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SHE’S SO FUCKING COOL!!! that’s my queen, y’all. um, well… whenever she isn’t being a tad overly dramatic, that is. still, i like the story! random update: chapter 68 sort of made my head spin, lol. what is happening? o.0 edit: well, there it is! it’s finished. honestly, i enjoyed the story way more back when i first started out… including the art itself. i don’t know, i feel like they could’ve done these characters justice if they’d only gone in a different direction. it felt somewhat… bland, to be honest. emotionally, that is!!! i would’ve liked to see some more proper character development—not just the end result. i wanted to see and understand the ACTUAL journey there, you know… man, things were all over the place, it felt like. sheesh. could’ve been a lot worse, i guess. in any case, i doubt i’ll reread this one. (at least not for a good while.) like i said, i thoroughly enjoyed the dynamics back when i was a fresh new reader and i was yet to pass chapter 40 or so… but in my opinion, i think that the quality has gradually declined since (and around) chapter 40-50 or something along those lines. i don’t really recall. but anyway!!! it’s not like it’s a bad story. not at all! overall, i believe i simply had higher expectations for this one.

wonderful, wonderful writing. <33

omg. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. two chapters in and i’m already OBSESSED, my god!!! i expected this, knowing it’s the same author who created ‘return of the mad demon’, but still, man… i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again: i RELISH in exquisite power-trips, i kid you the fuck not. i’m so stoked already! edit: legit one of the most simp-worthy characters i’ve come across in a loooong ass time. i Physically cannot contain myself, that’s how fucking pumped up i am. the art, the fights, the carnage, the power; sheer SUPREMACY of this man… y’all wouldn’t understand what’s happening inside my body right now even if i told you, lmfao. truly, it’s been AGES since i took this many screenshots from just one comic… and i haven’t even reached chapter 16 yet. wjfiakxjakdhwksk. difiwovuapjclandalz. oajfisbskajxjwhs. good lord, SEND. ME. SOME. FIRST. FUCKING. AID. i legit won’t make it at this point, my heart’s going rampant. and yes, i’m still feeling and reeling from the aftershocks of these past few chapters. words can’t express how hyped up i am right now. epic epic EPIC. what a violent masterpiece, goddammit. beautiful, overwhelming brutality at its finest. <33 edit #2: i’ve caught up by now, and i’m actually even MORE immersed than i was an hour ago… believe it or not, lol. this is such a golden find, genuinely. underrated as fuck as well, i’m assuming. good grief, i’m so excited to continue this!!! these constant buildups are just freakin’ EXCEPTIONAL. never a dull moment, and i’m loving for it! slay them aaaall papi. legit, he’s so fucking attractive and enthralling i could SCREAM. those mannerisms of his will be the death of meeee. (and his adonis-like looks, too, obviously.)

fuck meeee, these guys look so hot. i haven’t even read the summary yet; i don’t think i really need to. i’ll allow myself to be surprised this time. edit: I. WASN’T. READY. this is so fucking good!!! and ridiculously hot. i’ll be honest, i didn’t expect there to be this wholesome. i’ve literally had to stop myself from squealing from all this cuteness. (it’s 3:15 right now. my mom is sleeping in the next room.) we must protect these two precious lil’ bean characters AT. ALL. COSTS. edit #2: …the fuck just happened??? i never expected this, whoaaa. what a twist!!! edit #3: i’m in agony. god, i really don’t know what to think anymore. they both clearly just want to be together. i HATE miscommunication, ugh… i’m sure it’ll be properly resolved eventually (since this is a romance manhwa and all), but i’m an impatient one and i’d truly rather have them both happy and content right fucking NOW, lol. goddammit. edit #4: i audibly sobbed as i saw ash’s expression in chapter 64, omfg. my heart. (reading through all of these edits is giving me whiplash, lol.)

dude… pyo wol is next level ELITE, man!!! holy fucking shit, lol. this is brutal. i’m so here for the carnage!!! heh, who doesn’t appreciate a nice, bloody vendetta by a secretive plotter? ;) fuck, this manhwa is such a high. it’s been awhile since i felt proper dopamine kicks like this—i’m legit SHAKING from the excitement at times. ahhhh, i’m just loving every minute of it!!! slay them all, king. <33

duuuude. this looks SO. FUCKING. HOT. it’ll probably be toxic as hell, but i’m readyyyy! edit: …this is even worse than i imagined. i mean, the guy is RIDICULOUSLY hot and all, but ohhh, man… this is traumatic. just horrible. i genuinely have no idea what to expect at this point. i’m hoping for a solid redemption arc, but if there were to be one, i’d suspect it’s miles and miles away. sheesh... our boy deserves so much better than this. this is bad… really, really bad. i feel horrible for getting turned on by the smut, goddammit. side note: i’m trash for saying that, i’m well aware. ~_~ edit #2: we’re finally seeing SOME improvement!!! it’s far from ideal (and miles away from the end goal), but at least we’re heading in the right direction for once. <33 i wonder if this is going to end up morphing into a similar situation as to the one in in BJ alex… i mean, i remember feeling genuinely certain that i’d never change my stance on alex (forgot his actual name) and MC’s relationship in that story. it started out soooo horrible, and yet i was truly sympathizing with alex by the time we’d reached the final season. he did a total 180 flip for me! man, i felt so bad for him once i finally began to understand him… and i’m kinda getting the same vibes right now—only events are unfolding under much, MUCH worse circumstances this time around. i loved BJ alex, though, and i’ve read it multiple times! great artistry within both stories. (obviously.) damn, i wonder how jaekyung’s ever going to be able redeem himself, though… i’ve also seen it happen to waaaay worse characters (the bar’s literally breaching the gates of HELL at this point), so i guess there’s still hope… somewhere far, far, faaaar away in the distance. <33 man, how sad is that? LMFAO. still, despite every negative thing i’ve said thus far: excellent writing!!! gorgeous art, interesting dynamics between the characters, and i always look forward to the updates every week!! which has, sadly enough, become a pretty rare occurrence for me these days. there are few comics i still feel motivated to check out, and this is one of the few! i always read the updates as soon as i spot them, without fail. anyway, i’m rooting for some exceptional character development, introspection and (eventually) a happy ending down the line!!! we all know kim dan deserves it more than most. ༶ඬ༝ඬ༶ #34: YO, WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAAAAT??!! the hell, man!!! omfg, i’m feeling so anxious for doc dan right now. poor guy. :( i love love LOVE him so much. bitch, treat him fucking BETTER!!! i know you’re in denial, jaekyung, but grow a fucking pair and stop trying to assert dominance where it SO. VERY. CLEARLY. isn’t needed. pretty sure that not even you believe the shit coming out of your mouth, man. (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ) this is not how you express your feelings in a healthy way, champ. you’re just making yourself into an even bigger asshole—for NO real reason—with nothing to gain from it, at that! except for contempt, maybe... probably. either way, you suck. just stop. for someone who’s mastered the art of winning, jaekyung surely excels at creating useless lose-lose situations for himself. fucking dumbass. (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ) #44: AHHHH, SO MUCH POSITIVE DEVELOPMENT, I’M REELINGGGG!!! absolutely loved this last chapter, seeing jaekyung like this is so refreshing and unexpectedly sweet. don’t know if i’ve ever seen a guy who’s normally insensitive, rough and abusive turn into this sweet, docile and affectionate man when under the influence. i honestly expected a whole lot worse. i’m so happy with what i’m seeing, though! i wonder what this’ll do to their relationship, however. i’m anxious about the aftermath… i expect he’ll turn back into his old, douchebag self once the alcohol wears off. i just hope that our doc will be able to handle whichever’s version of jaekyung we’ll find ourselves with once he wakes up—whoever or whatever it might be. <3 #45: i expected this, but it still hurts. ༶ඬ༝ඬ༶ i knew it would end up becoming a “one step forward, three steps back” type of situation… but man, that’s actually worse than i thought. :( i prefer drunk jaekyung, for sure. maaaan, i can’t wait for the redemption arc. i’m sure it’s coming eventually, but i hope kim dan won’t be so quick to bend over for him when that time comes. he deserves so much better than to be treated like this.

ahhh, this is excellent. mercilessly graphic and sexually violent, that’s for sure—yet the actual art itself is just fucking PERFECT, man. literally one of the best art-styles i’ve ever seen through all my years of reading these joyous things. ughhh, i can’t!!! it’s so abusive and so goddamn toxic, but despite myself, i’m so, so enticed. i’d never condone rape or any other dehumanizing crime (well, unless it’s part of a play), but oohhhh, shit… i might just have to cross that line this one time. IT’S. SO. FUCKING. HOT. and yes, i’m well aware of just how detestable i am for even daring to say something like this. can’t help it! i’m a freak, lol. in any case, i do expect a great deal of character development to take form for this… ‘demon prince’ of ours, sometime down the line. we might still be too far off… heh. who knows? aaaand, hopefully, the bond between our two mains will start to strengthen emotionally soon. we already know they’re sexually compatible and all that… but the emotional aspects clearly aren’t there yet. i do love a nice redemption arc, though! looking forward to see how this’ll go down. truly can’t get over how beautiful the art is, though—it’s driving me crazy. ethereal, almost… wallpaper material, that’s for sure. uuuugh. you’re awesome, creator!!! edit: my god, this is such a hot, steamy, toxic freakin’ MESS, man... nonetheless, it’s got me dripping wet, and there’s absolutely nothing i can do about it. nor do i really want to, for that matter… i’m a kinky, amoral piece of shit—i’m well aware—but i can’t be bothered to care anymore tbh. who cares. (i’m low-key putting the niagara falls to shame with these floods down under, tho. slayyyy) edit 2: thinking about it, it might just be this epic, ethereal-looking art-style that’s driving me absolutely WILD. if nothing else lose, it’s definitely part of my intrigue… ahhh, how wonderful it is. <33 haha

wow! this is so… ‘harry potteresque’ if you will. really don’t know if that’s even a term, but that’s what it feels like. ‘fantastic beasts and where to find them’ as well! i expect that one’s natural since it’s the same universe, but genuinely, i’m AMAZED by how overall beautiful the art is and how innovative the plot is. 10/10, absolutely would recommend! it’s nothing like what i’d expected, but i won’t say that’s a bad thing, because it’s really not. this is a refreshing change of pace! P.S. our boy’s soooo goddamn attractive, too. his whole vibe is just… *chef’s kiss*