cxxrx's Topics (194)

you act as if people can never learn from their mistakes and change. i recognize how wrong it was for jihan to do the stalking, controlling, coercion and the obsession and his actions are never justifiable because no one deserves to be under so much pain because someone can't stop projecting their sense of inferiority.


however i disliked how the mc literally was so vague when he met with siwon again, he could've made it clear that he was seeing someone else but he didn't which made so many misunderstandings between them. you see how jihan was still trying his best to rationalize even when he catches the mc with siwan over and over again but of course the mark was the the last straw.


and i don't get why y'all feel bad for siwon HE CAUSED PROBLEMS AND SHOULD BE PAYING FOR IT. you don't get to paint him as some saint that was so in love uwu uwu and he's getting hurt because he loves so much, y'all blind or something? WHEN THE MC MADE IT CLEAR THAT HE'S WITH SOMEONE ELSE, HE LITERALLY DID NOT STOP THERE. he even went to the point of trying to control him with his pheromones and touching him inappropriately. and what? you will justify him because of his feelings? because of his pheromones which he used as a weapon? at least be consistent, if you disliked jihan for acting on his feelings, siwon isn't any different!


although i dont agree with the mc blaming himself in the end because it truly wasn't his fault but it is important for him to realize the mistakes he did on his part as well. people grow and change, you see jihan leaving the mc because he recognized what he did wrong, he wasn't trying to guilt the mc, he's genuinely upset of the person that he has become and chose to let the mc go as an apology for the harsh experiences that he put jaeun through and give the mc a chance to be with siwan as he likes. he removed himself out of the picture, you can see him being genuinely confused when the mc revealed that siwan has yet to step into their home within the year that he was absent because he thought that they would see each other. although i do feel like they got together in a rush, we will never understand the comfort that others find in someone that we consider bad for them. the ending was okay i guess but we don't see the mc with the collar anymore, i guess they're starting to work on their relationship PLEASE.


p.s. i hate boys sly boys like siwon who acts like they're not doing anything wrong but is actually opportunistic and using other's hardships as their advantage <3

i would usually prefer the "toxic" ish guys but yahwi is being too much. i hope he redeems himself bec he's being an asswhole to my baby jooin. cain treats jooin so well tho, my heart hurts so much thinking that he might get hurt in the end :((( cain and jooin deserves the world.



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ahhh my heart flutters so much during cain and jooin date tho but deadass istg i feel like he'll end up with yahwi somehow. and jooin slept with yahwi after his date with cain again like damn bro, we going through this again???
:((( yahwi is such an ass, the least he could do is treat jooin kindly during sex but all he does is be rough and make jooin feel like a fuck buddy even when he knows how the other feels ISTG HE BETTER LEVEL UP QUICK OR IM NEVER CHANGING MY MIND AND SIDE WITH CAIN

the girl who insisted that the rings should be custom made for pairs, my heart. thank you for doing that girlie

i love all characters (except akihiko, sorry) but literally yuki and ugetsu's characters bring so much emotion from within me. not gonna lie tho, after seeing how they ended up i don't wanna fall in love anymore.


but akihiko and ugetsu's break up, the silent cry coming from ugetsu... i don't think i'll ever be the same again...

when he betrayed yuki, i felt like I was the one betrayed. it hurt so much that it felt like akira stabbed me instead like all those years he could've used to love yuki like he deserved to be loved... i know that we go through individual struggles but he walked out just like that without even putting up a fight, that really drained me

This is absolutely a masterpiece, I don't even need to say much but this one just have so much themes that we often overlook even when it's right in front of us. Racism, homophobia and more taboo topics, this story just makes me want to enroll in another philosophy class. There's too much in my mind that I can't type it all out, I'm scared that if I try I might miss a lot of things and end up expressing it wrong but one thing is for sure, your happiness is for your own even when it's viewed as something wrong by others. For as long as it's not harming anyone other than their own egos and ideas, that happiness is rightfully yours and no one's allowed to take that from you.

the way we all thought about how scary it would be if they had a sexual relationship when the kid was literally in elementary thank the heavens they actually waited ahhhh but isn't it kinda funny ksksksksks the first thing haruka did when he graduated and became an adult was to get on with it with chika LMFAO

i really tried my best to get into it but the whole rape + blackmail just really doesn't sit well with me. i continued up to the end to see if they somehow resolved it properly but i was disappointed, it just literally went with a confession and justified it as wanting someone to be theirs. i know he got bullied, that is wrong as well but still doesn't justify the rape and the blackmail. plus, the feelings of that guy just came out of nowhere for me, didn't even try to be more assertive on the wrongs that the other did to him. the art was pretty tho, there was potential but this just doesn't sit well with me :(

OH MY GOD MY HEART THIS IS THE CUTEST EVER I LOVE IT, I LOVE THEM BOTH

i really feel bad for seth, he was babie :( he was so unselfish for letting go and i think that he did the right thing. i know everyone in the comments seems to root for seth and i get you why, seth does deserve to win but i just think that henry won't be the one to give him that win. henry tried his best to love, i give him credit even though sometimes it feels like he's leading on seth but we really can't blame henry because seth knows and he still dove right into the mess. but i do like that seth has choosen to let go because mind you, if henry does end up choosing seth even with his mind wandering elsewhere then seth would just end up having insecurities and get hurt. henry will always get hung up with on sam for the what ifs and the feelings that he had been trying to burry for a long time, you do know that henry met with other people right? even so, he still goes back to square one, right back into sam. you see how significant sam is for henry to even write things about firsts because he never seemed to get fully over the firsts of his own. and i'm plenty scared that will happen to seth too, he's such a wonderful person and he deserves a lot more, maybe a lot more than henry.


as for henry and for sam, i think their ending just went right. everyone in the comments rooted for seth but they also failed to mention how much longing henry has to go through for sam and that goes similarly for sam. when i read the comments first, i thought that sam really isn't worth it because everyone seems to dismiss him for seth (i can see why) but he actually deserves a credit of his own as well. yes it's true that sam realized at the wrong time just when seth appeared, a new chance for henry to move on, but sam wasn't even bad. he showed his sincerity in his own ways, he was patient with henry too, he waited. he didn't disturb henry because henry chose to see someone else and when henry went through something, he was still there, he didn't take that chance to hurt henry by staying away from him because we all know how sam's absense during the funeral could've impacted henry. you can argue that seth might've comforted him but it wasn't the same, sam was someone who henry tried to keep for the longest time even allowing the distance despite his yearning just so he could play safe with what they had so when sam went, having someone who he desperately wanted to kept right by his side is another level of comfort.


for henry, it's good that he chose to be truthful instead of running away because he could've missed his chance with sam. i'm quite satisfied with the ending, after all, all henry wanted was for sam to stay and he finally managed to overcome his fear of separation and bravely went along with sam so i'd say it's a character development. either way, i'm pretty much chill with who he will choose right at the end after all, there are two best boys fighting for him.


anyways, i think will is adorable as fuxk haha