
Wow so you just destroyed his whole life because you were hurt as s child. I get he was the only person that meant something to you and the moment he forgot you felt crushed. You want his attention so badly since he still means everything to you. You’re just going about it in a very toxic way. He’s been out of the orphanage for so long, met many other people, of course he’s changed.
Our environment plays a big part in shaping us as human beings, yours was awful. You were bullied, unwanted and left to grow alone. Everyday was your nightmare. I get that promise was the only thing keeping you sane and seeing the person who made it again so different from how you remember. It’s sucked but doesn’t justify any of your irrational actions.
Overall I think the enigma aspect is intriguing, unique. The thought pattern of some characters takes a little patience but I’m curious how this story turns out.

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Pros and cons kissing Seungho, he’s sexy, nice body, watching him turns you on, he isn’t a hypocrite, he knows what he likes and is assertive about it, he’s a lord that’s holds a lot of power, skillful at intimacy. Cons you don’t like him, he’s a blunt selfish asshole, you’re envisioning someone else so waking up the next morning would probably a nightmare for you.
One you can’t just say oops I thought you were someone else, let’s pretend this never happened to. He’s extremely turned on by you you’ll be bothered even more and probably won’t be just a painter anymore. Hope of escaping probably nonexistent.

That teacher I don’t think he’s truly homophobic he damn sure knows he’s always been attracted to his student. That upright crap is a front. He probably been tempted by his art so told him to stop drawing he’s always been aware of what eyes he’s looked at with. We all can tell a lusty gaze.

A few scenes show the teacher being suggestive, initiating holdings his hand, touching his face, making him blush and the last chapter he was surely jealous. His expression was of shock and anger not disgust. The teacher is aware that Na-kyum looks up to him for approval and that stroke his ego makes him feel superior, power is something he seems to desperately crave.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yahwacheop/uu/yahwacheop-chapter-10/64/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yahwacheop/uu/yahwacheop-chapter-11/1/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yahwacheop/uu/ibx_chapter-18/pg-10/

Wow that’s strange the second link is different when I click it. That sucks I wonder what your full moment would have looked like. I’ve read this quite a bit as well lol it happens to the best of us readers. That’s why I enjoy reading others comments and perspectives sometimes I missed subtle things.

Yeah maybe it got taken down? Honestly I made comments before about wanting lezhin to add a comments section so people can talk about the chapter at least. Does this site have a limit to how many words you can put as a comment? But yeah people do have interesting perspectives and I like to see what others say too

Oh really? I didn't know that, I had this account but I barely used it until now lol. I mean I read a lot of manga, webtoons, manhwa's, etc.. But those other site have a comment section (or some had discord groups for it so it was so much easier to communicate with people and discuss the chapters). And that is super weird that it cut it off ;; (I never even got notifications either :/).
Your level of being tsundere is really high.. your mate is confused and thinks he upset you. Lack of health communication is lacking, you both obviously care but don’t know how to speak to each other
Healthy*