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We basically just got some info about SH's past thanks to the doctor. We could see SH as a kid dragged by his father to the doctor because he declared a "spirit disease" according to his father. But we could see SH's little face and neck covered with bruises. He was obviously beaten. I am afraid the abuse scenario is almost confirmed. Something really bad happened to him during his teens and Jihwa also was there. That lord Song is involved and it's hard to tell already if his father is the one who sacrificed his son or not. Damn, I hate incest/pedophilia type of plot. I hope it's something different like drug abuse or something! Whatever it is, it will shock us anyways I am afraid. Nakyum will now be less scared of SH I think. He will start to take care of him somehow. As for the kidnapping part, man... it seems will have to wait for Season 3!! The plot is dragged to the extend!

Anybody knows Korean and would kindly translate what the author tweeted in the past H24. I used Google Translate and it wasn't accurate at all. It gave something like:
Tweet 1: Your eyes will hurt.
Tweet 2: The bed scene... It seems to come out to be able to look after all the energy and burn it white. The problem is lack of energy to burn.
Here is the original version if someone can translate it! Thanks a lot :DDD
눈아파미치것네ㅠㅠ
베드씬은... 모든 정력을 끌어모아 하얗게 불태워야지만 좀 봐줄만 하게 나오는 것 같다. 문제는 불태울 정력이 부족해

The author released two posters so far where we could see Nakyum literally laughing with the most joyful face while being with Seungho. It's clearly an indication on where this story is going... and I'm here for it. I am dying to see NK smiling to SH in the main plot now. This boy has been living miserably for way too long :(((

I agree. I can't understand how some readers see bad omen or tragedy on this when the author so openly ships and hints on a happy relationship for both.
One of my favorites official arts is the one where Nakyum head is resting on Seungho's lap and Seungho seems to be bitting on Nakyum's finger who is laughing. They are both laughing and happy in the picture and I think this author is not the kind to bait and switch or fill readers of hope just to not deliver.

Nakyum craving SH touch and some kinky sex while being called by his name, is the cutest thing! I can't wait to see their (physical) reunion. It will EPIC since they've been both holding back for a while now. May I dream for a whole two chapters dedicated to their passionate reunion (including a bath together with SH's hair down)????? ヾ(☆▽☆)

This new Manhwa is like a modern version POTN. The protagonists look a lot like SH and NK both physically and personality-wise.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/even_if_you_don_t_love_me/

Fascinating how much Nakyum is all pure and innocent yet very high in libido xD I mean, it all started with his paintings because he liked his teacher and was fantasizing about their (non-existent) relationship. He then met SH, witnessed that beast railing more than one guy at a time, locked gaze with him and felt all excited (blushing and everything). He ended up touching himself and dreaming about SH doing it to him. Well, after that he had a (violent) taste of the real thing and once he got used to it, he enjoyed it more and more. Even when SH and him were doing it "almost every night" according to SH's own words, NK was still masturbating and dreaming while thinking about his lord! That's one horny boy ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
That's why I like reading comments here! I was convinced by the sexual abuse and incest theory but then I read some other theories here after this new chapter and it makes so much more sense!!! What probably happened is that SH was just gay and Jihwa and him were caught fooling around so his dad beat him up (=> hence the bruises) and took him to the doctor to try to cure his "illness" which is just simply homosexuality. Since that day he forced him to take drugs and medication until SH turned crazy for real and became suicidal. He was probably constantly beaten up and they probably tried on him many therapeutic experimentation hoping it will cure him from his homosexuality (just like religious people are still doing nowdays). When the father realized there's no hope, he kicked out SH of their mansion out of shame and to protect the young brother from SH's influence as well. That's why Jihwa followed SH to this little town. They were childhood friends and a little bit more apparently. Poor Jihwa! He was just in love since their childhood. And Poor SH! The father was probably super proud of his son when he was young since he was bright and he was shocked when he realized SH likes men! He probably never wanted to hurt his child but the traditions of that time left him no other options. Especially for high class nobles, SH became a disgrace to his family and was sacrificed by his dad! I no longer think he sexually abused him. It does not make sense now.
Exactly my thoughts although the sexual abuse is not farfetched but they’re trying to get the gay out of his system so im guessing they experimented with him by making drink stuff and severely beating him up and this resulted to his poor mental state
Yes! But if he was sexualy abused it's definitely not by his father. Maybe that mysterious Lord Song is a noble trusted by the father to cure his son and that guy secretly abused SH behind closed doors without anyone else knowing.. except servant Kim.
his father could probably sold SH to the old beard nobles