
I feel like Cj Michalski always gets da rape wrong. It's almost like it's her thing.
Like, it's not rape, but it is, but it looks consensual somehow, but it's definitely not and it looks like it hurts like fuck but somehow after a while the uke stops complaining. Maybe this was going towards rough sex but it somehow ended up being rape.... I'm confused @_@ (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 pls do da rape right or let them have sex~

sometimes I come back and read the part where Jeremy confesses his crime and gets this feeling of relief only to be shut down by Ian who is in denial and doesn't want to believe his father would be capable of something like that, only to find, months later proof that makes him go through the reality their family had through Jeremy's perspective. It makes me feel so sad, so utterly depressed that it's kind of relieving.
or maybe I just hate myself, idfk. ( ̄∇ ̄")
Dammit this is fiction... why am I crying TT.TT