So now that it seems young Seungho was a victim of conversion therapy while being locked at his home, who the hell could be Lord Song? Was it the person who was in charge of the so called therapy? And Jihwa might be a victim as well, and I do feel sorry for him, but his love for SH looks toxic as hell. I would not be surprised if we see a plot twist at some point showing that young Jihwa has something to do with the father knowing about the two of them. The doctor did say that Jihwa seems fine unlike SH although they supposedly suffered from the same illness. So if both were punished the same way, why Jihwa is not affected by the treatments like SH? Imagine if SH was not even gay to begin with and Jihwa lied so he could keep him near him out of possession and obsessiveness! That would be a crazy scenario (⊙…⊙ )
That's why I like reading comments here! I was convinced by the sexual abuse and incest theory but then I read some other theories here after this new chapter and it makes so much more sense!!! What probably happened is that SH was just gay and Jihwa and him were caught fooling around so his dad beat him up (=> hence the bruises) and took him to the doctor to try to cure his "illness" which is just simply homosexuality. Since that day he forced him to take drugs and medication until SH turned crazy for real and became suicidal. He was probably constantly beaten up and they probably tried on him many therapeutic experimentation hoping it will cure him from his homosexuality (just like religious people are still doing nowdays). When the father realized there's no hope, he kicked out SH of their mansion out of shame and to protect the young brother from SH's influence as well. That's why Jihwa followed SH to this little town. They were childhood friends and a little bit more apparently. Poor Jihwa! He was just in love since their childhood. And Poor SH! The father was probably super proud of his son when he was young since he was bright and he was shocked when he realized SH likes men! He probably never wanted to hurt his child but the traditions of that time left him no other options. Especially for high class nobles, SH became a disgrace to his family and was sacrificed by his dad! I no longer think he sexually abused him. It does not make sense now.
Exactly my thoughts although the sexual abuse is not farfetched but they’re trying to get the gay out of his system so im guessing they experimented with him by making drink stuff and severely beating him up and this resulted to his poor mental state
Yes! But if he was sexualy abused it's definitely not by his father. Maybe that mysterious Lord Song is a noble trusted by the father to cure his son and that guy secretly abused SH behind closed doors without anyone else knowing.. except servant Kim.
his father could probably sold SH to the old beard nobles
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We basically just got some info about SH's past thanks to the doctor. We could see SH as a kid dragged by his father to the doctor because he declared a "spirit disease" according to his father. But we could see SH's little face and neck covered with bruises. He was obviously beaten. I am afraid the abuse scenario is almost confirmed. Something really bad happened to him during his teens and Jihwa also was there. That lord Song is involved and it's hard to tell already if his father is the one who sacrificed his son or not. Damn, I hate incest/pedophilia type of plot. I hope it's something different like drug abuse or something! Whatever it is, it will shock us anyways I am afraid. Nakyum will now be less scared of SH I think. He will start to take care of him somehow. As for the kidnapping part, man... it seems will have to wait for Season 3!! The plot is dragged to the extend!
My heart is also full * - * Raws anybody?
Next chapters are a cute feast for the eyes <3
Thanks! Just checked the raws and they will literally have sex for 3 chapters straight! I love this author :DD
Them raws just filled me up now I can't wait for em to be translated so I know the sexy words they are saying to each other
Anybody knows Korean and would kindly translate what the author tweeted in the past H24. I used Google Translate and it wasn't accurate at all. It gave something like:
Tweet 1: Your eyes will hurt.
Tweet 2: The bed scene... It seems to come out to be able to look after all the energy and burn it white. The problem is lack of energy to burn.
Here is the original version if someone can translate it! Thanks a lot :DDD
눈아파미치것네ㅠㅠ
베드씬은... 모든 정력을 끌어모아 하얗게 불태워야지만 좀 봐줄만 하게 나오는 것 같다. 문제는 불태울 정력이 부족해
the first tweet wasn't towards the fans, she was just saying that her eyes hurt. (remember the tweet she made a short while ago about her eye pain?)
not that sure about what the second tweet means though.
idk why i jumped for joy reading "bed scene" as if most sex scenes arent on the bed
The author released two posters so far where we could see Nakyum literally laughing with the most joyful face while being with Seungho. It's clearly an indication on where this story is going... and I'm here for it. I am dying to see NK smiling to SH in the main plot now. This boy has been living miserably for way too long :(((
yesss I'm here for it too
I agree. I can't understand how some readers see bad omen or tragedy on this when the author so openly ships and hints on a happy relationship for both.
One of my favorites official arts is the one where Nakyum head is resting on Seungho's lap and Seungho seems to be bitting on Nakyum's finger who is laughing. They are both laughing and happy in the picture and I think this author is not the kind to bait and switch or fill readers of hope just to not deliver.
Where can one see the posters? I want to see them ༼;´༎ ༎༽
Nakyum craving SH touch and some kinky sex while being called by his name, is the cutest thing! I can't wait to see their (physical) reunion. It will EPIC since they've been both holding back for a while now. May I dream for a whole two chapters dedicated to their passionate reunion (including a bath together with SH's hair down)????? ヾ(☆▽☆)
That sounds amazing
I really want to see that, since I think the seme is sooo hot and the uke is so adorably cute.
Have you all seen that huge box of medicine the doctor showed Nakyum when talking about Seungho?!?! How come SH is still taking that much drugs? Since he's freed himself from his father why would he still take what it looks like a drug therapy for some specific illness? Surely insomnia and anxiety treatments won't be that huge... I am confused :/