Thereās so many unfinished storylines that nvr got justice: uke not confessing brad gave him head and him having thoughts of fucking brad on many occasions, ukes trashy boss and workplace outcome, if Kate and Lizzie are gonna be ok, did seme sell himself in their 6 month breakup to make a living, and seme wants kids and uke is dead set on it nvr happening to the point of murder-suicide yet allows semes sperm to be frozen for a āmaybeā situation?!?
Honestly uke is trash in the aspect of āIāll murder him if he cheats but I am an exception to this rule and can borderline cheatā it was so annoying the many times uke got close to cheating with brad, and the time he jump straight into thinking ab fucking brad after their breakup was just wow. Looking back I think it was a self harm act but itās still so hypocritical that if seme went to duck immediately after breaking up heād have a mental breakdown.
They are so toxic for eachother and shouldāve stayed broken up the first time. If I remember correctly there is no special reason uke loves seme aside from his looks so itās a wonder their relationship lasted so long despite ukes craziness and semes nonchalantness. Seme wanting kids is valid, uke not wanting seme to donate sperm is also valid, no matter what decision is made, one will nvr truly be satisfied or happy and in this case seme will nvr have that fulfillment of having kids. I think they need other ppl who share the same future outlook bc I cannot see their relationship lasting. This was a crazy read I was flabbergasted every chapter with the progression and ukes crazy pov and how seme is ok with it
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I wish there were tags indicating there is a virgin uke x experienced seme trope in this bl to prevent me from wasting my time and feeling so IRRATIONALLY irritated. Couldnāt make it past ch 9 when they were gonna do the deed for the first time with uke being completely clueless on sex and seme boasting about his sex skills. Nothing drives me more insane than this damned trope. Why did seme even have to mention it, I couldāve continued and enjoyed this if he hadnāt irked me so bad bc this bl is actually good but my preferences hinder me. I love me a promiscuous uke and virgin seme but the other way around makes me wanna pull my hair out. I updated Baka-updates for future readers checking tags to decide if something is worth reading or not bc, although rare, Ik im not the only one with this IRRATIONAL hate. (ā¬ļæ£ēæļæ£)åø damn Iām gonna get so many downvotes for my opinions but I have to get this irk of my chest before I explode
why's there actually so many down votes coz this is a pretty a valid opinion and i agree in a way
Shit I didnāt read this bc Ik it had rape and prostitution in it but saw clips on tiktok showing them in a fluffy stage in their relationship so I decided to jump right into ch 63+ past the bs and I have now been reading backwards for context and found out that if uke IS pregnant it resulted from rapeā¦typical. I hope uke gives seme a worthwhile chasing arc full of groveling but alas that is but a dream. If he has that rapists baby heāll need him nearby to help raise the baby. Ahhhhgh itās so disappointing
Sorry I dont know where is the rape there. Or am I just color blind ā„ļ¹ā„
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA tf
Sexual coercion is rape. You donāt seem too bright so Iāll delve deeper into what I mean- if uke does not want to have sex but is forced to do it bc of semes manipulation in his debt then it is a form of rape. Hope this helps!
yapping too much for someone who didn't even read the whole thing.. such a good nickname choice
ru tryna defend a rapist rn
nah but ima defend the redemption arc all the way
You don't need to be rude, child. But it seems you may have something going on with your life so please take a deep breathe and enjoy life once in a while (=ć»Ļć»=)
this is so out of context of what they said...
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Am I wrong though
Fiction or not, Rape should not be normalized. And I agree with this sentiments. I know this will not change anything from the story but the interpretation of the applied sexual violence and tolerating it is alarming. Redemption will not erase the fact that he was manipulated and forced to bear his rapist's child. If anyone's allowing it cos it's BL and fiction, then what if we will reverse the gender of the characters?? If we are uncomfortable when it happens to fictional women, then we should also disagree that it is happening to fictional men also.
yea you are, chasing arc here is amazing
You tell me Iām wrong but wonāt explain whyā¦ redemption arc does not cancel out the sexual assault done. Iām a firm believer once a rapist always a rapist bc all it takes is one bad day, heavy drinking, another heat, uke being friendly with another man etc for the seme to rape uke again. So tell me how I am wrong in thinking uke should let seme grovel till pigs fly and that this bl is disappointing
you are wrong cause whatever you explained its not this story. the uke went ahead with the after pill to not get pregnant but it didnt work cause he forgot it it was not a forced pregnancy, also its an aob story that was includes animalistic instinct likr people mating atc so how can you take this story and compare it to rl. (obviously rape is bad period. i dont get it when people have to mention it every time that its bad?) ....
did you even read the story he wasnt forced to carry any baby he forgot to take the after bill and when he took it he got sick and unfortunately vomited it. no one is excusing what happened (rape) its an aob yea its doesnt use human logic people are animals in aob stories if you havent noticed it yet.
You are confusing urself. I nvr said uke was forced to have a baby, just that I hate how uke ended up pregnant with a rapists baby. I hate how his pregnant is resulted from rape. And my main point was I hate the rapist seme, idk ab his redemption arc, I want uke to nvr look back, but Ik he canāt bc heās pregnant
ok
'I hope uke gives seme a worthwhile chasing arc full of groveling but alas that is but a dream.' and i said there is a good chasing arc. I think i was very clear but you are arguing just for the sake of argument. you don't even know wtf you are talking about, make your own assumptions and highly prejudiced. i aint gonna argue with someone like you but i hope you realize this attitude of yours won't get you anywhere
I wonāt get nowhere in life expressing my opinions? Anywaysā¦. I did mention reading backwards and did end up reading to the last rape scene (ch 54) and from ch 54 to present the āredemption arcā is not enough. Just bc seme spoils and dotes on uke after the rape, āsuicideā scare, and trying to get ukes brother back is not enough for all the shit seme had done. If there was a redemption arc before ch 54 I havenāt read it, but it doesnāt matter after what he did bc it cancels out.
I want MORE groveling, I want seme to regret it so much heās begging the devil to turn back time, especially after this kidnapping incident bc seme couldnāt get his bitch ass to actually pay off the debt like he promised uke he would.
Iāve been reading this on and off and just binged like 35 chapters and seme is a green flag in a red flag situation. Itās kinda tiring to read about. They both have such low self esteem and confidence when it comes to their relationship bc of ukes trauma and promiscuous past. Iām just glad that even though they still have doubts and wild imaginations about the worst, the communication comes fast to resolve it
On ch 24 where seme just broke it off with uke and uke is having trouble accepting it. Iām taking a mental break from the second hand embarrassment I feel from uke clinging on to someone who does not want him. Desperation is not a good look and uke is looking foolish. He has no self respect and pride. And from the cmts itās seems even 25 chapters later uke is still kissing ass to a trash seme. Was it ever explained why seme broke it off? Bc I refuse to continue reading ab the ukes embarrassing chasing and begging antics.
Oh no the desperation is worse than I thought- skipped to the fucking chapters (39-40) bc Iām curious but I find the uke wanting to please seme by sucking his dick so heās satisfied and wonāt leave again and being ok with waking up by himself with seme gone and no note or textā¦ thatās crazy work his standards in hell
Read it, it gets better
this is why I stopped reading after like 10 chapters.. ppl gave spoilers and I chose my mental peace lol I cannot imagine clinging to someone who don't want you the top is fcking trash
Spoil me pls how does it get better cause idk if I should read this or not...
I totally agree, I got back to this on a whim after 3 or 4 months and is actually confused now thay there are people defending how mc is not a doormat like wtf all I see is him giving away too much for nothing (not even an explanation just pure neglect) like, even he himself sees that and tries to stop liking the top at the start, but for content the author just have to make him so easygoing to the point of it being out of character, like, not a single backhanded thought pop up on his mind throughout the mental tormenting, yeah sure you want a plot about a relationship where youāre the only one wanting it to work out lol (im not saying the manhwa is bad tho but itās just too embarrassing in the wrong way) yeah sure the top has trauma and is pardoned cliche but what about all the new traumas he gave us and especially the mc uhhh
I mean being the chasing one once or twice is fine but I swear the mature behavior of hearing and conveying is totally one-sided and suddenly they are lovey-dovey again without any context lol
He shouldāve let the yakuza gangrpe that fat piece of shit tooā¦ put a trash bag over his head so the yakuza wonāt go soft. Now that wouldāve been satisfying and just
He did had a log shoved in his ass thoā¦ tho I agree that you suggestion would have been better.
Iām happy he went along with the phone sex bc it wouldāve been embarrassing asf
Yāall blaming blonde guy??? I am almost certain the mastermind is taesung by the way he was calmly watching the beat down happen to the guy he hates. Blondie has not shown any sign of being a wolf in sheeps clothing, while Taesung has
This is basically food porn