
I see myself in the seme's shoes for the same exact reasons. It's not weird; there's just this satisfaction when we spoil people. I buy them food, hold their belongings for when we walk together, lots of hugs in public, cooking for them, and etc.
I literally spend so much money especially on foods. It didn't matter to me if I'm broke the day after I just got my allowance lmao. But really, I don't need anything else. Just having people rely on me is already fulfilling.

yeah.talk to me again after 5year. then we will see hows ur life will let u treat others . heres some spoiler : u wont be giving someone or anyone ur 100% loyalty again and the only things u depending on are just stranger whom their short reaction are what they want . its like drug ..but better than drug

Hate to break it to you but I'll probably never even last til your 5-year duration lmao. But I think it's safe to say I've been loyal to a friend for over 7 years now??? I think that is enough evidence. She is my soulmate and I'll go hell and back multiple times just for her to be happy. (lmao was checking out my past activities here, and lo and behold, this conversation that needed to finally end)
fine, do whatever y'all want