
im a nasty person and i have read a lot of fucked up shit but the sight of blood bcs of coercion is always making me dizzy. skim through ch. 6 bcs it's very painful to me. a shame bcs i love the whole idea of this story. competitive, unresolved old promises, huge uke and seme. sigh. hope this got picked up for an official translation.

did not expect a pretty decent plot, considering how filthy this is, good lord. but i have to say, the second male lead syndrome is very strong for me. i might actually drop it if woori doesn't at least get some action with danwoo (or in my wildest dream, a threesome lol. a girl can hope). he's super endearing. isn't a weirdo like taehan too. finger crossed he's the one. taehan can have the bitch ass celebrity lol.

we finally getting some action,,,, a bit questionable, but i think yohan gives jay consent in the end lol. love the back and forth with these guys. always love me a stern ass bottom

Guys he's not in the healthiest mindset right now and doesn't want to accept love or affection or even anything that gives him pleasure or good feelings. Jay is forceful with him because yoohan doesn't think he deserves to feel good anymore because of his guilt and jay knows this. He doesn't fuck him until yoohan actually asks for it himself(and we're actually getting close to that).

I replied to the comment under you too but I will say again, he doesn't want it because he's so filled with guilt that he thinks he doesn't deserve anything that makes him feel good. Do y'all think a suicidal guy that just wants to get his revenge done and die would say "ok lets fuck" if jay asked. And SPOILERS: jay actually does ask him if he wants to later but yoohan starts spiralling out of control again and says no and jay stops and doesn't do anything. Their first time wont be like your basic smut in any other bl manhwa. It was actually so emotional that I couldn't register that as a smut scene but an emotional vulnerability and a cry for help(literally) but there's actually 3 chapters of smut one after another and the ones after the emotional ones are pretty smutty and yoohan does become more confident and open later and ask for it himself in different occasions.

these two are proves that spicy sex can be achieved by green flag couple. kyle is so green, so hot truly one of my favorite seme out there. they still have a lot to go, but their relationship is way better than a lot of couple from other stories. if you think about it, it's rare too see an established relationship in yaoi from the first half of the story. probably because this takes place in western set i loveee when they refer each other as boyfriends or darling

im pretty sure the author never explicitly say what mental illness Yura has, but if im taking a guess it would be DID. im an avid and huge fan of Mr. Robot, so any kind of twist involving DID personalities never faze me anymore. one thing tho, if anyone knows about this. i find it weird that the two personality is fighting. because from what i can understand these personality exist bcs they are trying to protect "the real one" from any harm. it's the brain's way of protecting itself. ik ik this is not suppose to be a presentation or whatever but it would be nice to have another twist involving these two personalities. so far the author has done a great job depicting a DID person and their favorite person, and how their relationship become very complicated.
as for the second couple i truly don't mind since im binge reading this lol it's a lot more fun that way so see you guys in a couple of month
this is one of the best yaoi i've ever read. normal couple, no ceo no mafia no gangster, in this kinda art style. just two dodes. one straight one gay. one has disability and one has anxiety when it comes to his sexuality. both trying to navigate a new world with each other. so. freaking. good!! all the fights absolutely make sense, and the way the author potray the disability is amazing. the touch on homophobia and why euntak is so scared he got outted. he has so much to lose, and i completely understand how he feels. truly such an upgrade from the last series this author made (i can't finish reading those. sorry!!) this one hurts me so bad, in a good kinda way.