Man i just don’t know what i would be doing in that moment in the hospital seeing him again...
like it’s so damn hard to look at someone who is my ex childhood boyfriend who kidnapped me for his own twisted feelings to the old warehouse where we had all these memories to tortur and abuse me till i lose my own mind and meaning and then make my head get twisted with the emotions of love for him again and act like we can start over become a happy family and we fuck happily ever after... ( edit: BIX HECK YEAAA BUT ALSO NOOO! ) and then when i start to think this is wrong again him drugging me to stop stressing over it and when i realize the situation I’m in is not something that I can look back as if nothing happened I would also shout and say mean things out of losing myself in that situation after all i have gone through ... and when i wake up again seeing Sungho stabbed on the fucking floor with blood all over... so selfish... i mean come on dude literally...! What do you expect it be done! I would have also taken him to the hospital but like till the end Jung Sungho is being pretty selfish... yea both characters have their sad background emotional situations but that doesn’t mean you cant act a bit more thoughtfully! Sungho had to give some space... and now he is acting as if he is the victim.
┑(￣Д ￣)┍ (╬￣皿￣)凸 ┗( T﹏T )┛
Man writing this actually calmed me down a bit.. Sigh*
I love writing! it’s such a nice way to relax after a rough long plot with so many twisted stuff happening! ( tho i still love this webtoon ~ )
I mean what the uke did in their high school wasn't healthy or nice either. he kinda force him too and twisted his mind too, forcing him have sex so... ╮(￣▽￣)╭ the uke is selfish preak too. he is not blameless victim in here.
they both did twisted and selfish acts to each other.
Yes but the level is different. Like for example in school they were both kids with ideas and feelings of one another and im sure it was confusing to understand . They were both only thinking stuff from their version of ideas that is why they couldn’t keep up with their feelings for eachother etc etc...and they were both selfish in their own ways and yes Dohyun was the one who twisted Sungho but not everyone would turn out that way and you don't have to go out of rails and make a hell of a torture and kidnap your ex childhood boyfriend for what he did in the past.
But let’s forget all this and i just have to say one thing i just myself find it selfish which is suicide. Whatever the situation is killing yourself is just the most selfish thing you can do to another person. Yes Dohyun said it but who would be at their right mind? I don't really take sides i just think there is this big level of twisted form for both of the characters and for me Sungho is a lot more then Dohyun.
1. he wasn't a kid, he was a teenager.
2. he still didn't have any right to twist other people around him cause he is a selfish prick.
3. the uke literally almost murder him with a knife, you can't really called it a suicide ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Did Ezekiel just dumped Janette!?
Janette: “ hello darkness my old friend... “
Oho Janette’s Papa saw dattt~
What he gonna do about it hmm~
Well I am kinda stuck on which Character Athy should go with but Ezekiel feels too faint as a character right now. If we were to compare it to Lucas which is older has the power to protect Athy and rule the kingdom too ( also is more in the chapters then Ezekiel ) But I think Author doesn’t put Ezekiel much into the story and Lucas is just there with Athy all the time yk... if only Ezekiel was somehow in more of the chapters with princess too, some of us could have seen him and Athy more of a choice like Lucas.
Butttt (≧∀≦) I AM STILL MORE INTO THAT LOVELY ATHY <3 CLAUDE DADDY DAUGHTER MOMENTSSS!! So I ain’t complaining~
SAME HERE~
I HOPE HE LIVES A LONG HAPPY LIFE WITH HIS DAUGHTER! LIKE I JUST DONT WANT ANYTHING ELSE ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
I’m happy enough with our daddy and Athy
No no I said that as some kind of joke because the vibes of that scene was just like a break up scene ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Like there was some tension and well why Ezekiel said that out of the blue? Maybe so Janette will understand his feelings towards Athy so she can stop at the boundary Ezekiel put on to her right at this moment. And for some reason Jeannette was kinda giving sad vibes.. so ye it was just a joke I said as what it made me feel. Sorry to confuse you...
Ugh why did this made me sad...
I don’t know what I am feeling right at this moment and what makes me happy as shipping etc, I mean ye I am 100% TEAM CLAUDE but as we all know he will never be out of Athy’s life as his daddy for a very long time i hopeee. But still like one day Athy has to go with one Ezekiel or Lucas and if I had to pick one I just am a jumble juice rn...
I like Izekiel’s this protective gentle side, he is a true gentleman and had been in love with the princess ever since they met. And well Lucas is just extraordinarily sly but also powerful with his cute sides leaking out of him and both characters are so opposite from one another but also they want the same thing which is Athy and man I wish I knew what I wanted like them.
But I mean we are just readers putting up with this so ye... (⌒▽⌒)
Well no they were not and we will see if they ever will. I mean Janette has to have at least someone loving her... I mean come on poor her. She has no family and still is too gentle and kind and is always happy as long as she sees Athy. She could have become this mean revengeful person till now because she didn’t get much love etc but she is still so pure...
She deserves some love too.. ╥﹏╥
Well I’m sorry opsss
I’m taking things too seriously (⊙…⊙ ) ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Oho if that were to happen i hope it can even pass the beauty of our Claude (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
But that just feels impossible he is too gorgeous...(≧∀≦)
I actually don’t like the term “ homo “... like it sounds so mean and bad, like you are already disgusted by them that you feel like naming them and calling them homo or in some specific term like naming a filthy thing like virus. Am I the only one feeling like that hearing the term homo?
Like whenever someone is asking “ are you a HOMO? “ it just feels so rude and mean to me... ┗( T﹏T )┛
( I mean ye we have to name it I guess but gay at least sounds better then homo... )
Same. I hate seeing that used because it comes off as so derogatory. Homosexual doesn’t bother me, but homo does. But I think that might have been one of the reasons the author used it. As a way to let the audience know how emotionally distant the non-gay characters were to the reality of what it is like as a homosexual. Basically, they don’t have a proper understanding, so they just throw out this term without realizing how bad they sound when saying it. They think the term is normal. They either romanticize the concept (in Moira’s case), or sneer at it as an abomination (as in Ono’s case and the boyfriend of Miura’s friend when at the con and the hot springs). And Jun uses it as a distancing device out of fear of what he perceives is his own “abnormality.”
IF that’s the case (and I am not saying it is, because I am not the author, and therefore can only make a conjuncture), as abhorrent as the word is, it would work for these very reasons. But also, it that were the case, I would have hoped that once things came out and got settled, that the term would stop being used, and instead they would start saying gay or homosexual, as a show that they were all finally starting to come to terms with and understand the reality of what it has been like and to show that they are all maturing.
Yes I thought the same conclusion as you and yes I also believe that the Author is using the term homo in this because to show what the two sides give out the feeling of disgust to show us the other characters see it as an abnormal thing. Well good to hear I’m not the only one. Thanks for the reply :)
SAME i really hate the overuse of the word homo cause it's... pretty derogatory in english as far as i know? but i think it's just a matter of translation and how the japanese language works... i guess?
I think the author tried showing the disgust and uneasiness the other characters felt about the homosexuality and that is why they all were using the term homo* . I am sure you also felt bad hearing them using the term Homo because it was to show disturbances around Jun. And some of us also felt like it was being said towards us at times ( at least i did even though i am not homosexual ) it just effected me... and i felt offended and sad that they put it that way
I just started to read the last two chapters shouting outloud with tears flowing down through my eyes. I think my house became an aquarium of sadness and pain in just with two last chapters.
I also listen to sad music in those kinds of moments and they always come up right for the mood.
I just started to cry the moment he felt like jumping to the train rails or when he said “ hm “ to Miura asking him if he was a homo... it just hit me hard because he said it out loud for the first time...
Tho his psychology is so dark and hard to understand, I mean he is making everything hard for himself.. i know that it’s not easy to accept yourself and being hated on but again Not accepting yourself for who you are also won’t change a thing either it will only poison your own mind.
Oh gosh ok we all have been through a lot.. and I’m kinda confused with what the Heck happened in these 3 chapters...
But I gotta say I really liked that Aki found a replacement for his family and happiness with Denji and Power and Meowy ... I want them to keep on living like that... I hope they can in the future.
I hope Aki is not the Gun dude that blew Denji in the last chap! Oh god pwess no Aki don’t die and kill others!
Most people ship Denji and Power but I feel more like they are siblings with incest acts Which is fun to see.
To be honest this manga really isn’t that heavy to the heart maybe because it has a lot of fun sarcastic silly moments which makes the dark parts not so suffocating! I really liked that about this manga.
CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTERS TO COME!
I am just so confused on what Everyone is After.. I wish the plot could be more straight forward and then confuse us, but no.. they had to confuse us from the first chapter...
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This was so suffocating. I might have been walking around my room like I’m about to blow up and cry. But I already did that twice..
To be honest I am not gay, but I am also lost in my own ways and the way the manga shows you these emotions throughout what Jun is feeling and facing Through can stab you from the right spot from any chapter.
I think what he did wasn’t wrong but also wrong. I believe he was lost and hating on homos, Society, himself, others... the way he felt like he and his sexuality was a mistake was what pushed him to do this. He is a child who has no one really to rely on for such issues except search help from web and find other’s like him outside.. which is a hard thing to do when you are young and lost on what the society thinks is right and wrong.
Yes I believe he shouldn’t have treated Miura like that as she liked him and have her hopes up. He could have just said no to her confession but as I said he was lost he wanted to act normal because of fear and anxiety he was dealing with even if his motives were selfish. I just wish from now on the next chapter will be less painful for us and him and other characters.
And lastly I have to say the Art and story are painfully beautiful.
Mannn... Men just look weird af when they’re pregnant.. the whole time I was questioning where the baby was going to come out from and we all know where it came from ... I like the story tho it was a bit too rushed and cliche in some point but it was okay. I just have one question tho! . WHERE DID SOUICHIROU’S SURNAME FLY OFF TO?!
I am so sick and tired of waiting here for someone to come and update this Manhwa IMMA GO LEARN KOREAN I JUST CANT WAIT ANYMORE!
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It's there on TappyToon! If you don't have money you could try doing the offers/videos to read. It's a slow process but at least you can read while supporting the author for free
Well thanks for trying to help but I did try Tappytoon and i don't get those ads or offers at least maybe i miss them idk i will try again so thanks anyways :)
Maybe u can try using a VPN??? Sometimes I do that and it works for me
Okay i will give it a go thanks a lot (=・ω・=)