A YOUNGER VERSION OF ASAMI AND AKIHITO, I'M NOT OKAY
plot twist (not a spoiler, i just want it to happen) : it actually happened and akihito will be very embarrassed when he finds out the guy was asami and he goes to his "in-denial" phase all over again and asami, of course, uses it to his advantage to have akihito. akzbaknx. i love them.
is anyone else a little bit suspicious about logan? i mean, i know he's a servant and he looks nice but what if he's just like christoph? a royal-blood-turned-servant? i hope he's not a bad character because he's one of my favorites (they all are) but yeah. sometimes he has these sudden pauses/realizations, kind of like you would get when you receive a sudden order through hidden ear-pieces or you're being controlled by someone. for instance, when he met lucaon, and when he was speaking to ryan. ryan also mentioned he has "a strong aura for a servant". i don't know what to feel anymore. yikes.
There is definitely something up with logan!! unfortunately the moment he was introduced I had a fishy feeling.... I dont know whether the author is maybe trying to get us suspicous of logan and in the end he turns out to be a guardian of some sort who is protecting someone, or that he is actually up to no good and was sent from the other organisation to kill off what ever was left of the family selvior :S But i know there is definetly more to him than meets the eye.
i am so very in love with this manga. i've re-read the whole series- like- a billion times, probably the same as a couple of others, BUT. i have such conflicting emotions because:
1. i want this manga to continue, but
2. i want this manga to end.
this is because, this manga messes up with my feelings too much. it practically tears my chest open, rips my heart out, steps on it and then kisses it and gently places the pieces back together inside and sew my chest back up. you get it? i hope so, because that's as accurate as i can get.
however, i want this manga to continue because, other than hayashida-san and shuuna-san (they're from another manga), they're my favorite couple that teaches me so many things about emotions and life (also like hayashida and shuuna). i'd like to see more fluffy moments, more happiness, but i'd also like to see more pain and reality, even if it does break my heart. but i also don't want my heart broken. i am in an awful dilemma. :/ :c
i've seen a comment before, saying that a relationship between 2 black haired guys in yaoi/shounen ai is rare to see and, usually, doesn't last (i know, it's a joke, and it was super funny at the time). BUT THE LAST STORY!! and probably all of the stories before, mg. it gave me hope, and love. a lot of love. especially seven years, oh god. it really portrays a beautiful married couple relationship. at some point, you'll have enough of your partner. at some point, you'll notice how much of a jerk you've been, and how you've really done it now. but in the end, it's all going to be okay. i- god, much love for all of the oneshots.
ok, but i never really particularly hated anyone who fell in love with misaki. just the fact that they tried to take misaki away (it kind of makes it seem like they think usagi and misaki's love seem fickle, BUT YEAH) from usami. however, i always hope they find themselves their own, true, first loves. like- ijuuin may say he loves misaki now, but maybe he'll find someone COUGHS AGGRESSIVELY YANASE IN THE BACKGROUND COUGHS AGGRESSIVELY in the future who'll give him a whole lot more firsts, and not just innocent love (he may want to have sex/make love to misaki, but his love for him still appears to be a whole lot more innocent than usagi's). idk- y'know like shinobu and miyagi? i think it'll be like that (since yanase's kinda like shinobu, and ijuuin'll probably suck up to yanase I GTG THEY'RE ALREADY SO CUTE IN MY HEAD)
i really love this manga. it gets me emotionally, so many times and it hurts even more because i've already read the prequel (the story about hayashida's ex and him abusive his ex and his ex having a new, better and healthier relationship with someone else) before. what i'm not satisfied with is: I WANT AN EXTRA CHAPTER WHERE ALL THREE COUPLES MEET AND TALK. they don't have to have an emotional talk and flashbacks and all, y'know? just them passing by on the streets, maybe whispering a, "good luck" or "i wish you the best" to each other for hayashida and his ex (if you haven't read the story, SPOILER, hayashida broke up with his ex because he was afraid he'd become even worse than he already was, with all the abusing he did to the ex, and his last words were "thank you for everything"). since we all know natsuo's kinda not right in the head, i'd kinda like it if hayashida and natsuo met at a supermarket or somewhere while they were on a date with their respective boyfriends and just- greet each other or something, y'know? idk. i just want an interaction between all those 3 couples so bad as my own personal closure. other than that, my hearteu.
Girl, you wrote my heart out, blessings~











I WAS ALREADY CRYING AND FEELING SO MUCH BUT THEN, THE UGLY CLIFF HANGER.
will it stay fluffy and warm with rum insulting ginger and slapping him or will it be intense and will rum cry with ginger? stay tuned to find out !!