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NOT ENOUGH GINO SEX SCENES !!! 0 stars.

oh my god theyre both losers buckle up guys this is gonna br a fun one

dude i fucking liked thid author too itd actually insane bc theres been 2 racist depictions of black people on luke the span of 3 days on mangago so far whaf the hell

thought the guys glove on the cover was avtuwlly a lovk of beautiful jet black hair and that HE was actually a beauty rivalling aphrodite.

i wanted yuri. llease gight for yuri righs people im vrying as we speak my dog just fied and i know whay she wanted in this world 2as more yuri

no fucking way did blondie just see our cutie mc suffer a panic attack ANS NESRLY LEAP OFF A 2 STORY BUILDING just to escape and start playinh victim. the only one that needee to vompendate for their crimes is u lil bro

how is he in the wrong u tumbleweed brain HES TRAUMATISED!!! U LOCKEDD HIMM UPP i need this stupid krill fried immediately i hate this so much

i too have been cursed to only have gay sex ib this lifetime... where is my ethereal two faced priestess !!

love me a suicidal freak. tamakis getting a new owner once i shove him into my grandma secnted handbag for yhe rest if eternity

masakis hot as hell in ignoring the ominious forevoding feeling my guts feeding me LMAOO

i can already tell yhis is honna be so incredibly hesrtwrenvhing.

ukes love is not as unrrquited as he believes, its simply that theirs both adopts different forms. ukes desire to be necessary: to be actively sought after and passiobately wanted - to be "wished for" - most provavly stems from his nothers premature abandonment. in otder to tamp down his feelings of indecurity from this, he wants a concrete affirmation hr will not be left again, which is partly why he fails to understand semes steady appreciation for him, and also why he comes across as a cossetting mother hen.

thus, when seme speaks of simply deriving happiness from the shell rather than worrying about actually "wabting it or not wanting it", his fears are only corroborated. the shell serves no purpose, but the uke is afraid he is even more worthless than that in the others eyes - just a momentary plaything.

the seme has a more placid and passive disposition, and although uke finds him drsireless, its clear that he does want the latter - just not in a way which the uke hopes for. anyways i suck at critical analyses vut i need to grt these dumbasses out of my hesd one way or another, so et voila.

when i first read this, j thought it was genuinely such a gorgeous story. i still do ofc, but after i realised was a cocsa survivor ive grown to appreicate the characyers ib a new light.

the fugue arima enters wheb he doubts the authenticity of his traits - if yhey belonged to him or to the abusers - made me truly feel a little less alone. my case wasnt all that violent or even bad so i still doubt it from tjme to time, bjt the agony and envy over ur lost childhood, and how he thinks of continuing rhe cycle of abuse onto the mc - even if just briefly - are aspects of trauma that clinical articles dont exactly examine well; i thibk theyre bettering my understanding of it all.

growing up i viscerally wanted to be somebody else as well, but i understand now i can only be content with the veracty in my own soul if i learn to acknowledge my strengths.

the portrayal of his growth is ineffably beautiful to me.

i thibk abiut thr theme of loneliness, too. i think ill probably go tell more of my loved omes about my own story.