Taejung tried so hard to start a new life and do something about himself that he ended up thinking only about himself. He acts as if he was the only one in pain and by treating the mc like that he just makes him feel like an inconvenience that should have died instead like he was used to believing he did all these years. Honestly i can't help but think that's what he actually feels, that everything he built was ruined because his ex showed up alive because he can't deal with this. Honestly i find him selfish because the only solution to this he found, was treating his ex like crap as if all these years they spent together, first as friends, meant nothing to him. I'm not saying that he has to get together with him, but a bit of fucking respect, or some time to mend the whole thing and help in order for the mc to move on would be appreciated and actually something that someone who actually cared about mc would do. But in the end, all he cared about was feeling "better", and that's what his new lover gave to him.He doesn't care about how the mc feels as long as he himself feels better. Mc couldn't provide him that since, how dare he! He got into an accident, and apparently to him, he deserves such treatment.
That’s where I’m at right now, relationship aside...y’all were friends and in each other’s lives for so long. Okay it is so painful and sucks that the relationship ending basically out for their control but why not be able to still have a friendship or be kind and open annnnnd understanding with each other. The way it’s going down is trash. And the new boyfriend saying he should have just died...the actual fuck was that. Be a supportive boyfriend like you apparently were the whole five years you were trying to be sucked down by YOUR bow boyfriend.
Almost as annoying as all my autocorrected words. Reading my comment was cringe worthy for that reason hahaha. Glad you were able to decipher. Hahaha
Stillllll bitter about all this shit though, it’s traumatic for those two who were massive parts of each other whole life. And poof five years and it’s gone. Like I said I’m not just talking about their intimate relationship, it’s more than that to me. Just a lot of unfair and unnecessary dynamics playing out. I’m assuming the now boyfriend always had feelings for the ex and was just keeping close and he ended up getting his chance.
I was, no lie, sick to my stomach. I just couldnt help but imagine sitting there after an experience like that and him being the first person I wanna see and looking at him holding his lovers hand and comforting him and I’m like wtf!!! It’s been five years for you but this is brand spanking new for me. I will say I’m proud of the ex for reassuring his now boyfriend but how he isn’t just flat out being like “hey it’s over. I will always love you and I waited and I never thought you were coming back, I couldnt keep my life stuck like that. There will always be a part of me that is yours but i let a future of us go and I can’t just go back to that after I’ve built this life, I’m happy. I love my boyfriend now and I hope in time we will be able to piece together a relationship that’s healthy for both of our lives and where we’re headed” or some shit like that (insert eye roll because who really knows what is best to say). Like healthy conversation with closure, still painful but progressive. For me this is just a lot of painful shit all around for everyone involved. I don’t have the mental capacity to muster through the rest
okay i understand that he moved on, but is it really necessary to act this way towards him? He is acting really cold towards him considering he supposedly once loved him. He needs to get in his position, he got into an accident then he suddenly sees the love of his life with someone else. Talking about him as if he is some sort of a bug and not someone he loved doesn't make him that good of person and obviously not someone that actually truly loved him. In the end this is a hard hit of reality, true love doesn't really exist or at least it didn't exist for them since he gave up on him after only 5 years not even that since he probably got on with his "new" boyfriend somewhere in between those years.I can't help but think that he actually didn't really love him. Also that thing his new boyfriend said that "why did he come back he should have died" is extremely fucking awful,like dude, we get you feel threatened since you love your boyfriend but saying that about someone that barely survived out of selfishness is beyond disgusting.
seriously he can shove his insecurities up his ass and fuck off. He literally has done nothing, absolutely NOTHING good for Valrose, all he has ever done is hurt and scare her, he's just a threatening existence and a waste of space. I really hope he won't end up with her, this manipulative piece of shit. Based on what he would do if the plot followed the original book, he's a poor excuse of a human being. He literally brainwashed innocent people with families that loved them and then lead them to their death as if they're insignificant things and not living beings with emotions.
Finally a comment with some fucking sense I see some simps excusing his behavior because boohoo trauma and mommy issues but like UM??? He's abusive and toxic asf and literally took away people's free will completely... You can like the dude, whatever idrc just don't excuse his actions by just saying uwu he's just a sad and lonely boy he's not actually bad









Okay it's confirmed, he's messed up and honestly quite scary. I don't blame mc for wanting to stay away from him, i would feel the same. I was shook during every single chapter