they literally took turns raping him and using him as an object for sexual gratification this entire time. not knowing who you’re having sex with, and the already dubious beginning, puts a sour taste in my mouth. this naive guy had his first time with these absolute losers and i hope next season is a complete, dominating switch in power and dynamics. i really dislike pairings of an mc being a pure victim and being naturally childish/innocent, and then completely screwed over by a sex addicted toxic hyper-masculine frat fucker. the undertones feel so pedophilic (born yesterday syndrome)
i only wish i didn’t see spoilers when this was in the early chapters because it makes the translated reveal less impactful
it’s not surprising this is a huge theme in yaoi. if a bottom has confidence the top doesn’t stand a chance with this kind of behavior
also the mere thought of a man degrading me with his words and then shoving my mouth on his dick roughly, without person makes me want to perform a life castration
this is the type of toxicity i can’t stand in romance. where one person has all the power, resources, and LOVE from the mc already but they’re too psychotic and braindead to do something productive with all that. conscious, ongoing torment for fucking what?? he’s always going out of everyone’s way to make his “lover’s” life more difficult and painful than necessary like someone needs to a stab him a few times and get him begging and crying just for mc’s eyes to look at him.
and yes im still reading as soon as a chapter gets posted igdaf
the explicit intimacy between our two mc’s being hidden from our eyes and only showing the aftermath of the chase can represent their affection towards each other now. they are nothing but means to an end, a chase for a high. their connection with sex is ugly, distant, and cruel. it’s not even an act of genuine sexual gratification but them trying to feel alive and human, and seeking pleasure from the power taken or given. sex is far beyond the orgasm for them, it’s something that offers a social and mental benefit. they’ve lost themselves and haven’t been able to recover
and then the parallels of their self-mutilation and how they cope with life… the dreariness of it all as we see the lack of human connection despite the near-death fist fights, the sex, the meetings, and their day to day interactions. it’s all so dull and sad, their desperation drove them to a bloody life still colored in grey
Poetic ~
listen im team della all the way, but i love a good sex for plot excuse. the thought of my favorite bottoms being topped with vicious desperation, and then chasing a goal AND pleasure, and sends shivers down my spine sue me!
anyways im excited for the reveal of keith’s entire scheme
Literally, I was like “do it for the plot!ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ”
I’ve found my people
I want Della so bad but I understand your vision, you have change my mind. I can allow now one Keith and Henry scene
Reallll
Love ur user(≧∀≦)
This is a prison story, Keith sleeping with Henry to get what he needs/wants from him would’ve made sense and wouldn’t make Keith “less than” (he wouldn’t be cheating on Della if it was an ends justify the means type of situation).
ME TOO MAN ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
when both prophets of yaoi are of the same mind, the earth heals
THIS! i was looking forward to their one sided passion since it’s a usual sex trope in mafia/prison story climaxes. it’s another twisted way of showing how far someone is willing to go for the safety of their lover. hoping the author can do an au for this or a 3p ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
thank you (⌒▽⌒) <3
my freakydeeky show is ON. i can’t wait for the next patient and to see how much sexier A got
im betting he’s trying to play henry like a fiddle right now and use the power of sweet femboy seduction in exchange for information or time. della has too much organized evil fag energy to be gone. that bloodlust and big shlong can’t hide for long either
evil fag energy has me crying
These comments are so fucking funny
i hope his dad suffers the worst ending and never meets the mc again. it’s sick how sadistic and cruel he is… and im concerned with how little he’s healing from the fight. it’s an obvious sign he isn’t getting enough rest, nutrition, and is overly stressed
then mc’s first relationship/“strong” bond being a beacon of hope at first but then never really evolving past sexual favors hurts so bad too! im glad the ml is here to change things for him, their equal footing is relieving. grey hair is POSSESSIVE and obviously doesn’t respect and love mc
this is too delicious??? they made the all powerful entity weak, desperate, and greedy for the main character… PEAK