
I read chapter 3 around 5 times because it’s just so well written and poetic, i wasn’t expecting the shift in their relationship but it actually makes sense.
And shion’s internal monologue really shows how love deprived he is and how childlike and pure his feelings are, however it’s also scary to think about the future of their relationship because this is probably shion’s first love and he’s not in a good place right now and theres a possibility of his love to turn into possessiveness and all yandere like but it can also be positive and helps him heal maybe but based on the last chapter it doesn’t feel like this is where it’s going right now

Im feeling so sad im literally crying, Arata was the sweetest caring lover, he was so cute and bubbly and happy and wholesome and in love with Natsuki. He was just such a sweet guy and now Natsuki just took that away from him forever, even if they try to rebuild their relationship, it can never be the same, there would always be trust issues, the pure love that they had is gone now.
Arata loves Natsuki too much to be able to break up since they were together forever and thats not something you can erase or get over easily.
Ive seen middle school couples stay together even in their twenties and they’re usually the most toxic relationships, ppl get cheated on but ultimately to stay together and work on their relationship because they can’t forget the only person they’ve ever loved/been with, but often the relationship is broken and dysfunctional and it’s so sad to see them try so hard to keep it going because you can see that they’re miserable.
Anyways i got off topic but this is essentially why i feel so bad for Arata, he cant give up on their relationship so he tries to mend it but its just never going to be the same, and it’s so sad. Im so sad for him.

I know. Arata will be on edge anytime he’s away from Natauki. If Natsuki is late to show up, I’d he has to stay away for a group project, a trip, if he gets close with anyone, ugh... poor Arata will be thinking that he might be cheating.
Arata would definitely become a possessive lover who asks where’s Natsuki is going, whose he with, how long he’ll be out, I’m pretty sure Arat would probably check his phone too.
I can definitely see Natsuki becoming fed up and thinking Arata is being too much and breaking up with him.
All and all, I feel bad for Arata. He’ll be so miserable. :(

I want a manga where the mc says “no” after the estranged deadbeat parent tells their sob story and asks for forgiveness to mend the relationship.
How dare you try to start over as if you didn’t just traumatize your kid, ruined their childhood, potentially their life and now they have to live with it and try to overcome it all their life.
I want a manga where the big ending of the mc with family trauma is to be able to let go, stop seeking their parents’ approval and are ready to start a new chapter of their life without all the toxicity, finally finding a place to call home
Ngl this is very confusing, like i get the gist of it but then everything feels like a mess. There are random cut scenes because of the censorship, so conversations are cut short and then we jump into the next scene with no context so we’re losing out on a lot of material
Also i thought that the consensus was that soohyun is a dom right? I was looking forward a dom bottom but then for the actual sex scenes he gets all manhandled by eunsung.. so what was the point of introducing his dom nature if it’ll only show for like only 5s before it switches up when its time to do it?
yeah actually same i wanted to see him be a dom but he kinda just laid there /: i hope he actually acts like a dom later
Yup that's the only problem. Otherwise it's really great and so unique. Never saw an uke like this lol. Interesting
that's bc eunsung isn't a sub they're both switch
Yeah looks like that but ig he will be more bottom sadist
Yeah I came to this conclusion too, however I would still like it for Soohyun’s dom nature to be more shown more because the author really made us look forward to it and for now it’s only bits and snippets, I feel like that would add a lot to their dynamic but for now it feels like a wasted opportunity.
Don’t get me wrong the story is still great tho, it’s just a shame that’s all