
Okay. I just read the raws and fuck it Jooin. Just fuck it.
"I wish you happiness even if it's with someone else"
"Jooin is happy but not because of me" Cain is the most precious character in this story. It was expected but this shit hurts a lot. I HAD SLIGHT HOPES THAT IT WILL BE DIFFERENT. GODDAMNIT!

His confessions always feel so forced. I don't know but I can't grasp anything that he's saying. I feel like he's just saying it because Jooin began to draw some distance (somehow) and there's Cain. And what's with the fucking "touch you"? It appears like you just want to shove your d1ck in his ass (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

I don't know but I can't get myself to like Helena. For some reason, I'm so wary of her and I actually feel a bit mad when she shows up and acts kind. Maybe because most of the "kind" characters in these kind of stories that I finished are rotten btches. Yes they showed her side to us but I still feel irritated towards her and the fact that she stayed quiet when our FL got slapped because of her made it worse. That's it. I just don't like her (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

I think in this story it's actually comforting to know we can and should feel angry and/or disgruntled about Helena since the story that we as the audience are reading is about the soul inside of Elise and not the story that the re-incarnator/soul read where the world loves Helena and so it's not like Helena is missing out on ,uch without our love lol
Plus Helena vaguely knows that her terrible upbringing is in a sense wrong and that she's in an odd situation of do or be damned and finding out there's more punishments for those around her if she doesn't obey may have burnt her will to rebel.
Imma keep Cheongu 2. Can't stand to see this boy in that state. The fact that he exerted effort on that day and cried a lot fucking pains me a lot. He even begged Seungho to try loving him instead. Wtf (/TДT)/