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Here’s some insight from someone who’s gone through similar:

Yes, he finally got what he “wanted” but his “lover” said to his face that he’s only with him so he doesn’t pack up and leave. I’ve been in a similar situation where I gave a sort of ultimatum to an on/off partner of mine that we either go exclusive or I leave and never see him again and he chose exclusive but every action of his showed me he still thought of me as an on/off partner or fwb. I felt so guilty every second I felt happy because I felt like I forced or trapped him in an unhappy and unhealthy relationship situation with me. In his mind, he was happy with our relationship and not much had changed. I couldn’t handle it and eventually broke down and left him. He’s not being unreasonable. His love and his guilt are warring inside of him and the guilt is eating him alive. He’s also being confronted by the fact that he’s a burden to his loved one and that his loved one feels an obligation to take care of him as he would a child. That’s a horrific position to be in. Unless you’re in that situation, it’s so easy to say “be happy! You finally got what you wanted!!” But the reality is that finally getting what you wanted in THIS manner is your own personal hell that you created so you can’t even complain about it and you end up stewing in resentment and guilt and self loathing. You can’t even escape unscathed cause either they dump you and tell you how much of a burden you are or you dump them and feel horrible for causing this whole situation to begin with or even worse yet, you stay and both are you are utterly miserable. So please, let’s cut him some slack and give him some grace.

You dived into my submerged life. Can I move forward, if we're together? Woo Seungwon, who rese...

The lonely guy still pisses me off. I know he’s changed but I still don’t like how he justified open relationships and how he would just dump one person and get with another if his partner wasn’t okay with open relationships. I’m poly myself and although I’ve never been in one, I wouldn’t hate an open relationship but even then, I would HATE if someone I love dumped me because of their side piece. It’s so inconsiderate. Him accepting dates knowing his partner is strictly monogamous is gross. If I’m in a relationship and my partner is monogamous, I stay monogamous. I don’t entertain anyone else. Because it’s a “2 yes, 1 no” kinda situation. To me, he cheated by accepting that date and I don’t forgive him for it. I even like violin doucheface better. At least he KNEW he was an asshole this whole time. I don’t mind people being bad people if they acknowledge they’re a bad person. If you’re a slut and acknowledge being a slut, live your best life. If you don’t, you’re an asshole. I seriously just can’t stand people acting innocent when they’re ruining peoples lives nonchalantly. He doesn’t even feel remorse for all the girls he hurt!

Don’t be a prude and spread them to us starving people just as much as Richard is spreading his legs for his master.

Why kill guwon when YOU made the rules? Also, feel free to leave my dude! I seriously doubt guwon himself is out here killing humans for sport. Everyone in this post apocalyptic world is suffering from ptsd and part of ptsd is selective memories or distorted memories. I have c-ptsd and I can say that it’s difficult to know what’s real and what’s not sometimes when even your own memories betray you. I’m in a relatively safe situation compared to what I was in and I’m STILL suffering the effects of ptsd and all of its many symptoms and this is years after the fact. Being in the same dangerous situation you got your ptsd in will definitely leave you not right in the head. Either you end up blaming me the wrong person or you end up stockholmed or worse. I don’t trust a single person in this story to be a reliable narrator. Even guwon is shaped by his naivety and lack of worldly knowledge. I don’t get why they don’t just leave and fend for themselves if they’re unhappy and I don’t get why the whole comment section is bashing guwon when clearly he’s been living under a rock his whole life until now. I mean the title is the hounds of SISYPHUS ffs it’s literally the story about a man pushing a boulder up a hill over and over and over again for eternity for pissing off the gods. If anyone is living under a rock, it’s him!

Wasn’t that whole plagiarism thing false? I thought he said he was falsely accused and wasn’t given the opportunity to rebut it. Am I wrong? Am I missing something?? Why not say that you were false accused of plagiarism and no one gave you the time of day to hear your side of the story???

I know I shouldn’t but he looked like he’d feel like a cloud when you cuddle him and he’s so tall and strong that you’d probably be able to sleep on top of him after fucking his monster cock and have a good nights rest lmaooo ALSO let’s give love to people who like food cause when I have 2am snacks, I don’t want someone who’s gonna say I’m fat over it, I want someone who tells me I’m wrong because I don’t have enough side dishes for my ramen and makes me stuff! You can’t tell me that man can’t cook!

I get to add this to the same squirting playlist and tag!!! WOOOOO!!

[Fluffy Bear Scans x Meraki BL]Art student Lee Kyungeun is seeking a place to breathe from a suffoca...

- control their relationships with other people
- infantilise them
- confess that you love them and that’s why you do all the shitty and manipulative things you do
- admit that you’re nice BECAUSE you love them rather than being nice cause they’re a good friend and you also love them as a bonus
- hate on the person they care about for no reason
- beat up the person they love for no reason

To be continued…

Author is setting up a grovelling scene for us and I can’t wait!!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

He knows hens are protective of their eggs so he put them nicely into his arms so he can cuddle his babies ╥﹏╥ that’s so sweet!!!

I’m not sure but that might be one of the dippers on the ass.

Also, I don’t know how I feel about tsundere x tsundere. Usually I don’t mind toxic if it’s paired with toxic so stalker x stalker or manipulator x manipulator cause it’s like same level crazy kinda balances out but tsuntsuns are kinda frustrating to watch… why can’t they just say that neither of them have the bandwidth for a relationship?

He was preventing himself from going too deep as a curtesy for our first time bottom! Say what you want but we NEVER get that treatment in yaoi ╥﹏╥ tops shove their whole horse cock in on the first thrust and then wreck our poor baby bottoms and their sweet sweet spines lmao

I should have waiting for this to marinate instead of binging 6 chapters only to want more ╥﹏╥

Go and marry and have kids with her instead. Don’t drag other people into your mess of an emotionally incestuous life. It’s fine to love your parents but if you’re putting your parents over a partner you supposedly love and cherish AND over your own kids? That’s emotional incest. It’s gross and you need therapy. This applies to everyone in the world. NO ONE should put their parents or siblings above their spouse and children. If you’re the kind of person to do that, stay single and celibate. Keep that out of our lives. And if you aren’t emotionally incestuous but instead are a coward who can’t stand up to your parents for the sake and safety of your own spouse and children? Don’t have kids. You should also be single and celibate. No one needs a partner who will not protect them and their kids. This goes for both/all spouses. Get therapy if any of this sounds like you. Because this isn’t normal and means your parents abused you whether through fear or emotional dependency and neither of those things are things you should bring into relationships with love at its core.

GO BACK NIA AND WAIT FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES I BEG YOU!!! LEAVE AND COME BACK AFTER ITS DONE!! DONT INTERRUPT THE ONE MOMENT I WAS WAITING FOR ╥﹏╥

It was super effective!

PLEASE PUT A FUCKING BULLET IN THAT GUYS BRAIN?!? I need him gone and out of the picture. I don’t love the town bosses but they’re doing better now but this guy? He’s asking to be killed.

Trauma is crazy. If your brain deems a memory too harmful to you, it either cuts it out or it changes it to be more palatable. If you are traumatised killing someone, the memory can distort to “I had no choice! they wanted to kill me!” Or to “I had to watch that person get killed by someone else..” when in reality it’s was you.

I think he killed his dad and I think he did it when he was delirious from blood loss and thought he was a maggot. I think guwon did come and offer him water. I think he stepped over the dad’s dead body to give him water and I think the image of him standing over the body got distorted into “he killed him”. It’s fairly common actually for your brain to slice and dice memories to suit your own needs. In fact, everything you see through your eyes has been sliced and diced then put back together like a jigsaw puzzle and your brain uses ai generative fill to either cover the parts you don’t want to see or to cover missing parts (like the nose that’s a blind spot). It does it so flawlessly and seamlessly that you won’t notice until you get confronted with it or smacked in the head.

TLDR: I think teach killed his own dad thinking he was a maggot, got so traumatised and felt so guilty that his brain manipulated the memory to make guwon the one who killed him when guwon brought him water and rescued him.