when i first read this, j thought it was genuinely such a gorgeous story. i still do ofc, but after i realised was a cocsa survivor ive grown to appreicate the characyers ib a new light.
the fugue arima enters wheb he doubts the authenticity of his traits - if yhey belonged to him or to the abusers - made me truly feel a little less alone. my case wasnt all that violent or even bad so i still doubt it from tjme to time, bjt the agony and envy over ur lost childhood, and how he thinks of continuing rhe cycle of abuse onto the mc - even if just briefly - are aspects of trauma that clinical articles dont exactly examine well; i thibk theyre bettering my understanding of it all.
growing up i viscerally wanted to be somebody else as well, but i understand now i can only be content with the veracty in my own soul if i learn to acknowledge my strengths.
the portrayal of his growth is ineffably beautiful to me.
i thibk abiut thr theme of loneliness, too. i think ill probably go tell more of my loved omes about my own story.
I hope you heal from all of your traumas
god i fuckibg love depressed semes... yea show me ur fat titties while u contemplate ur meagre reasons for living pls
two yaoi characters have never been more of a match made in heaven thabk u lord for putting these two obnoxious assholes together
You’re so right. Neither of them are very likable but I am so into it. Very unique personalities while still fitting into BL stereotypes.
this deserves the horror genre tag PLEASEEE savemy poor man from dhat abominable creature... atp being dried out as a tiger skin rug would be a better outcome than an ending with him
friendship ended with loser is a rotten egg, now im best friends with loser gets bred
ok but seriously need to start adding the latter into my vernacular now.
looking at the cover has ne weak... their boobies are KISSINGG
First time I've ever heard that
giggling at the fujobait industry plant business going on here
its a tragedy the story falls this flat when the art style is sooo cute. most boring characters ive seen yet !!!the author just compiled a bunch of tropes, failed to flesh anything out afterwards and called it a day LMAOO
#－.－)
atami is so sickeningly sweet. tries to be considerate despite his very palpable awkwardness !!!! hes endgaming with me idc anymore
fuck wrong socially inept loser i meant kunijima
i can already tell yhis is honna be so incredibly hesrtwrenvhing.
ukes love is not as unrrquited as he believes, its simply that theirs both adopts different forms. ukes desire to be necessary: to be actively sought after and passiobately wanted - to be "wished for" - most provavly stems from his nothers premature abandonment. in otder to tamp down his feelings of indecurity from this, he wants a concrete affirmation hr will not be left again, which is partly why he fails to understand semes steady appreciation for him, and also why he comes across as a cossetting mother hen.
thus, when seme speaks of simply deriving happiness from the shell rather than worrying about actually "wabting it or not wanting it", his fears are only corroborated. the shell serves no purpose, but the uke is afraid he is even more worthless than that in the others eyes - just a momentary plaything.
the seme has a more placid and passive disposition, and although uke finds him drsireless, its clear that he does want the latter - just not in a way which the uke hopes for. anyways i suck at critical analyses vut i need to grt these dumbasses out of my hesd one way or another, so et voila.
Ah relatable. It’s really beautiful.
He’s like this grandpa you have, very quiet and spacey but very caring and surprising ;-;
Once they learn each other’s language they’ll be the most enviable old couple around (*ฅ˘ฅ*)
Haha ik it’s funny when I call them old but you know
It’s because you can see they’ll last
Current favourite pairing besides my Our Sunny Days couple (*ᴗˬᴗ)ꕤ*.ﾟ those guys make me feel so shy hehe
I LOVE THAG CPUPLE TOO OH MY HOSGSH theyre thr dweetest ever
Ew Luca ...