Like I’m so mad bc obviously the author wants us to be like mainly be mad at the 2nd ml due to him orchestrating all of this but let’s be real, the top has never been like right. He starts this sex friend relationship with an bet and then js bc he’s mad he can now rape mc? Like I get it, mc def fell first and made the relationship seem more than js fuck buddies, so the fact that he went nd fucked somebody is else would have def made me confused too. But this is rlly js glorified rape, I don’t think I’ll ever forgive him for this because even throughout the sex friend relationship he made it really clear tht he was still into 2nd ml. Idk what the author is going to do to make the ml and mc get tgth at the end but I officially give up on ml and fully support the 2nd ml.
Also the ml js generally annoyed me, still has a crush on someone who so obviously dislikes him and for whatever reason ml still believes their relationship can work, like and he sucks and communication.
why would he get with the second ml if he drugged him and planned this, i think the better route would be for him to go with neither of them
but yea the alpha mf sucks ass, there is literally no way to excuse his actions LMAOO i hate charas like him so much like omg nigga make up your mind. And then he said himself that theyre just friends but hearing jihyuk say it set him off, hes such a prick
Rightttt like his bipolar ass of the meds
like omg why are you so mad you LITERALLY just said that
Like at this point all of us are js here for their gay ass celebrations after they score a goal
I LITERALLY FUCKING KNEW ITTTTTTT LIKE THEY WOULDNT JS HAVE A CLEAR ASS FLASH BACK OF THE EX BSF W/OUT PUTTING HIM IN THIS WORLDDDDDD LIKE AT FIRST I HOPED THAT IT WAS JS TO HELP SHOW THAT THE MC ALREADY HAS TRAUMA OF RAPE BUT OFC IT WAS FORESHADOWINGGGGGGGGG OMFG IM SCAREDDDDDD
Imma be 100% honest, I only stuck around to see the kid. Plot was ass, very dramatic there was just to much goin on, the misunderstandings were just all in all dumb, like I get that in dramas there need to be certain comedic acts of idiocy but this was just to much. The mc just ended up looking dumber and dumber as the story progressed. I skimmed through all the sex scenes cause even those parts were not interesting. Was hoping for the kid to have a little sister was kinda hoping to see a time slip where the kids grew up well. Another person ick of mine was just the lack of women involved in the story, and even the mc’s mother just brushed over her whole story as if it was nothing even though it was clearly fucked up. And we really did not need that crazy girl from the psych ward wth
istg I still can’t tell if Jun is bad, like I always assume that whatever a character does has a complex reasoning for doing so and doesn’t truly have bad intentions but like maybe I’m just too trusting
The thing about people with low self esteem and depression is that they are cinics, they don’t believe that anyone would actually care for or love them, and when these types of people are treated exactly how they expected the would be treated the just begin to constantly expect it from everyone else. The mc clearly states he doesn’t stand a chance with him, and even when they do get intimate he assumes he’s getting played with by a rich alpha this is due to the fact that the seme never communicated any official relationship (he mentioned possessive or protective things but again he is rich so it wouldn’t be strange to assume he didn’t want anyone to ‘play with his toy’ even tho that isn’t truly the case) and to top all of that off even the people around him were telling him that he was delusional. The mc isn’t dumb, he has been hurt to many times to expect anything else.
I love the art, but like for some people that’s the only thing they like, the plot is pretty good, but I love the plot as well, maybe it’s cause I love angst but the story itself is great, given the uke’s situation, it’s not that there aren’t people interested in him, it’s just he doesn’t feel like he has the right to like anyone else, like he is ashamed of himself for liking the seme already, and from the way he was thinking about his mom he feels it’s wrong of him to want to be close to her as well, but the seme can “use” him, so at least he is being “useful” to someone and I feel he is mistaking this for love, I just can’t wait for the part for where he realizes this isn’t love, and finally frees himself from this shame
Facts^^^
I read “my duke” as “my dude”, now I can’t help but imagine her with a really deep voice. Also I love singing and stuff, but the plot is losing me, like everytime the church is mentioned I remember my mom and how me singing anime openings is “demonic”.
Their both so fucking beautiful and they talk and look at each other so fucking lovingly and the smut is immaculate how tf am I supposed to live if I don’t find love like theirs??