
Um.. I found her choices quite stupid. Like she wants to keep her fathers honor but embarrassing herself purposely with her fathers name. Not only that.. she wants to live a long life with her dad but doesn't accept the real role with money. I mean.. You can keep the role of the villainess right hand and just change a little so you don't die. ALSO WHY DID SHE GRAB THE WHITE HAIRED DUDE WHEN SHE DOESN'T WANT ANY ATTENTION. And the reason was she's thinking about other roles than herself. And the "main protagonist" likes you. Why not just use that as an advantage? Like... They both like you bruh.
So for me. She's confusing and has some decision making problem.

I mean she can't be the right hand man if she doesn't follow orders of the king throughly. She might get killed for not following them. That's why she wants little attention as possible by being terrible, her father's fame still stands and she just gets mocked for not being like him. From what I've experienced, the less attention you want the more you get somehow
IF YOU KNEW THEN WHY DID YOU DONE IT?!? gurrl yur quite confusing.