my boy doesn't deserve to be overshadowed by a dead man... just wish mafuyu would not string along ueno's feelings cause he's clearly not moved on (not that anyone's expecting him to move on so fast from something so traumatic)
bout to trigger many people but i seriously don't like seeing ueno and mafuyu as a couple anymore :/

It's understandable not to be able to move on, or keep mourning over the late lover forever if someone wants to. The question is it fair for the one who's living got dragged into that situation among those mourners. No need to go confess to Ritsu and treat him whatever for grant because of he is ALIVE. Or the plan is wait to love him after he dies!

i fully welcome slow burn stories like this however as time goes by the updates are getting more and more scarce... it's so frustrating that literal years have gone by and the story isn't even half way to being completed, just wish we could at lest get monthly chapters but sensei must be one hell of a sadist ( ̄へ ̄)

the art is sooo damn pretty but the story though... the writing is bloody ridiculous, it's so bad that it's funny plsss!! not to mention blondie slept with hachi whilst imagining his dead dog and hachi is dumber than a pile of bricks, bless him poor boy
can't even take the smut scenes seriously it's so outrageous, I was dying at the making pancakes=having sex bit
about the first story, so the 1st chapter was good but the rest of it starting from chapter 2 is a drastic drop in quality... not only did the format change to webtoon but the dialogue dumbed down and the whole story ended up super rushed and badly written( ̄へ ̄)
really disappointing since the 1st chapter looked promising and interesting... oh well