Dice January 30, 2021 2:21 pm

So i read the comment of someone reading the raws and telling us that Taehwan isn't a toxic top, probably just not super into Yeonwo as Yeonwo to him because AIGHT IMMA BE HONEST I JUST THINK YEONWO IS STILL JUST HORNY FOR TAEHWAN not in love IN LOVE with him and in yaois most would assume LUST and LOVE would be the same but NAH NAH NAH. THAT IS TWO DIFFERENT THINGS MY DUDES.

I've been theorizing (i havent read raws but i am a considerate thinker) and having thoughts that the second season gave me BJ Alex vibes but without the "toxic asshole only in for the sex kinda" relationship. I think these two, are just still cold towards each other and have a physical relationship with the goal of just satisfying each others libido type of thing, just at the beginning of course.

But my main point and theory is that Taehwan will slowly find himself becoming fond of Yeonwo and then Yeonwo will slowly fall out of admiration with Taehwan and that's when the fun starts. Or the other possibility that I just don't know and their relationship will just turn wholesome towards the end of the season. WHICH is most likely to happen knowing the author's taste and preferences in her stories. Usually stories have a pattern of if the first is wholesome then the second season is bound to be wholesome by the end as well. And the author doesn't also write extremely toxic semes either, if they did it would have shown in their other works but it didn't so pls don't trash talk Taehwan and then call him hot as fck despite it, it makes me really concerned for the standards of most people...

Anyway, I think they'll fall in love eventually and waiting to see that is the best part of the story. I think Taehwan will be sweet and kind and wholesome by the end of the season purely bc i don't believe he has the qualities of being a total douchebag because he's so sweet to his younger brother and nice to Dojin despite Dojin being far away from the usual people he hangs out with. No EVIL and TOXIC person would do these things, you treat people differently if you aren't close to them, the closer you get to a person the warmer and understanding you tend to feel (both in a platonic and romantic or any other way). I think Yeowoo too would be more loyal and satisfied with Taehwan by his side. These are all just my theories and not actual canon but if you share the same opinion as me then welcome to the "DON'T SLANDER TAEHWAN BC YOU DON'T HIM YET" club (▰˘◡˘▰)/

    Mery January 30, 2021 6:06 pm

    if u dont mind spoilers u can read the raws too. (but also ur p much right, and this is a campus romance x comedy story afterall)

    Dice January 30, 2021 6:43 pm
    if u dont mind spoilers u can read the raws too. (but also ur p much right, and this is a campus romance x comedy story afterall) Mery

    do you perhaps know where i can read them?? i heard you can read them legally somewhere but often times you need a korean phone number...

    Jongin's January 30, 2021 6:57 pm

    totally agree!

    Mery January 30, 2021 10:11 pm
    do you perhaps know where i can read them?? i heard you can read them legally somewhere but often times you need a korean phone number... Dice

    https://mega.nz/folder/TxwUyCrQ#p5xPN-KB0Wo8T6PmF_4VGA
    These are the legal raws from bomtoon. They've been linked all over this comment section. I'm on my phone right now but when I get home i can tell u how to make an account on bomtoon and verify ur over 18 without Korean phone # (u don't need one. There's a different way for overseas customers). U can make an account for free and without adult verification tho. It's ez too just turn on Google translate on chrome. Website is bomtoon.com

    AlexanderValmont February 3, 2021 7:25 am
    https://mega.nz/folder/TxwUyCrQ#p5xPN-KB0Wo8T6PmF_4VGAThese are the legal raws from bomtoon. They've been linked all over this comment section. I'm on my phone right now but when I get home i can tell u how to... Mery

    hello can you share how to make an account :/ I maybe too stupid because I couldn't understand how to do it,even with a translator.

    Is there like a pdf guide?

    Mery February 3, 2021 4:44 pm
    hello can you share how to make an account :/ I maybe too stupid because I couldn't understand how to do it,even with a translator.Is there like a pdf guide? AlexanderValmont

    ok lemme eat breakfast and i'll get back to u. im gonna see if i can screencap images too and link them here but failing that i will just have to try to explain it. (making the account is p simple the harder part is verifying ur age for adult certification but both are totally doable without knowing korean or having a korean address/phone number)

Dice January 30, 2021 12:17 am

seeing everyone talking about what is he going to be pick is so funny as well as some people who are going to be disappointed once they find out which exactly he's going to pick ლ(´ڡ`ლ) tho i think it doesn't really matter bc he's such a cute and sweet MC (my personal opinion). And ive read most of the recent chapters....the arc after this one is going to make people bawl their fcking eyes out. ┗( T﹏T )┛

Dice January 28, 2021 1:54 pm

Hopefully this manga updates before March...Tho I'm mostly curious is the mangka is alright or is in a hiatus or if there are already raws about but aren't translated. I really love this manga as I've been reading it for over 2 years, the art is wonderful and so are the characters that are often cliche but still refreshing. I love how there isn't any true antagonist except for the shitty ass Dad who was a two-faced asshole. Also my guess is that Saeki is older than Aone from his reaction lol

Dice January 18, 2021 8:54 pm

Can someone spoil the entire novel to me? Like who dies? What happens to Elijiah? What happens to Art? I've read some spoilers and stuff already so if anyone knows even more spoilers...pls do tell!!! I plan on reading the light novel as well once I learn more of the spoilers so if anyone out there is willing enough to spoil me pls do!!! and if anyone knows what chapter in the novel is left off from the manhwa?

    11.11 January 18, 2021 9:14 pm

    I heard one
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    Idk if it's during or after the war exactly but I read spoilers that Art is gonna tell his parents about his past life
    But his parents won't accept him right away, turns out their reaction is pretty much horrible
    But they do accept him in time

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    During the war
    Tess tries to save her parents
    But gets find out
    So Art tries to save her, he basically went god mode but his body couldn't handle the power so his white core was destroyed, he almost died so Sylvie gave herself up to save Art



    Idk anything about Elijah but if we loose him too I'm seriously gonna drop this
    Like shiet man this sucks so much ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥



    Oh right
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    Tess and Art promised to get married after the war

    Disgust D January 18, 2021 9:18 pm
    I heard oneSoSpoiler ahead . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Idk if it's during or after the war exactly but I read spoilers that Art is gonna tell his parents about his pa... 11.11

    Wait a mother fucking minute

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    BITCH IF SOMTHING HAPPENES TO ELIJAH IMA FIGHT

    11.11 January 18, 2021 9:24 pm
    Wait a mother fucking minuteSpoilerBITCH IF SOMTHING HAPPENES TO ELIJAH IMA FIGHT Disgust D

    YEA LET'S FUCKING RIOT

    Dice January 18, 2021 9:27 pm

    WELLPH.....FUCK.





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    3RD TIME DONT READ IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE PISSED OFF BC IM HIGHLY BIASED OF MY OPINION AND I DONT REALLY WANNA ARGUE OR PEOPLE FINDING MY OPINION DISTASTEFUL BC THEY LIKE TESS. I LIKE TESS TOO TILL THE STORY HAD FCKED HER UP EVEN MORE LIKE SHE USED TO BE CHILDISH AND AT LEAST HAD COMIC RELIEF BUT NOW IM....I GUESS SHE'S FINE RN BUT THE MORE ILL READ THE MORE I TJINK ILL DISLIKE HER




















    4TH WARNING DONT READ IF YOU ARE PLANNING TO NOT GET PISSED I SWEAR IF I GET HATE OR MULTIPLE DISLIKES ILL CRY AND DELETE THIS ENTIRE THREAD OF COMMENTS








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    i read spoilers online bc im impatient like that...i now see why people dislike Tess. Well, RIP to the peeps who died. Fuck Lucas. I feel betrayed by Elijiah. The manhwa was chill, fun, interesting. Till- TILL TESS. BRUH. I-....i don't hate her per say rather i wish she wasn't the love interest....I WISH SHE WASN'T THE LOVE INTEREST GOD WHY HER LITERALLY ANYONE ELSE BUT HER. MAYBE EVEN THE OTHER PRINCESS! UGH (/TДT)/

    Honestly, I shipped only one ship and it's a crack ship bc i love crack ships bc they make me laugh but REALLY was there a need to make Elijiah the villian? I thought they would be friends to the end bc of the chill friendship they have but FREAKING HECKKKKKKK!!

    Ok so if any of you guys ship Art with Tess. Well, guess what. YOU GOT IT. I hope you're happy bc a ship is canon tho god it feels wrong...SO WRONG. Why? WHY? Well, apparently Art has liked Tess for a long time but denied it? EXCUSE ME WHAT. BOI YOU ARE LITERALLY IN YAH 60's and yah were into a 12-14 year old? I AM WHAT. I would understand if he fell in love with her throughout their interactions despite it being somewhat uncomfortable to him but NAH they straight up wrote that he has liked her for a while and once the war of whatever magiggy is over they're gonna be together and make a family....I- CONGRATS? im not mad that it's Tess but more mad that they met when they were young and he had liked her ever since?? since he wasn't attracted to any other girl since her??? I....why? FOR WHAT REASON? give me a break....why are stories often so morally wrong?

    Dice January 18, 2021 9:28 pm
    I heard oneSoSpoiler ahead . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Idk if it's during or after the war exactly but I read spoilers that Art is gonna tell his parents about his pa... 11.11

    oof thank you so much for telling me some spoilers!!! grateful for them and ive read some spoilers as well from the wiki of it and OUCH

    Dice January 18, 2021 9:32 pm
    Wait a mother fucking minuteSpoilerBITCH IF SOMTHING HAPPENES TO ELIJAH IMA FIGHT Disgust D

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    a lot happens unfortunetly....tho i dont think HORRIBLE has happened to him maybe some bad stuff but not super baf.

    Disgust D January 18, 2021 9:48 pm
    WELLPH.....FUCK. spoiler warning!.....SPOILER WARNING THIS IS THE 2ND TIME3RD TIME DONT READ IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE PISSED OFF BC IM HIGHLY BIASED OF MY OPINION AND I DONT REALLY WANNA ARGUE OR PEOPLE FINDING ... Dice

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    Wait a damn minute we ain't gonna pass that like nothing happened
    Did u just say Elijah is the villain?
    (⊙…⊙ )

    11.11 January 18, 2021 10:13 pm
    WELLPH.....FUCK. spoiler warning!.....SPOILER WARNING THIS IS THE 2ND TIME3RD TIME DONT READ IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE PISSED OFF BC IM HIGHLY BIASED OF MY OPINION AND I DONT REALLY WANNA ARGUE OR PEOPLE FINDING ... Dice

    Nah
    No one's gonna argue about Tess man
    That shit sucks
    Like seriously
    The moment she appeared is probably where it starts going all downhill with this story

    And whaaaaat
    ELIJAH
    Damn for real?
    Man but their friendship
    AUUUGH
    I'm so pissed rn damnit ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥ ╥﹏╥
    Bruh this was such a great story
    Wtf happened to the author :((





    I reallyreallyreally wanna drop this rn
    ┗( T﹏T )┛

    11.11 January 18, 2021 10:14 pm
    NahNo one's gonna argue about Tess manThat shit sucks Like seriously The moment she appeared is probably where it starts going all downhill with this storyAnd whaaaaatELIJAHDamn for real?Man but their friendshi... 11.11

    Plus wtf
    If not 60 then he would at least be 40 years old man
    I get that he's in a child's body and it's affecting his mind but wtf
    How can they write that
    That is so fuckin messed up

    11.11 January 18, 2021 10:19 pm
    Plus wtfIf not 60 then he would at least be 40 years old manI get that he's in a child's body and it's affecting his mind but wtfHow can they write thatThat is so fuckin messed up 11.11

    But I'm still pissed with what they do with Elijah
    There's like zero hints about that
    How the fugg did he even turn out like that
    We can clearly see how close he is with Arthur and how he respects him
    And the moment they met Arthur has been showing respect towards him and they've such a great relationship man
    Like for example they don't take shit when someone is trash talking or bullying the other
    They became great friends
    How the heck did that even happened
    It seems way out of character for Elijah

    A-chan January 19, 2021 2:03 am
    WELLPH.....FUCK. spoiler warning!.....SPOILER WARNING THIS IS THE 2ND TIME3RD TIME DONT READ IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE PISSED OFF BC IM HIGHLY BIASED OF MY OPINION AND I DONT REALLY WANNA ARGUE OR PEOPLE FINDING ... Dice

    Wait about Tess I saw some spoilers saying that Tess was also from Art’s former world and she’s was also in love w/ him from that life time too so technically both Tess & Art are about the same age so it wouldn’t matter as much

    Dice January 19, 2021 2:39 am
    Wait about Tess I saw some spoilers saying that Tess was also from Art’s former world and she’s was also in love w/ him from that life time too so technically both Tess & Art are about the same age so i... A-chan

    SPOILER!!!!! ALSO FOR EVERYONE READING THIS I HOPE YOU ACTUALLY LISTEN TO THE WARNINGS ANF DONT REACT TOO NEGATIVELY TO MY OPINIONS THANK YOU SO MUCH THATS ALL














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    well not exactly the same age...Tess was also a vessel of a former life...

    I just read this on the wiki page bc i do that to every series i read.

    Ok. Art, Elijiah, and Tess. They are all vessels of a former life, meaning all three of them were from the same world but only Art was able to have his memories since the beginning. Elijiah, regained his memories from his past life when he was kidnapped and when he regained his said memories he was pissed and you know hated Art bc Art was the one who killed his fiance in that life whose name is Cecilia (i forgot if it really was this but yeah) who's vessel in their current life is Tess. SO YES THIS SERIES ALSO HAS A LOVE TRIANGLE I'M-...why tho? It was soooo good before the romance LIKE UGH ╥﹏╥

    So summary:
    Current Life - Past Life
    Art- Gray (killed Cecilia)
    Elijiah - Nico (probably also killed by Art)
    Tess - Cecilia (Nico's fiance) (was killed by Art) (not sure if she was in love with Gray tho...kinda weird to have been in love with the one who killed you but AIGHT)

    Tess, i think probably regains her memories as well bc Elijiah had tried to make Tess Cecilia's vessel in which she does turn into but she's still Tess and apparently still in love with Art....

    So if anyone is wondering why Elijiah is the villian now....yeah i think you can guess.

    now my opinion bc i genuinely like the story but will drop it once Tess starts becoming even more bratty and over her head....aight not sure if this will also be a spoiler but Tess had a part on Art's father's death...as well as Art's mana core becoming destroyed and being replaced by an ether core (i believe was the name) and we aren't sure if he's as strong as he used to. Art also kills Lucas and destroys his balls bc Lucas had kidnapped Tess and almost raped her (i think defiled was the word used tho, her clothes were ripped and she was unconscious).

    Also the other continent....filled with a bunch of peeps like Slyvie tho they EXTRA BAD and yeah honestly this story will GO DOWN HILLLLLLLL if they continue to follow the light novel to the exact and i really hope they somewhat change certain things like Art only agreeing to be with Tess when she turned eighteen. Art is currently 17 in the novel btw so yeah apparently man waited for her to be legal....I- honestly no words. I'll continue to read ofc but i will skip most scenes with Tess...and honestly yes once she came back the story just fcked it self tho i don't blame the authors that much as the publisher and editor probably also has a hand on the content being released. It's fan service i guess but ugh....it's the kind that isn't written well enough to be enjoyed. I would have liked this more if only OP MC's had an equally powerful partner or at least one that is more mature and composed to match the Mc's demeanor but nah we get a bratty princess who has had a crush on her childhood best friend that gets jealous of every girl that might get too close to Art....like girl. HAVE SOME CONFIDENCE AND DONT JUST WHINE, MAKE YOUR PLACE AS HIS PARTNER YOUR OWN. OWN YOUR FCKING PLACE AND STANDING. BUT NAH WE GET TESS. she was so cool and chill in the first chapters too!!!! i genuinely liked her bc she was curious and always active now she's cold but bratty and self centered but always wanting the best for Art....I- I LIKED HER COME ONNNNN why they gotta downplay women characters like this. I ACTUALLY LIKED LILIA TOO C SHE WORKED HARD FOR HER PLACE hngggg ┗( T﹏T )┛

    Dice January 19, 2021 2:41 am

    oh...also when i put killed by Art i meant killed by King Gray bc it was their past live that was killed

    Dice January 19, 2021 2:44 am
    Plus wtfIf not 60 then he would at least be 40 years old manI get that he's in a child's body and it's affecting his mind but wtfHow can they write thatThat is so fuckin messed up 11.11

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    I would say that Art has the mental capacity of a 57 year old tbh....he has memories from his past life that equals to at least 40 years as well the 17 years he has lived in this current life so if you round that of yeah he is in his 60's which is uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh do i just accept this bc Tess regains her past life memories so that may mean she is also 60????? I- I don't know...

    11.11 January 19, 2021 7:10 am
    SPOILER!!!!!I would say that Art has the mental capacity of a 57 year old tbh....he has memories from his past life that equals to at least 40 years as well the 17 years he has lived in this current life so if ... Dice

    ... Does he know that she's from his past life?
    Or did he already knew when he started liking her?
    CUZ ISTG IF HE DIDN'T-
    THAT WOULD BE LEGIT VERY CREEPY

    11.11 January 19, 2021 7:12 am
    SPOILER!!!!! ALSO FOR EVERYONE READING THIS I HOPE YOU ACTUALLY LISTEN TO THE WARNINGS ANF DONT REACT TOO NEGATIVELY TO MY OPINIONS THANK YOU SO MUCH THATS ALL 2nd and last warning dont come for me when ive war... Dice

    Honestly no one ever wants romance with these kind of plots
    Literally
    They just want to see mc being badass and his progress
    LITERALLY NO ONE COMES HERE FOR ROMANCE
    The writing got so fugged up
    What kind of fan service is this if it's not satisfying for fans wtf ╥﹏╥

    ryin16 January 19, 2021 4:54 pm
    SPOILER!!!!!I would say that Art has the mental capacity of a 57 year old tbh....he has memories from his past life that equals to at least 40 years as well the 17 years he has lived in this current life so if ... Dice

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    60 or not, it is a fact that bcoz of Tess, Art loses his power and Sylvie dead. Art's Dad almost gone forever too (he once dead but somehow got revive). The bromance gone and bestfriend turned to enemy. All left was the stupid romance. That's why I drop this.
    He can fuck with pretty princess now but lose his two bestfriends as payment. I could never understand that logic. Period.

    11.11 January 19, 2021 8:23 pm
    Contains spoiler...60 or not, it is a fact that bcoz of Tess, Art loses his power and Sylvie dead. Art's Dad almost gone forever too (he once dead but somehow got revive). The bromance gone and bestfriend turne... ryin16

    I agree with this sentiment on a spiritual level
    100% true
    Couldn't be said better

    ann73uxis January 22, 2021 1:38 am
    Wait a mother fucking minuteSpoilerBITCH IF SOMTHING HAPPENES TO ELIJAH IMA FIGHT Disgust D

    Elijah gets abducted during the school attack n is used as a vessel for someone it’s arts past life to reincarnate I can spoil it if u’d like

Dice January 13, 2021 3:35 pm

may i ask tho it's kind of weird...has the main couple in this kissed already? i know it SOUNDS WEIRD AS FCK to ask this but i'm lowkey anxious to read this and end up finishing it wayy too fast and they haven't even kissed yet. So basically i'm asking if there is an already somewhat solid relationship that's growing or is this like a really slow paced bl with the endgame being them together and finally ending it with a confession a a kiss?

    demian January 13, 2021 5:15 pm

    They've even had sex no? It was recent; the sex that is , but kissing isn't recent. they aren't in a relationship tho they are just going on with the BGP thing(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    Dice January 13, 2021 5:41 pm
    They've even had sex no? It was recent; the sex that is , but kissing isn't recent. they aren't in a relationship tho they are just going on with the BGP thing(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 demian

    Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) they had what now??? HOL UP i thought this was BL without the yaoi but uhhh what do you mean kissing isn't recent? Like they did the DOODLE DIDDLE but never kissed yet? ( ̄∇ ̄") pls do explain bc i haven't read this yet...

    demian January 14, 2021 3:22 am

    Yea they didn't show it (the sex) But they did it. They kissed before already so thats not new.

    Dice January 14, 2021 6:39 am
    Yea they didn't show it (the sex) But they did it. They kissed before already so thats not new. demian

    ohhhhhh i see i see, thank you so much for clarifying this to me ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    demian January 14, 2021 8:00 am

    you are welcomeヾ(☆▽☆)

Dice January 12, 2021 11:33 am

does anyone know where i can read this manga officially? Does it have an official english translation? I really wanna support the mangaka in a way and they're so talenteddd soo i mussstttt respect their work by officially buying it, in japanese or in english whatever is officially released!! so if anyone knows? pls tell mee!! thank youuuu ヾ(☆▽☆)

    RIAN January 12, 2021 11:49 am

    I don't think it a actual series if it is then the author would conferm it. You can find the author in Twitter Yuno_Sato

Dice January 8, 2021 12:40 pm

Does anyone know when season 2 will start? like the author said they'll be taking a short break...does anyone know how long that break will be? 2 weeks? a month? 2 months? (=・ω・=)

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.Okie this might some kinda weird to ask but like do Kim Dokja and Yoo Junghyook ever like become genuine friends? cuz i really want to read the novel but i dont really know what to feel if they are just fighting and trying to hurt each other in each and every chapter they'll meet....

    Piney!! December 25, 2020 8:49 am

    They become life and death companions. It's very cute.

    There was a chapter where Kim Dokja was talking to Yoo Junghyook and then Yoo Junghyook told him to 'Shut up and leave.'
    So, when Kim Dokja really did leave.

    Yoo Junghyook continued to called Kim Dokja as Yoo Junghyook seemed to be worried for him.

    I really do believe that they become good companions as Yoo Junghyook looks after Kim Dokja in his own way.

    Hopefully this helps!!

    Dice December 25, 2020 9:59 am
    They become life and death companions. It's very cute. There was a chapter where Kim Dokja was talking to Yoo Junghyook and then Yoo Junghyook told him to 'Shut up and leave.' So, when Kim Dokja really did leav... Piney!!

    yesss it did!!! im happy they seem to get along in their own kind of way...ill read the novel now!! tho is the novel still ongoing or has it been completed already?

    Piney!! December 25, 2020 10:50 am
    yesss it did!!! im happy they seem to get along in their own kind of way...ill read the novel now!! tho is the novel still ongoing or has it been completed already? Dice

    I'm glad it did! The novel is complete so you are able to read it without waiting for the updates! There are about 550 chapters so you'll have a lot of content!

    shemi December 25, 2020 12:38 pm

    Here is where you can read the novel and support the author! This is where the novel is licensed and being published oficially!
    http://wbnv.in/a/cdEF25a
    By logging in every day and voting for this novel with power stones, you can make it's ranking go up!
    Some later chapters are locked, but you can get 3 free passes every day by completing easy quests and lots of opportunities to earn more of them, so you can unlock the chapters for free! Here is my invitation code! It should get you some free fast passes!
    https://acts.webnovel.com/2019/63659293/index.html?inviteCode=YbBgzjqq&contentLanguage=en

    Dice December 25, 2020 3:17 pm
    Here is where you can read the novel and support the author! This is where the novel is licensed and being published oficially!http://wbnv.in/a/cdEF25aBy logging in every day and voting for this novel with powe... shemi

    oh woahh!! thank you so much!!! i appreciate it a lot!! I'll go read it as soon as the holidays end for me, i swear thank you so much!! ヾ(☆▽☆)

    shemi December 25, 2020 4:45 pm
    oh woahh!! thank you so much!!! i appreciate it a lot!! I'll go read it as soon as the holidays end for me, i swear thank you so much!! ヾ(☆▽☆) Dice

    No prob! I have this big wall of text saved and I copy paste everywhere I can lol. I just want people to go to the official site to rate, like and vote for the novel!

Dice December 12, 2020 1:07 pm

So first of, everything hurts ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

Yaguchi as a character is actually quite plain and we see him struggle exactly because of that...

I'm no art student so I don't know how it feels to create art to be per say be "graded".

But I knew since I was young that art was subjective but even if it was subjective people had to have standards in creating art. People have limits that they cannot cross no matter how hard they try, that's purely human nature.

I know this fact too well, you try so hard yet you don't feel yourself improve even after months and years of doing something, you are still somewhat in the middle of average and excellent, never really moving forward because everyone you see is moving in faster phases than you are but you're still grateful that you are able to improve yet you still continue to compare yourself with everyone, better or worse than you. You constantly compare and compare to the point that it eats out your very soul and makes you feel weak and worthless.

I know how it feels to try so hard at something and see improvements but still feeling that it isn't good enough or that feeling that "mine is bad because someone else has done better than me". Sometimes being competitive is good but most of the time, it hurts to see yourself not good enough to even compare to someone else.

Yaguchi, he's plain and I think most people are like him. I think I'm like him to be honest, not in the pursuing art perspective though (I personally am a writer and am taking a communications course). I see myself in Yaguchi because in all honesty, his character is the most realistic I've seen in any manga (this is really a huge deal to me because i've read like 600+ mangas for sure).

His character is plain but complex. We see him try hard continously but even so, I noticed he doesn't really have an art style, something to make people recognize his works but I know he's still young (we're the same age I think and I honestly don't have a writing style as well).


But what I really want to focus on right now is this chapter.

I felt everything Yaguchi was feeling, every single panel of him during the introduction, and not just his introduction but his reaction to his fellow classmates'. I felt the weight of each student coming to introduce themself in this very individualistic and "me" way that Yaguchi (and even myself) find so outwordly.

We (me and Yaguchi) are plain people. We followed our vices till we finally found something we are passionate about and we start to feel like it makes up our entire existence because we finally feel something, like a purpose but we realize..."who were we really before we found out we liked 'this' (what we are passionate about)".

Seeing people that speak and think so like themselves, people who have found themselves and know how to express themselves in a way that is unique to them. I think Yaguchi finds it difficult to the same because he doesn't really understand who he is just yet, he knows what he should be at least, but he doesn't really know how he'll get there.

So seeing those "people" introduce himself he feels even more lost on how he should introduce himself in a way that would compare or match to them. Then when he finally does, he feels pressured to match their phase but it was all for nothing because he didn't leave much impact on the professors that were present and instead got told off in a round about way (educators just have such a wonderful way to fuck you up with a few words that shouldn't really sound harsh out of context but do because you can read between the lines and you feel like shit about it (⌒▽⌒)/).

Yaguchi then feels like shit after that and it happened in a span of five minutes, his mind probably couldn't comprehend the shame and pain he felt because it happened so damn fast. It felt like a gun shot to him. (I don't want to just slap the word around but I do believe that Yaguchi may have anxiety like this man cannot be mentally stable but like seriously though what art student is mentally stable, name me one artist who was!)

The three panels of him near the end of the chapter hit me so hard in the heart. We see how he had to fake his smile to his professor, we see that fake smile of his and it hurts us because we know we have had to make that same expression for people not to feel like we are a burden or that we are weak and it hurt so much...

In those three panels we see him crumple up as if he used his last bits of energy to fake that smile. Then we see him cry, those short words from his professors had made him cry and I knew that feeling so well that it has made actually cry as I was reading it. I had to stop reading for a couple of minutes because I related to his situation so well that it brought me back to what had happened to me in the past.

IT DOES NOT FEEL GOOD AT ALL.

Yaguchi is a complex character because we see his emotions but we also see him hide them and I think that's what so good about reading about his experiences. Seeing him fail and succeed feels like the things we have been through or are going through, we feel connected to him as a character because he has this strong drive and we too want that drive, so we find ourselves liking him as a character as we associate his passion with ours.

The way he expresses his emotions and then feeling all gushy and soft when he realizes people around him realize he has actually improved. It's all too realistic to me because we get so encouraged by other people's word but we also get easily discouraged by other people's words as well and that's the underside of being praised because you start to realize that it's only people's good will.

Well, that's honestly all I have right now. I feel like this has gone way too long but thank you for reading all the way here if you have!!! I do apologize for continouosly inserting myself into everything...I just feel like it'd be more genuine that way, you may have skipped some parts but still thank you for reading!! (=・ω・=)

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