
Fascinating how much Nakyum is all pure and innocent yet very high in libido xD I mean, it all started with his paintings because he liked his teacher and was fantasizing about their (non-existent) relationship. He then met SH, witnessed that beast railing more than one guy at a time, locked gaze with him and felt all excited (blushing and everything). He ended up touching himself and dreaming about SH doing it to him. Well, after that he had a (violent) taste of the real thing and once he got used to it, he enjoyed it more and more. Even when SH and him were doing it "almost every night" according to SH's own words, NK was still masturbating and dreaming while thinking about his lord! That's one horny boy ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

Ok, but why Nakyum never questions his own feelings? He keeps wondering about Seungho's true feelings lately but he never thinks about himself. We don't know if he is still fond of his stupid teacher. It's like he will be relieved to know that SH actually likes him but does it really matter if does not like him back? When it comes to his relationship with SH, we did not see any true emotion expressed from Nakyum that is not directly or indirectly related to sex. He said it himself today: "I just crave being held". It sad because he still thinks somehow that he is a prostitute... That learned shot really destroyed him!

NB. I just noticed the new chapter was uploaded here. You guys who are in charge, you are nothing more than a disgrace! Shame on you for doing so to the author who worked days and night to create such a master piece!! Shame on you).
SPOILERS CH.56 (bought on Lezhin of course!!)
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Although the main event is that Min wants to join Jihwa plan and rape Nakyum before he gets killed by Nameless, I think that the mention of that lord Song is a key piece as well. That letter supposedly from him terrorized the poor servant Kim. That mysterious lord is a main character from SH's past... and not a good one!! And Jihwa knows about it all. I can't take it any longer. Was SH really a victim of rape during his younger age? Were some old bearded politicians men abusing him with the consent of his father?? I hate this theory! I hope we get more info soon so I can relax.

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1- The letter was not from SH's father but from a new character entrance in the story called lord Song. It's crazy how servant Kim is terrified by SH's reaction when he told him that lord Song wants to meet with him. He insisted that he should not go. When he realized afterwards that Seunhgo went to the tavern to meet with that lord, servant Kim says while being scared to death: "Surely he did not go to the tavern by himslef"! That speaks a lot on how much this mysterious lord Song is one of the person, if not THE main person who harmed SH in the past! Why SH should not meet him alone? He is clearly the huge danger for SH! We won't know yet because it was actually the stupid Jihwa who wrote that letter and SH knew it right away that's why he went to the meeting point... and kicked his ass, haha!
2- Min meets Jihwa and tells him he wants to have a taste of Nakyum before Nameless kills him! That's actually what I was expecting since it's the only way Nameless will keep Nakyum alive for awhile and not execute him right away! It will leave enough time to SH to save NK... let's just hope he won't be late for the rape part :(((
3- Dammit Nakyum! Our boy is still not sure about SH's feelings. He keeps assuming it's not true. He thinks he's dreaming about sex with SH just because he likes being held! Oufff! We're not quite there yet!
4- The kidnapping will happen next chapter for sure! Everything is in place now. Nakyum will go out with servant Kim to see the doctor for his wrist, Jihwa used the letter trap to make SH leave the house and Min is ready to join the plan. Nameless will strike next chapter! May god (and SH) save Nakyum :,((((

I've recently watched on Netflix the Korean drama Mr. Sunshine (2018) and it was amazing! I am not familiar with the genre at all and having such a glimpse into the old Korean traditions and history helped me apprehend even better the background of POTN! I now realize way better the huge gap between the nobles and the lowborns in that time and specific culture! Let alone scandals related to homosexuality. Also, getting to see all the mansions in the TV series, the villages, the outfits... damn, I enjoyed it so much! Highly recommended.
This new Manhwa is like a modern version POTN. The protagonists look a lot like SH and NK both physically and personality-wise.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/even_if_you_don_t_love_me/