LoveLeb July 31, 2025 12:52 pm

Came back at this since this is the very first Manga psychological I've read (the very very first is Killing Stalking-it's also my first yaoi/gay porn).
This is the manga that's engraved on my mind since then. After finishing my psych course, I realized no one's at fault here, they're just all victims of actions. It's not life, rather it's 'poor coping mechanism'. Blond guy was a victim, MC was a victim, mother is also a victim.

In my psychoanalysis, MC is doing an "Identification with the Aggressor" method. This is a defense mechanism that can explain why someone who "hates their perpetrator' might still choose them in the end. This theory suggests that a person, especially in abusive or traumatic situations, may UNCONSCIOUSLY adopt the perpetrator's behaviors, attitudes, or perspectives OR they will just go along with the perpetrator as a way to cope with the trauma and regain a sense of control.


In situations involving intimate partner violence, victims may form a complicated emotional bond with their abuser, despite feeling hatred toward them. This often stems from a recurring pattern where episodes of violence are mixed with gestures of affection or kindness, resulting in a confusing and emotionally addictive relationship. The victim might hold on to the hope that the abuser will change or that they can somehow repair the relationship.

In the end of this manga, you can see blond guy being affectionate to the mc and mc reacting with blush. This made me think of how their relationship will be. Especially MC, he will return and return to blond guy bc it's already engraved on his mind that he knows blond guy and made him his pillar (which, of course, is a very poor coping mechanism).
I'm also sad at the blond guy because he will never know how to properly love a person and sees rape or manipulation as a way to covey his feelings. And honestly, it's so unnecessary for the ex to come back or he's so annoying and acting like some hero here after leaving mc which also aggravated blond guy to do drastic measures....

LoveLeb July 31, 2025 8:08 am

What twitter?? Lmao I've read this since March/April I think and then I saw it again on featured here lmao rereading it again gives me butterflies on my stomach

    Haitanibunny July 31, 2025 6:41 pm

    we don't give a flying shit i read this since it was in jp

    LoveLeb July 31, 2025 7:57 pm
    we don't give a flying shit i read this since it was in jp Haitanibunny

    Really? Then good for you, I guess. Also, I think you totally give a shit about what I said as if I "personally" offended your pride or something ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Haitanibunny July 31, 2025 9:36 pm
    Really? Then good for you, I guess. Also, I think you totally give a shit about what I said as if I "personally" offended your pride or something ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ LoveLeb

    nigga

    LoveLeb August 1, 2025 6:03 am
    nigga Haitanibunny

    ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Stfuiygnts August 1, 2025 6:19 am
    we don't give a flying shit i read this since it was in jp Haitanibunny

    Who's we??? We also don't give a flying shit if you've read it in jp. The og was just sharing their thoughts without being arrogant and here you go being bimbo, ape, dickhead. Here's a reward bitchass:


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    it seems like you're desparate for some attention, you smell like "problem child" that wasn't loved by your friends (no friends) or parents. A condom should've prevented you sighhh

    Stfuiygnts August 1, 2025 6:22 am

    Mangago destroyed my masterpiece.
    Fuckass:


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    ultimatelolicunny August 1, 2025 6:45 am
    Who's we??? We also don't give a flying shit if you've read it in jp. The og was just sharing their thoughts without being arrogant and here you go being bimbo, ape, dickhead. Here's a reward bitchass: __ (_... Stfuiygnts

    Aa u mad nigga

LoveLeb July 31, 2025 7:31 am

Ohhh the cute misunderstandings lmaoooo

LoveLeb July 31, 2025 7:25 am

It 'genuinely' feels awkward .. more like it's giving secondhand embarrassment like bro is in rut all the time. I can't stop laughing

LoveLeb July 30, 2025 5:33 pm

THE VERY PAINFUL, EXCRUCIATING, MADDENING, INSANE CLIFFHANGERS I'VE EVER SEEN.

Also, a short, younger, cute seme and a tall, older, handsome(or manly) ukeeeee???!! I'M FUCKING SAT.

Note: Please don't judge me. I'm not someone who fetishizes pedo nor do I condone these relationships. A fiction is a fiction. I just love amusing/interesting stories. That's aaall

LoveLeb July 29, 2025 8:03 pm

The reason why I love Yaoi mangas (or jp yaoi), they make the stories very interesting and it's short but you'll have the satisfying ending.

LoveLeb July 27, 2025 12:44 pm

I saw the updates and I forgot the plot since I've read this years ago. I love how they're both possessive and love each other so much. Thank you for the update hooman

LoveLeb July 26, 2025 6:58 pm

Damn, everything that people should fear is portrayed here....

LoveLeb July 26, 2025 6:23 pm

Ok so that princess will literally be another bitch....

LoveLeb July 26, 2025 5:45 pm

Their friendship(?) is what I needed to see lmao
Tho Carcel.. dude, Ines loves you more than you thought sighhhhhh

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