I just want to be able to come to terms with how I fucked up my own life and to move past it. Also need to come to terms with loneliness because I cannot maintain human relationships unfortunately. Friendship or otherwise.
Improve my grades (actually studying properly) Actually pick up an instrument, grind to obtain drawing skills, get better clothes to obtain better fashion, get a best friend that's not myself and figure out how to create a profitable buisness at my school knowing it's against the rules.
There are so many productive and hardworking people in the comments and then there's me who was just rotting in bed all day when I was supposed to be studying for my exam This is really embarrassing
went to school, and now I'm back home, it's fucking freezing outside there's gonna be a huge fair in my city for Christmas but I don't have anyone to go there with cuz all my friends are going with their boyfriends
Learn a damned instrument. It's my heartfelt wish bro to learn piano and maybe like do art or something
i wanna learn how to play this! i think its called a kalimba i love the sound it makes
Always wanted to learn an instrument, especially the violin, I'm really obsessed with all string instruments. But violins are really expensive and my parents are heathens that denounce all art forms, they forced me to only focus on studying because "that's where my talent lies", can't wait for them to die off so I can finally live my life
My ability to acknowledge all my flaws because I genuinely can’t come up with something I love about myself at least I’m trying to change for the better lmao
I would like a life long partner to love and live life’s experiences together
A microwave
I want wars to end
To pass my exams:(((
I want to learn a new language and I’m not sure which one I should choose. I’m pondering between Russian, Serbian and Albanian.
10 12,2024
I’m drowning in assignments, I’m broke and the exams are soon life is shitty
escaping reality by reading manga here only to be met by questions about the exact same reality im trying to escape from, double cooked
Studying, finishing up final projects, all the dumb shit to get that sweet sweet final grade. At least I’ll get month break after all the hardache is over but im nearing a breaking point.
(I’m getting progressively worse each semester to the point that bullshitting my way to success isn’t working anymore)
