I get that he is very heartbroken and frustrated bc of hart and his unluckiness BUT WHY WOULD YOU TELL HIM TO GO DIE ON HIS OWN?!! I mean, i get that he can’t actually commit suicide unless he holds jaspers hand so there really isnt a way of him to unalive himself BUT STILL-
AND THE TEAR OH MY GOD I HATE IT IT HURTS SO MUCH
I mean, if I were him I would be terrified. If Hart actually died and he felt responsible it would be DEVASTATING. Jasper shouldn't have said that, but he must feel fully manipulated. Not only was he lied to, but if he had been left to deal with the aftermath of that death... Jfc. Imagine if he had never read the diary and it just happened... Like, if Hart had died just so he could not be unlucky...so, for his own convenience... Soul crushing.
I'm going to go cry now.











DID SIJUN LEAVE THE COUNTRY AND THATS WHY HIS PHONE IS OFF? DONT TELL ME HE IS ON THE PLANE RN. NO GOD NO. AND THE COLOGNE BREAKING????? I HATE ITTTT GET YOUR ASSES BACL TOGETHER PLEASE
Spoilers
Wow you're half right he's been in New York for a bit.
Please tell me he is coming back?????? Thats what “a bit” means right