Silver Ash's manga / #Angst(529)

Complete Ch 45 + Side 19 Both of them are crazy. This was crazy. Every part of it. Jaehan has these extensive inner monologues in the novel that are too much for visual media. The accident that caused Jaehan’s insomnia is never expanded upon, the man thinks so little of it. Jaehan’s relationship and history with Chief Kim and Heegyung’s relationship and history with his boss/hyung are never explained in detail. The story strictly follows Jaehan’s relationship with Heegyung, pushing everything else to the side. It emphasizes Jaehan’s attitude of not caring about anything other than Heegyung, whether that’s on purpose or not. I have mixed feelings about it. The story itself is great, the way it was told wasn’t. (Ch 45 + Side 10)

Complete ch 9 There is NOTHING that could have prepared me for this. Even if I read the summary, there was no fucking way I would have been prepared. Everything aside, The father is so suspicious. On top of being a shitty father who didn’t care about his son’s wellbeing, he complete disregarded the whole thing about his son’s constitution. Then he’s the one that brings in Hachi, a military “dog”. Did this man allow scientific experimentation on his son? He has ties to the military and they do shady shit all the time so I sincerely wouldn’t doubt it if that was the case. I don’t know if even the artist themselves knows the answer. I do know that the father makes me super uncomfortable. He makes me feel the worse out of all the shit that happened in this, a story where the main character is repeated sexually assaulted by literal dogs. I am uncomfortable with the most blaring topic in this but the father takes the number one spot. (Ch 9)

Complete Ch 40 + Side 5 + Special Simply, this was Jaeho getting swept up in Liu’s pace for 40+ chapters. Jaeho likes fucking Liu from behind and this artist has a thing for messed up bottoms. (Special)

Complete ch 42 More! More! More! (Ch 3) Rei! Baby! (Ch 33) Rei! Drake, you better kill that motherfucker. (Ch 39) My babies are happy. Both of them are loved. (Ch 42)

Complete ch 59 Complete side 30 Baek Yoosung is one hell of a man. I can see very clearly how he got to where he is. Koo Hojin was hired to be a safe place for Yoosung. In a world where it feels like everyone can turn against you, Yoosung needs someone who he can actually trust. Which is why when Hojin didn’t tell him about Heesung showing up, he was hurt. Hojin being dumped because he’s too kind makes me a little sad. He’s a good boy. He also needs a therapist. Both of them so. (Ch 32) Yoosung going on about how much he loves Hojin makes me so happy. He’s admitting it and he’s no longer letting anyone get in the way. You’re doing great sweetie, now go get your man. Kiss him, tell him he’s an idiot, and hold him so tight he can’t slip away. (Ch 51) Fuck me up, that ending was beautiful. (Ch 59) I’m actually screaming. Fuck! Them! (Ch 61 Side Story 2) Incoherent screaming. (Ch 64 Side Story 5) Endless incoherent hysterical screaming. I’m losing my fucking mind. (Ch 67 Side Story 8) Screaming. (Ch 70 Side Story 11) I love them so much! (Side 30)

Complete ch 50 The cause of his trauma is good. Top notch. I just have to wonder, why Sandeul? (Ch 24) This gets extra points for Mo Lahn being a wonderful character. He’s an inconsiderate emotionally stupid obsessive bastard and I love him. Him and that song. Love was the answer but I’m not annoyed since love didn’t magically solve everything. Mo Lahn will still be Mo Lahn. (Ch 50)

Last ch 38

Complete ch 9 Ritsu and Senju are real cute, darling boys, stupidly sweet fools. Seeing Sonogi was a surprise. Him and Kuroe Hojuro are living as a married couple and even have a child! I’m so happy for them! (Ch 5.5) Well now both of them need to go to the vet. (Ch 8) All the boys are happy! (Ch 9)

Complete ch 7.5 This was so soft. So wonderfully soft. (Ch 7.5)

Complete ch 12