
this coulda been a sweeter moment for them, but bro was impatient and forced it in… what happened to foreplay??? they had time, the murderer was JUST killed. bada was opening up and wanted to fuck him now and in the next restarts so the rushing was unnecessary asf
bada finally laughed, smiled, and thanked the ml so sincerely so the actual scene disappointed me

their conversations satisfy me very much, they have a good understanding of their emotions and know how to articulate them to each other. its never left unsaid
plus the nipple sucking was fire, i love when tops feel pleasure from foreplay. we need more of this too!!! we used to be a culture… whiny, whimpering tops for the win!!

his perspective adds so much nuance because he was mean but he had to be in order to protect himself. no one was letting him be an innocent child. he was working so hard while the whole family depended on exploiting him so they could survive. put the pressure of taking care of your ENTIRE family, ghosts taunting you, relying on yourself, dealing with stalkers or bad stans, and bad experiences working on set in general all together and you get an overworked, bad tempered kid who can’t regulate his emotions!!
he wasn’t mean because he could be, the kid was stressed the fuck out and could barely take care of himself let alone learn how to deescalate normal situations

i was fine with mc meeting the brother the first time secretively, but why another time?? there was no need for that other than to start more problems
the only good thing out of this chapter was the friend telling ml to stop being a bitch and talk to his bf instead of shutting him out. could’ve said allllll that to him instead of wasting everyone’s time
bitch got his ass beat and then they got dinner together? THATS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT