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I'm quite pissed with what kou did. sure, mr. naruse went out to drink with yanagi despite his warnings but there was no ill intention coming from mr. naruse, he was just trying to be accommodating to an intern. tho i do understand why kou was upset with them spending less time and being left alone with ichika and worrying for him, it's still not right for him to lay his hand on mr. naruse like that and i don't agree that kou blamed mr. naruse in a way for almost getting sexually assaulted by yanagi, it was yanagi's fault besides mr. naruse doesn't even want that sort of thing to happen. they better not act like nothing happened and talk it out.


on the other hand. ichika is way too adorable :(

my heart stops every time i see the [completed] status of this story, i never want this to end!! the comfort that washes over when i read the to be continued at the bottom is unreal. :(((

that's a genuine question because there are a lot of of elements that seem to be created for the male gaze. there's literally no substance too sorry not sorry

if you look at the characters, i don't even have to name anyone for y'all to know who they look like. not that im complaining.

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they're gonna be fine. the development rolled out just nicely as you would expect from a relationship that was meant to be no strings attached. i personally love this manhwa so keep still in your seats.

i love this so much, the spicy ending was a bonus i never knew i needed. it made everything perfect, don't misunderstand but i think the story was very well made, i love the characters and the story progression. it makes me soft and giddy and experience love but the last part idk why it made me so happy lmfao. it's like the cherry on top. now i can finally rest easy skskskskskks

there's just so much to point out in this story. the major characters all need to go get therapy starting from the father. there's just too much confusion coming from my part.


first we have anton's father, he's really fcked up in the head. it may have been from obsession, he can't seem to let go of his wife that his obsession extended to their son. im not sure if anton is biologically his son but he stood as a father figure and that truly is kind of weird for me, add to the fact that he slept with a prostitute that looks like his wife (which is fine) but the fact that he thought of arwin during that gave me the chills. i almost forgot the kiss too, i'm pretty sure he's aware it's his son especially when he claimed anton to be his right before his death. i thought he's a shady character too but it seems like he needed to be carefully understood, he's got a lot of issues stemming from his family, his wife and everything just went down hill for him. my heart ached for him when the prostitute died waiting for him, just when i thought he'd find a happiness of his own and heal. even though i feel for him, i don't stand with how he handled things though i think all he did was play safe especially for anton's future.


arwin... i think the ending was sort of fitting, though i do think he deserves a lot more. the baby went through a lot :((( but i guess in a way he found a happy ending of his own. i really think that he doesn't have to carry the guilt and burden though, he is worthy of being loved.


i kinda feel bad for anton, in a way, he could say he lost his father because he was selfish but i couldn't say it's bad either. after all, he must sacrifice something in order to end up with arwin :(((


i wish we could've read more about how their relationship progresses more after all the hardships that they have faced. but seriously, i was so fcking shocked when the father kissed anton. i thought it would turn into a father and prostitute kind of rivalry but i literally did not foresee the events that happened later. the plot was truly centered on the romance aspect, i also thought it would be centered on anton building himself up to take down an empire built by his father to end up so i guess i was kind of disappointed.


the ending was okay ig but somehow i feel like the ending is tragic. not complaining though, it could've gone worse.

we don't become perfect parents overnight especially when we're raised with the absence of love and care. hyesung was just learning how to raise byul properly so let him learn, he felt bad when he yelled at byul but a lot of y'all started commenting rude things.


i cried because they're so cute together. lmfao byul really had hyesung's pettiness!! and the way i cackled when hyesung started to pick a fight with byul in his mind because i can relate, my sister is 10 years younger than i am and my mom would often scold me whenever i pick a fight with her skskskskskks

the comments were saying they're annoyed with the uke, good for you that it's easy for y'all to be honest but there are people who take a lot of time after getting hurt and rejected for who they are. the uke was putting up his walls after continously getting hurt because he was "different" from how people perceived him so of course he's going to be wary of showing his nature to someome who has become important to him.

idk if y'all just lacked the experience or whatnot but insecurities can actually hinder a person from going out of their way and being as true as you want the uke to be. there's a reason why this story is about them because it's suppose to show that people can break from their old habits, the right person will just have to deal with them patiently. the uke misunderstood things in the first place as well, that just shows that he doesn't have a whopping confidence that he could actually be liked so he settled for "sex friends" even when he's asked to worked at the bar the first time, he doubted his capabilities.


and mind you, the uke has been expressing his interest in the seme in the way that he knows how and as the story progresses, he goes as far as to actually reflecting on his self and trying to change for the better showing that he's actually working hard to make their relationship work. the uke is doing his own thing in a pace that he's comfortable with and that's fine because it could actually guarantee results. if you were to rush the uke, he would've had more insecurities. when you judge a character, it is good to point at their flaws but it's also important to acknowledge their growth.


this is saying from a perspective that handled people like the uke, i remember two who has always made me feel like nothing when i was trying to be their friend, always inviting them out but they almost seemed uninterested but in the end i realized that they just need time to warm up to me, after all, it is hard to accept some stranger into your life. now they flipped a switch and always includes me in their plans but not gonna lie, i actually thought about how annoying they were since they're so closed off that i could not get through but now i understand where they're coming from so it's very frustrating to read people carelessly comment about the uke. the uke's feelings are just as valid as the seme. when you give someone affection or anything in general, that doesn't mean they owe you, you did that on your own accord so you don't fault them for that.

there's really something unsettling with me with how hyunwoo and subin ended things. but i guess you really can't always have closure in life.