Silver Ash's manga / #Angst(529)

Complete ch 6 + extra 7.5 I’ve been wanting more of this since it was translated. It fucks me up in the best of ways and hits too closely to home sometimes. I can’t ever forget these two. Never ever. They mean so much to me and this whole story line makes me so happy. Between representing the queer community, people with emotional trauma, trust issues for valid reasons, so many bunnies packed in where they fit, I’m in love. I’m seriously in love. The four of them have my heart and I don’t even want it back. I know they’ll treat it right. (Ch 6 + extra 3) I have reread this for the nth time and have done so with all of these extras. From such, I can conclude, I love these boys and this story so fucking much. (Extra 7.5)

Complete ch 135 Daddy doesn’t like it when other people touch his baby boy!!! Baby boy was def in heat wanting cum inside him. Hyung delivers though. Seriously every time, every time! They have such a daddy/baby boy relationship. Preheat to heat holy fuck. I will repeat it until I die, they have such a Daddy/Baby Boy Relationship! (Ch 15) LEE BIN REALLY OUT THERE SHOWING OFF THE MARKS HE GOT FROM HIS BABY!!! (Ch 18) Hwa is a man now! He went from being cute like Hwagok into being a total fuck stud! He also super knows about his parents’ sex life, probably walked in on that one too many times. Hwagok isn’t short but he looks like a tiny baby compared to his husband and son. I still adore the relationship that they have. Still some hints of daddy/baby boy. But in the caring for type of way. It’s mostly just Bin loving his wife so fucking much. (Ch 66) Hwa and Yeonhyun are really good together. Hwa is really good for Yeon, emotionally. Gosh, he’s so much like his father, just taking his female any time he wants and then losing control because he’s so in love. I can’t wait for them to learn the truth about their situation! Some more Gok and Bin being an adorable married couple would be highly appreciated. (Ch 84) First, Lee Hwa with his ears and tail was So Fucking Cute. Second, this plot though! Most everything follows and I have faith that things will come full circle by the end. This Manhwa-ah has my trust, as a creator. (Ch 91) Ino shows up in wolf form and my mind instantly goes to “Ginrou-sama is that you?!” Lee Bin loves his wife so much. I’m glad that the “I love my wife” gene is so strong. (Ch 103) Lee Hwa inherited that “I love my wife” gene from Bin. Fuck! Seolhyun is about to go into his first heat since having the triplets. Things gonna get spicy. Really hope it doesn’t start until Seolhyun gets home because the ears and tail coming out would be... bad. (Ch 121) Finally! We get to see Ino’s story! (Ch 124) It’s over, there is no more. Fuck. I’ve read this so many times up until this point, and now it’s done. Lee Bin and Hwa Gok will always be my favorites. How could they not be? Lee Bin is a super hot vampire who only cares about his partner Hwa Gok. Hwa Gok is so adorable and courageous. The two of them are the sweetest. I’m speechless. Thoughts are unintelligible. (Ch 135 The End)

Last ch 85 Official Chapters, Last ch 87 He just MELTS when Kyle touches him and boy am I jealous. (Ch 17) Kyle is super my type of man. So yummy! I love them both, and Helen being badass instead of super weird is a vibe. (Ch 36) I totally didn’t cry for most of season two because I was reminded of my own shitty life, no, I would never. Kyle pulled through, I knew he would but that boy was being a real fucking idiot once Iliyan started detoxing. Real fucking dumb. He’s learned from his mistakes which is what matters most. Iliyan walking down the runway, dragging his two abusers with him, was so fucking iconic. So wonderful. This was a wild fucking ride. There are so many things I could comment on but there isn’t much of a reason to do so. My in-depth thoughts about this story won’t be comprehensible for a hot minute so I’m not going to waste my time. (Ch 85)

Complete ch 7 Oh this is gonna be enjoyable (Ch 2) Rion, the little girl, so fucking cute. (Ch 3) Rion made me cry, she’s so fucking cute. I love her so much. She’s so god damn cute, I actually CRIED! (Ch 6)

Last ch 44 Ian, thank you for being super gay. Soleite was holding his hand, placing his hand on Ian’s thigh, lots of cradling each other’s faces, Sol kissing Ian’s forehead, the cuddling that happens every time they sleep on the same bed, and Ian easily falling asleep while in Sol’s arms. Wow. Sol is so sweet to him, he really wants to build Ian a stage that allows him to shine the brightest. Soleite, please help him heal and get to a better mental space. Help him overcome his trauma and embrace who he is. Soleite gives off, “falling in love all over again” vibes and I absolutely adore it. I have expectations for Sol, which is dangerous because he is a boy and might do something stupid, but I’ve decided to trust him. Manipulative bitch doesn’t deserve anything. We don’t tolerate abusers in this house. (Ch 37) Ian is so jealous of his past self, not even realizing that Sol is falling in love with him all over again. Boy doesn’t even realize why he’s jealous! Sol probably finds the situation to be a little nice, he gets to teach Ian all about the world this time around. The kid is a double edged sword. His whole deal makes me nervous. I don’t want anyone near that stupid manipulative bitch. (Ch 41)

Complete ch 70 + side 6

Complete ch 96 It’s right up my alley! Still not over this sharp handsome man asking if our precious Yeo Eui Joon was one of those pretty boy idol trainees. That was really funny. I hope the nonsense with the translators gets figured out properly and I can see more of these two. (Ch 11) All of us be thirsty for this Ahjussi! This hyung-nim! (Ch 16) Bum Geon Woo, sweetheart you fucked up! Eui Joon isn’t a fool and it makes me so glad. Finally! A character that doesn’t delude themselves! Poor Ahjussi but he’s not going to give up that easily. He knows he fucked up and wants to fix it. (Ch 19) I want one of my own! I don’t know what he’s thinking though. Ahjussi! (Ch 21) He’s weak to kissing! He’s weak to kissing Euijoon! Ahhh! Fuck! I can wait to get confirmation on what’s going on in his head because that was real cute. (Ch 24) When he bluntly confessed, I lost my shit. He’s so manly! Seaoson two, I’m fucking ready. (Extra Author Snippets) This man! This fucking man! Geonwoo! What a fucking man. He got stabbed three days ago and feels like he might die but like hell is that going to stop him from ravishing Euijoon. I am concerned about his wound. (Ch 52) I have tried to write down my thoughts about what happened several times now. I have given up. I adore Geonwoo, but he should have left Euijoon some way to contact him if the boy ever wanted to. Euijoon is very sweet and was reasonably shaken after what happened, but I still wish he had acted differently. Boys are dumb. There will be a happy ending, it’s a romance after all. Whatever has happened has happened and I’m just going to keep reading. (Ch 58 End of Season 2) Geonwoo! Stop making me love you! It’s impossible, the man is just so wonderful. He loves Euijoon so much, it’s always shown but those side stories really throw it in your face. Still think he should have left some way for Euijoon to contact him. Idk how he would do that or if it was even possible. But it would have given Euijoon the ability to choose instead of having to accept Geonwoo’s, one sided, decision. Season 3, here we come. (Season 2 Afterwards) The immense joy I feel over Chaehyun giving Euijoon the opportunity to contact Geonwoo if he wants to, is wild. It’s what I’ve wanted since the man when MIA! I do not care if this is something Chaehyun did on his own or if Geonwoo asked him to. (Ch 61) They are finally a couple and super adorable. Communication is happening and both of them are growing. All amazing and wonderful, super happy about that. What keeps playing in my mind though, is just Geonwoo’s face when he’s fucking Euijoon. That man is so delicious. (Ch 80) Them. (Ch 88 End of Main Story)

Last ch 35 Raphlet and Yuriel are literally perfect. He’s a sadist but he’s also so protective of her. His inner conflict with his desires is so good. This boy can’t properly push her away because he’s so sweet on her. He is a boy so he’s dumb, for sure made some dumb moves but also made some good moves. When I learned the web novel was properly horny, I jumped on that so quickly. Boy, it is good. I’m sincerely looking forward to seeing the uncensored version of them confirming their feelings for each other, to properly compare it to it’s parallel from the beginning. I’m ready to surpass where the manhua version is and be conflicted between keeping up or not touching it until I read all I can of the web novel. It’s ‘The Villainess is a Marionette’ all over again. Just with smut. (Ch 35) I adore them. So much, so greatly, their dynamic brings me joy. The two of them have such unwavering feelings for each other. Even if they each do dumb shit sometimes. Yuriel is fully aware that Raphlet wants to destroy her, she can tell that he’s holding back that desire. She also knows that he wants to protect her from outside threats, he wants to take care of her, he wants to spoil her with love. He’s so clearly troubled by his desire to destroy her being, but she loves all of him. She accept all of him unconditionally. Is the relationship healthy? No. Do I care? No. There is the terrorist plot line picking up, and the leader of it is this silver haired grey eyed bastard who has tons of books on hypnosis. The idea is super well written, holy fuck, yes, it’s not bullshit. However, I have a line. Yuriel should never be brainwashed when it comes to Raphlet. She should always put Raphlet first, she should never betray him, and she should never share information that should stay between the two of them. Control her to use as a figure for your plot all you want, you cannot brainwash her attachment and loyalty to Raphlet away. She should always choose him. If something happens that betrays that, I’m fucking done. Her love for Raphlet is so ingrained into her being, he’s the only one that can calm her when she wakes up in a fit, he’s the only one who can look at her sexually, he is the reason for her existence. There is no fucking way that regular hypnosis and suggestion is going to fuck with that. I refuse to accept a story that would use brainwashing to turn Yuriel even slightly away from Raphlet. Save for some powerful drug/poison taking away her consciousness and free will or something attached to the first 8 years of her life, of which she cannot remember, I will not entertain the idea of such a development. Even then, I still wouldn’t accept it with open arms because it would be stupid. (Web Novel Chapter 54)

Complete ch 6 *quietly* fuck. (Ch 6)

Complete? vol 2 Ch 5.5 I’m not emotional, I have zero idea what you’re talking about. Tears? What tears? There are no tears. (Ch 5)