iamhungry's manga / #Dark(108)

finished it on tmo ch 31 is last themes: mc had abusive father who died, brother is verbally abusive too. got bullied for being gay since he was a kid and in college senior guy took advantage of him. he took a break bc he kept blackmailing and manipulating him. he meets new guy mc2 who treats him better. blonde abusive guy appears and manipulates him/noncon. after a while he goes back go other guy. HEA

it started with mc prostituing himself to ml. i dont rm the rest lol but they grow closer and mc hates his half brother(?). ending of s1 had mc drinking with awful ml and a woman, threesome but rape cuz mc tried to escape , mcs brother comes home drunk and wife takes advantage of him, she wants a son but mcs brother doesnt sleep with her. SEASON 2: starts with explaining mcs mother backstory, she and her brother in law planned to escape but were discovered and since then mother acts insane, mcs father had mcs brother giving him away as kid and mc was never the same w him anymore and started distancing. since that, mc was disciplined by his father bc he was angry mc was his adopted brothers son. ml tried defending him and made a pact w father to let mc live. present time: mcs father is punishing him and rapes him ?!?!?! next day he gets angry at his brother (prosecutor) bc he couldnt save his friend and "commited suicide" (case was bombing terrorism or sth), he leaves and goes to fuckass ml and they fuck as comfort . mcs brother (mc2 atp lol) receives messages from ugly ml lol and goes to brothel(?), he gets drugged agaisnt his will and dreams that ml is fucking him. when he wakes up hes alone and is told ml couldnt meet him. later theres an event, brother wasnt feeling well and gets stabbed ?!?! mc gets to know about that but then thinks he agreed with ml to kill him !?!?! and believes it was him wtf (in reality it was a man who had met meiko before aka brothers wife). ml visits brother whos in bed and gives him the drug. FLASHBACK >>>> ml and brother were in same class in hs, ml arranged bulliesnto abuse/rape(?) brother so that they can grow closer and make brother feel ml protects him. they had sex and were in a relationship until bully told him yrs later that event was orchestated by ml. s2 ends with mc arranging brother out of the house to potect him from ml whos trying to kill him with opium. season 3 >>>>> mc and brother living in middle of forest, they developt feelings, then decide to cb now that brother feels better, ml confrots father and doesnt let him have his way with mc and mc apologizes and tells him that he used opium to hurt him and brother said he had known and fogave him, later they kiss. Btw brother also has sth agaisnt father and thats why he was able to confront and told him to stop bc he could go to chief and tell abt his deals. ml wants to make deal with father and plans to eliminate mc to be able to make brother disappear, his ultimate goal. brothers wife confesses to him shes not pregnant and apparently hes infertile. mc and brother love eo but then mc gets kidnapped by ml and is raped until bleeding. brother finds them and shoots ml but mc had his neck cut. ml confesses he fell in live with brother and he was his reason to live. later ml commits suicide. mc and brother get together and have sex. BTW MC IS NOT EVEN 12YO WTFFFF. theyre now living alone since sister when away, mother at hospital and father dead by torture from other prosecutor, meiko and ml divorced ig. ANYWAY hea for mc and brother, the TRUE ML

dropping it during extras but putting it as complete plot: lawyer x mafia guy he represents. blonde guy likes him and flirts w him > they go out once and kid tries go grab caesar and he pull out his gun, lee won is horrified and angry > black hair goes to his manssion, gets attacked, find traitor > visit testigo and another kid touchds caesar but lee won puts himself in front, witness gets killed, caesar protects him from bullets, lee won kisses him > almost do it but dmtri interrupts, helicopter and back to manssion, more kisses etc > caesar gets mad leewon didng comeback to manssion and left and finds him bug cuts things off > leewon finds his father and discovers hes caesars enemy and hes his son > bday party and caesar finds out so hes angry asf > leewon plans to leavr russia but caesar arrives, shoots him, rapes him multiple times for a week, hes basically kidnapped and cant leave > dmtri betrays caesar,

scummy singer gong x shou who was his childhood? friend and has had unrequited feelings but fwb for 7 years and is his manager. Plot starts with he gu in love w sjh and remembers how he fell fo him in hs bc they teamed tgt for a festival. they didnt become instant friends and mc loved him from afar while sjh was popular. sjh treats him like shit and mc always has to save his ass. one time he was throwing a tatrum and manager calls him to calm down sjh iirc. mc goes bc sjh asked for him and sjh humilliates him forcing him to have sex in his camerino. mc meets hid past lover and sjh is furious he sulks. one time sjh calls him hes on a meeting w his ex lover and mc arrives but finds sjh w a guy, guy kisses him and sjh gets mad but then implies threesome; mc rejects it and sjh gets mad, kisses him and says guy can watch them having sex, mc refuses and goes. weeks later manager calls him bc sjh was drunk and there were cams and fans outside, he coaxes sjh into behaving and they get into car until a cam hits mc and sjh defends him. sjh asks him what he wants for a present for that and mc asks sjh to be with him on his bday. both are at sjh villa. days later sjh meets hg superior, he gets jealous. Hg has a reunion with ex and then with superior at a gay bar. Then its hg bday and sjh surpriseshim by visiting his house, theyre ab to have sex after hg asked him but interrupted by a call- from FZ, sjh gets mad and leaves. >HG remembers how he fell for SJH, met in highschool and worked tgt for a festival, then met again yrs later when HG was doing his internship, SJH starts asking him out and calling him, ex gets jealous (hg liked him at some point). SJH invites him one time and kisses him in a bathroom, from that day they were dating, according to HG. SJH barely answered to him, until he was free and demanded HG to come see him, HG tells him he was with ex, SJH gets angry and still wants him to come, HG lies and goes, they have sex, first time for HG. Next day HG wakes up alone and his body hurts, he has fever, ex visits him on the same day and realizes hes sick, he sees hickeys and guesses the truth. Ex tells him sjh is just playing w him and does this as a form to get to him. HG doesnt believe him until one day FZ asks him to come to a place to see the truth. Hg finds Sjh with a girk by his side. He asks sjh what they are, sjh laughs and tells him they were just fooling arnd, nothing serious. Hg accepts to continue arrangement . >Hg wakes up late in his bdy, fz calls him to spend the rest tgt after hg admits sjh left him, advices to leave sjh, hg refuses. Then hg is called by manager bc sjh is angry at everyone. Later sjhs mom asks to have lunch, he goes and then they go back tgt, sjh gets angry bc hg doesnt want to choose between him or fz. Sjh tells him he doesnt want to see him anymore. Hg panicks andgoes behind him bc hes scared of losing sjh, gets into car accident. Sjh dotes on him. later they have dinner with fz and sjh knows he had dinner with fz last week (both were drunk and fought, fz kissed him by force, none remember), fz pushes and sjh gets jealous, hg leaves. Sjh follows him and later he arrives at his house, he hits hg to the point of making him unconcious. He wakes up, manager by his side and then sjh arrives, sjh brings gifts, hg ignores, sjh gets pissed and hg tells him just to say sorry, he does and hg ignores him. sjh tells him he can hit him, hg dgaf looi, he ends up hugging hg in his sleep. This happens for a week, until sjh tells him ab his concert but hg is busy with a project, sjh gets mad. Btw before he brought up the thing ab choosing, hg said he wont interact w fz anymore, he ended up leaving a last message to fz and blocking him. Sjh gets pissed bc hg didnt say he would go to his concert. That day, hg arrives late and goes backstage, hears sjh having sex with another guy. Hg runs away, later sjh arrrives at his apt, hg ignores him, sjh thinks hes still mad ab last time and tries to have sex with him, hg pushes him away. Seeing hg wont be complacient with him, he sleeps hugging him. Next day he tells sjh he will be away at a work trip, sjh thinks hes avoiding him, hg going to see his mom. Sjh tells him to come back early bc he has a travel planned with him, hg says he'll be too busy, sjh leaves angry. Hg makes peace w his mom and his mom gets to know abt his situation w sjh. Later hg gets invited to a reunion after coming back, and he finds hg with the actor (whom he became friends with and sjh got jealous of from their texts) and hg punches sjh and cries because ITS REVEALED TO HIM SJH AND FZ HAD A THING BEFORE. Hg feeks betrayed and ends things w sjh in front of everyone in the restaurant/hotel. Sjh is shocked to see hg crying but tells him it doesnt mean anything now, hg leaves and sjh shouts that he doesnt need him blah blah. Later actor visits him and offers support, manager also comes but hg is tired, and a few days later it happens again cuz he calls hg to ask ab his health and beg him to speak w sjh, while sjh is by his side lol, he tells manager not to call or visit him anymore. He buys another place cuz news are viral (abt a disaster sjh is involved in), and ppl dox him, hg has issues w his company. He has to stay at hotel for weeks, and once sjh visits him, hg doesnt agree w him and says he doesnt want to do that again, but sort of placates him by not saying anything cuz sjh wouldnt leave otherwise. Later hg buys apt and waits at hotel for renovations, quits his company. They sort of start dating, and things are ok bc sjh is very attentive with him, visits him as much as he can, until hg sees pics of him and an actreess. Sjh tells him its bc of the homo rumours. Hg sort of accepts, but then the actreess goes to see him and tells him abt marriage. Hg is in shock, sjh arrives that night and hg tells him what hapened, sjh admitted to it and said theyd marry and perhaps have a kid but if he doesnt want him to touch her they could do ivf. Hg doesnt want to be a mistress but he pretends to be ok with it. Next day hes GONE. He tells his friends and family hes travelling to europe, changes phone, everything. He arrives and meets the driver who acts as a tour guide. He invites him to stay with him at the hotel, until the driver gets sjhs autograph and hg realizes sjh is there after getting his info. They escape and later book another place etc under another name. Sjh realizes they escaped and clicks on his head that he must be with the driver. But cannot follow them bc his fathers guards appear and take him back to china where he is in house arrest until his mother arrives and lets him go. Its been 1 months or more since hg changed locations. Driver is bubbly and makes him feel good, theres been tension between them, until one day driver tells him he wants him too and hg says he just got out of a rs (driver alr knows), driver says they'll just have fun and he doesnt care if hg will leave soon. They have sex, hg tops. One day theyre out and a van comes in front of them, its sjh, he almost kidnaps hg until an officer arrives, driver was punched by him so hes taken to hospital. When they check out, another van comes in front of them and sjh kidnaps hg, threatens driver not to do anything. Hg wakes up in an island, where they stay for more than a month, at first he resists then he realizes he cannot do anything. Sjh keeps trying to win him back, hg doesnt want to, sjh is very clingy during this time. Time passes and they dont reconcile, sjh threatens hg not to run away again once theyre back to china. They go back but hg cannot hide obv. Sjh keeps demanding things until one time hg cannot stand it anymore > guy hg hooked up with appears in china and the actor comes back too, while he goes out with feng zhen after making up the friendship > one time sjh finds them coming back and hg lets them figh lol > i cant rmr the timeline but susu goes to live with hg while his mom is dealing w stuff and he sees sjh again > sjh gets so mad he tells him he'll regret it and will go find him > suddenly his moms company is failing so hg discovers its sjh, goes to see him and tells him he'll do wtver he wants (his mother was getting cancer treatment) > sjh sort of regrets it, tries to apologize but hg dgaf > since the guy is on china now, they see eo but hg tells him he cannot be with him, guy said he doesnt care, one night a frienf asks hg to help guy cuz hes drunk and they go to a hotel > sjh appears cuz someone leaked pics of him with guy, gets so angry that he beats guy and rapes hg and runs away > btw idk when but guy almost got arrested for hitting sjh with a bat, so hg had to go and beg sjh not to press charges > anyway hg is traumatized but doesnt tell anyone, cuts off communication with guy until a few days later and they say goodbye to eo > sjhs mom arrives to china and puts a stop to everything, begs hg to see sjh is trying to change and apologizes for not raising him well > hg is left alone for a while > one day sjh goes to see him and give concert tickets, hg refuses, susu watches the concert live in their house and they see sjh singing a song for hg and outing himself, saying he will retire > hg cant believe it, he has to drop susu to another place but at airport he gets mobbed by cameras and fans, tries to run away w susu in his arms, people throw tomatoes eggs and take pics > sjh appears and demands for everyone to take it up with him and leave civilians alone > sjh apologizes and arranges everything > sjh tells him he didnt quit for him but he feels like he achieved everything. LAST ARC: hg tries to help his mom w the company and meets her husband, later hes kidnapped (suspect is them) but sjh rescues him, he gets beated up badly, taken to hospital, has arm broken bones, hg feeks guilty bc of this putting sjhs talent in danger (bc he plays instruments). Sjhs father confronts hg and tells him he doesnt want him near his son and offers money, hg rejects. Sjh is recovering and keeps texting him, hg doesnt answer. Hg goes on a vacation to singapore bc his mom was planning to go there and gu henpei or wtever (past boss, now friend) also offered to work tgt at his company there. They meet and talk, until 2 weeks later guards appears in front of him asking to go back to china and see song he (sjhs father). Hg refuses but then he calls sjh and no answer. He goes back and sees sjh, whos malnourished bc vanessa tells him hes stoped eating and sleeping. Hg scolds sjh but sjh ignores it bc he feels hg only came back bc he was told nd not bc he cares. Hg was thinking ab talking with sjh but needed vacations, hg explained this to him until he understood and discovered song he was the one telling sjh he got abandoned. Gu hunpei (?) told him that if he wants to get him, then he should, hg thinks about this and DECIDES TO GIVE SJH ANOTHER CHANCE. He tells sjh he'll stay. Sjh doesnt believe it at first but is very happy. Hg stays for some time with him while recovering, giving him meals etc. Then hg must go to see his mom, sjh follows. Last ch is about both going to a celebration party for sjhs movie where he made a cameo (they watched it tgt, big star in the movie is PBD gong). They go using matching outfits (few chs before he was shown public opinion was changing and support wad growing). Hg meets PBD couple separately and then peeps on them fighting. Later he peeps on sjh with ex fake gf, sjh sees hg is watching and tries to explain, sjh runs behind him, hg is about to go until he thinks again and goes back, tells the girl not to follow his man anymore. Sjh catches up and explains ex fake girl only wanted to talk but he didnt want to, hg believes him, sjh kisses him multiple times to calm him down and they have sex before going outside for eating lol. Novel ends with them going back and sjh knows hes hg's first love and that hg was jealous. SPECIAL: song he takes revenge on he gus moms husband, she files divorce and takes custody of susu. Hg starts wanting to start business and reaches out to ppl he worked with in the past, gets contacted by gu junpei (?), they meet but sjh demands that he is taken bc hes jealous LOL. They arrange things until gu mentions he needs investing money, hg tells he'll ask his mom, sjh gets angry bc he can give hg money, but they discuss it at home. Hg tells him its bc he isnt a gold digger as sjhs father said. Sjh understands. Hg asks his mom and things go ad expected. They meet at golf club with gu again, sjh goes again, but BE gong appears. Hg guesses it was song juhans doing cuz hes jealous. Both werent able to talk ab business but things dont go bad. Couple goes to a hotel and etc. EXTRAS: 1. About Song Media annual ceremony, sjh convinces him to go. Sjh always follows hg everywhere now that he has free time, but at some point he joined hg's company ceremony and it caused chaos lol. On that yr he decided not to go to thailand. Instead, sjh convinces him to go to theirs. 2. Vannesa and song he are on a trip so they left sjh at the company. Sjh is tired of paperwork so he begs hg to accompany him, he does, sjh gets jealous of xiao song LOL, hg helps him w paperwork. 3. Recording hg singing a song and putting it as ringtone. 4. Going live to sing songs, hg becoming popular with people, sjh wanted to show his wife off lol. 5. Going to brazil for a music festival. Its told that sjhs recovery was long and hard but it didnt leave lasting effects, hes able to play guitar now. They wear matching outfits again and sjh lifts hg on his shoulders. Hg is happy and sjh tells him he wants to show him more fun things :'). It ends as "thankfully they have a lifetime for it." --------- Reading from 55ish because its where he kidnaps him and locks him up in an island. mc isnt interested in him anymore, tells him he slept with driver? mc2 keeps begging. after a while they take a plane back (mc2 keeps not wanting to let him go and kisses him twice without consent) > mc meets president? and has an offer to go to singapore, fen zheng (second ml) asks to be with him but mc rejects him > next day mc2 appears and gets inside hs house bc he has the keys > mc goes out with fen zheng to meet someone and mc2 finds them, both fight but he gu dgaf, he gets into his apartment, they fight again, sjh is finally realizing he gu isnt just mad but wants to actually cut ties, leaves after crying, he gu also cries > mom visits him and sister stays with him, zhou heyi (twink who has feelings for him lol) arrives and stays in another place, sjh is waiting for him at his door, sjh discovers then him at hotel friend is staying and comes to conclusion they slept tgt (he gu told him he did before but idk if it happened cant rmr), sjh noncons? him > other guy gets in jail? bc of sjh (dude punched him) and he gu asks him to spare him, he does after he gu agrees to take care of him, sjh tells him he can top him, he gu refuses > mom arrives and sjh has to leave, mom begs him to consider, he gu refuses, then sjh announces in concert (invited he gu but didnt go) that he would retire and dedicated a song to him, he gu listens from tv, next day he gets bashed with susu in airport, sjh appears and defends him, both go to hotel and sjh admits hi true initial intentions/mistakes, he gu doubts but then dismisses him > he gu almost gets kidnapped but sjh saves him and gets multiple injuries, visits him on hospital, he gu goes on vacation and doesnt reply his texts > gets call from father and goes back, sjh isnt eating or sleeping bc he thought he gu was avoiding/escaping, cleared that misunderstanding, HE GU DECIDES TO START OFF AGAIN > sjh recovers and goes to event with him publicly (wearing matching outfits as he promised he gu in hs)