Wish You All the Best
last ch i read: 64 (on TMO as Por favor deseame) trope: prosecutor (fiscal) alpha buys scentless omega for him to give him wishes so that he recovers from his illness. omega has a dark past, was on a facility to produce omegas, sa-ed by director and only maintains a cnnection to him bc that place has his mother (not confirmed tho). he avoided giving alpha true wishes, alpha manipulated everything and arranged a gang rape but then only did it himself, constanly, and lately hes been forcing himself on omega multiples times so that he can obtain true wishes. omega was actually starting to love him and abt to confess before that night, now seems to still have feelings for him but feels more like giving up and stockohlm, doesnt want alpha to marry. then its just continous rape whild omega interchanges texts with the center director to save his mom. pervert beta buttler is changed to alpha by outside source. omega gets suicidal bc his mom could be dead, but alpha doesnt let him go out to find out, but he does ask his ppl to investigate. buttler comes and tries to rape mc but then dies and alpha saves him. heat and rut happen at the same time and they have sex. alpha is gentler these last chapters but omega refuses to eat. now secretary told omega that he might be pregnant. Btw during visit from detectives mc discovers there are cctv in the house and flashback to ml carving his name on mc's back with oen he gifted i think. as part of the lore: alphas infected w virus need ro receive prayer from omega bondee, but if anyone dies it affects the other, ml realizes the reason mc never gave prayers correctly was to be able to leave him easily, he never intended for a real bond, he doesnt believe mc telling he loves him, hes been conducting an inv for mc's mom, mc finds out but says it doesnt work for him cuz he used to beg him for help and to go out but he refused, also apparently both mom and son were sold to alphas or sth. also, hes pregnant and now that house is without cctv he plans revenge agaisnt ml. First, he goes to him to seduce him where ml yells that mc never liked him and was trying to hurt him, mc comvinces him he loves him, to manipulate him for 3 months until baby is more formed and he can run away. They start acting like a married couple, having sex, doing stuff tgt and mc making food. Secretary gives him a key to escape cuz he doesnt want ml to suceed. One day, ml goes to investigator doctor and hes told abt experimenta where mc shoulsve been like hundred of times, they kept omegas in basement cuz high stress made them have a unique and strong scent, ml recalls he could smell it before the first time when he abused mc, he feels guilty. Ml goes home and tells mc they should stop sharing feromones, mc panics and cries cuz his plan would fail. days pass amd they go to normal but ml takes him to a house outside, mc discovers ring box, thinks its perfect to leave him. He drugs ml and shows him pregnancy test, then leaves, ml remembers that he was turned into an alpha by a drug, similarly to how mc drugged him, by his own mother whom also whipped him and its why he has the scars on his back, ml had a plan abt giving mc something and possibly letting him go or sth, but couldnt. He realizes he fucked up and mc gave him chances many times but he never said i love you back, and also told him abt not wanting an undesired baby, he believes he doesnt deserve it, mother used him and brought many imegas for him but he developed a condition abt being sensitive to smells iirc. Anyway, time passes and they keep discovering more hints abt where he could be, until one time ml burns himself and he receives healing deom a prayer, mc did it unconsciously cuz he was watching him from secret basement, ml goes crazy and self harms more than once until he realizes mc must be nearby, and hes told that it must be that since mc is oregnant they share pain and pregnant omegas not only need pheromones but they also can cure without contact, ml realizes mc was pregnant. One time he leaves papers for mc to read and he does it, discovers what was in box were his mothers remains, he cries. Then days later ml selfharms again but this time stabbunt himself on palm and arm and drops in water, mc feels it and goes to save him, hes taken ro hospital and is given another chance to run away but he decides to stay, he saw how bad ml crashed out and that he was very sad. Ml wakes up and sees him there, but then mc passes out.
The Abyss
last ch read: 44 plot: idol mc, has a stalker big guy, he offers to be his sponsor now that mcs group got separated and he had no jobs but mc rejects it. then out of nowhere he gets a cover magazine and that makes him popular, ml goes to his fansign, then is presented to mc as his bodyguard. mcs career is going well and he gets drunk one night and sleeps with bodyguard thinking its ex bf. except he gets a call from his ex bf who he had a scandal and decided to broke up with, one day when hes recording the ex bf appears, mc is scared but bodyguard defends him and avoids a rumour. mc forgets his phone at studio, goes back and meets ex again, slaps him and rapes him. btw before this mc had a experience where a guy wanted to enter into his apartment, sth abt the code and pad. he got scared bc it happened at 4am. one day he goes to his apt and finda broken glass, reports it but police doesnt do anything, bodyguard defends him. all of it was him btw. i think before this was the livestream where bodyguard hugged him idk. anyway so bodyguard offers his place and to stay tgt with mc. he accepts and bodyguard takes out the camera from his teddy bear, puts him so that mc finds it, he does and discovers he was filmed a long time ago, and that he had sex with ml. ml tells him he hid it for his sake and that ex bf mentioned sth abt it as if he knew so mc believes its ex bf. ex bf is out of the apt and starts yelling, mc lets him in to avoid scandal, puts him in his place but ex bf is abt to hit him when bodyguard steps in, and lets ex bf hit him. ex bf runs away, ml follows him and hits him, was abt to kill him but mc went to find ml. then they sort of sleep tgt > become bfs. ml becomes even more aggressive with time, risking mcs career bc he forces him to do it on public spaces. mc get angry but ml always manipulates him and mc wants to avoid fighting. mc gets a small role in a tv show, hes filming and gets to know other people, one guy in particular sort of flirts w him, ml goes crazy jealous and hurts himself on set to have mcs eyes on him and mc sees how he stabbed his palm himself. meanwhile mc kept asking others abt ex bf because he disappeared, ceo told him he was going outside of country and same as ex manager. THE TWIST(?) is that ex bf was the stalker who installed the cam, but still ml was another weirdo and is from a chaebol family so he has a lot of money and paid ceo for everything, as well as mcs apt and for more opportunities. he met mc when he was finishing highschool and was in love at first sight and mc told him his debut was accepted. present day > 1 month goes by and mc kept sort of avoiding ml. the last day of shooting comes and he was going to go to the dinner but ml suddenly appears, he pulls him and shouts at him, saying hes ungrateful and more, jealousy attack, mc gets scared and cries, he is saved by coworkers who saw him being pulled. mc decides to go w them. btw ml has mental issues due to sth in his childhood. mc comes back to home, finds ml, ml throws him around, rapes him even while mc is called on his phone and its that co-actor, mc gets angry and slaps him, wants to break up w him, except ml grabs him and hits him. END OF S1 S2 >>>> mc wakes up, ml put a ring on his finger, tells him theyre at their house and he will never let him go, mc is scared, tries to leave but ml shows that he slept for 2d and there were no news ab him and tells him hes paying ceo and ceo knows. he rapes mc, mc tells him no multiple times, ml hits him again. next day mc hides from him in the room, ml breaks windown from door and tugs his hair, later he rapes him again, director from company wants to find mc. mc keeps getting raped, hes lost weight. ml forcefeeds him but mc faints, then they go out in the snow for a walk, mc notices he has security all around the house. ml tells mc they can have another walk if he eats, mc sees an open window, sneaks out, mc jumps while ml watches him, twists his ankle and starts running towards the forest.
Rent Boy
plot is about a guy being allowed to enter a salon by his father whos wealthy. his first time is with another guy whos the number 1. after that he keeps seeking him and they develop friendship and fall in love but father fucks him until his son finds them. mc told ml that his first man was mls dad when he was younger, he was in orphanage. mc tells him to give up trying to save him but ml doesnt and asks help from another woman and they buy him but turns out thay woman had another business, mc is drugged and gangraped and ml watches. mc is taken away by some gang guy, is raped by them until ml arrives and father protects son so he dies, son is his mothers son but apparently not his fathers biologically, also there was some incest there wtf. THE ENDING PISSED ME OFF. ml confines mc just as he was at the beginning and plans to marry, mc will be kept in a cage basically, although he says he decided that and only ml has access to his room but still... like father like son.
Save my love
plot: gong dies and reincarnates in the body of an abuser. said abuser is married to an omega who he rapes and beats, he does his best to protect the omega from now on and until one incident of his rut where he rather hurt himself instead of the omega, omega realizes its not him and he tells him everything (he also told another doctor). he starts studying for doctor and omega starts studying too. they start as friends but they fall in love, gong saves shou from a lot of stuff, one time he is beaten but saved by him, another time gong collapses for overworking bc his past is that his parents put too much pressure on him, shou tries to kill himself, except later he is reassured the abuser died. both get united to an organization to help omegas (there is a center where theyre given to if they get tossef aside by alphas and make them pregnant agaisnt their will). the two of them, the blond doctor and his omega who is also a doctor and the other doctor team together and they save gongs mother by divorce and putting father and brother in jail, and start a march (one omega kills alpha abuser but kills himself later...). after the march, omegas at the center escape and some kill themselves there burning everything with the betas inside who abused them. shou asks gong to marry him and thats how it ends. I FORGOT both of them get therapy to heal, individually and they get better with time. For side couple: pink hair omega x doctor. omega was raped by his father, father beat his mother, then hes sold by his father to alphas to get money. omega was alone since 12 and hates alphas. gong tries to help him but omega always fights back and bites him lol. but on the extras their ending is open and gong realizes its not just that he wants to help him but he likes him and he tells him. omega mc starts getting therapy.
Mary Jane
last ch i read: 50 plot: mc is a psychologist that works q police, aftef treating a detective in bad state one guy gets into his car and treathens him to become his therapist, he has to accept and does it, on first session he is violent and even forces mc to eat a sandwich and talks ab his dog, made certain advances on him to make him touch his scars > second session on xmas in a remote cabin, he almost forces mc into a blowjob but pushes agaisnt his mouth and comes which is still SA , mc tries to make him understand rape and sex isnt the same, ml confesses he has fantasis ab him and that he wants to have sex w him and touches him, mc uses rewards if he contains himself and verbalizes instead of acting with kiss on the cheek, ml then tells him his father basically treated him like his dog and both grew up in a basement, btw he started the fire that killed his parents and he hs scars bc he went back to save his dog so hes kinda a sociopath or a psycho lol > mc tells the unstable retired detective he knows who father is, he kidnaps mc by using drugs but gets killed by someone in front of him when he tried to kill mc, mj saves him, bathes him and they rut into eo, mc still on drugs and doesnt push him away lol, then he asks help from friend whos a doctor. mc wakes up and remembers ml comforted him, ml also kissed him while unconscious btw. ml cant control himself and humps on him and makes him come twice, then he asks not only kisses to stop but for the dr to tell him he likes him and it works although he kept kissing him on the mouth. then ml tells him that if he stays w him he wont contain himself and mc stays, mc again loses control and they have sex, a bit rapey, theres penetration, they do it twice. mc returns to the city, ml has to stay low due to police, everyones trying to find 'father' and mc gets to know about 'crack', second in comand. mc is suspicious any of those is the person who survived from his thesis. mc tries to make things clear w ml but ml wants him; mc explains he cannot treat him as patient if he wants him, so both agree to date. ml buys the apt next to mcs in the same building and they sneak into mls house and have a date. theres sex while mc gets called on the phone and another time theyre interrupted by same thing. anyway so mc faints one day and someone carries him, a dr who will now work on the same hospital, from clinic team, it appears hes father but idk. mc is given time off, ml suddenly comes to his apt agitated bc father told him he was going to get close to mc. The truth is that ml did work for crack but he didnt know it was delivering drugs, and he lured him in saying ml could get to meet mc and told everything abt him, ml got obsessed with mc when he saw a documentary and mc was the only one who didny refer to him as victim. ml was angry father might take him away or rape mc, wanted to rape mc but mc told him that if he did they couldnt be lovers anymore and he doesnt want to feel used, convinced him to take a bath to calm down. ml accepts and stops. ML is also not having sex w him only for his own pleasure and is learning rape isnt sex. he discovers mc likes spanking. days later mc is kidnapped and hes gang raped in a party, crack (patient from his thesis) kidnapped him to end the hunt from father, whos whis cousin. ml arrives and lits everything on fire and kills. mc is saved and he has reaction to being in a car just like before (bc he was almost killed by that officer before), ml calms him down and suggest him to have sex to create better memories inside. mc accepts and they now sort of have a dom and sub dynamic.
Into The Thrill
last ch read: end of s1 ch 26 mc doesnt like anything in life except his violin, his father cheated on his mom while she was alive with his now stepmother, has a daughter. mc has a 'friend' who calls him at 3 am all the time but mc avoids his calls, he gets crushes too easy and mc tires of him. mc is promiscuous and has diff partners. at first he was with guy who hired him for his album but then he went abroad, days later he came to his apt bc he was worried. he also has another guy who he was during his student days but got married to a girl, they only masturbate tgt. mcs friend dies. mcs father cuts his credit card and mc doesnt have where to stay, he gets picked up by another guy but he tries to rape him, mc punches him on the eye. days previously he has been encountering a black hair guy, an attorney, hes everywhere he goes. after mcs friend dies, he realizes hes the one the friend slept with before 'comitting suicide'. mc doesnt want to take his friends man away. but attorney ml helps him with that situation, although mc isnt grateful lol. ml treats him badly, always saying he spreads his legs and that this wouldnt have happened if he only had sex w the other guy. ml then one day shows up to his house and tries to rape mc until he stops due to a call. then hes told to perform for someone and goes bc he needs money and asks his dad to only let him keep the apt that was going to give his stepmother, realizes its ml who hired him, rejects the idea of playing but then he does. ml starts an investigation for mcs father and stepmom and blonde bwf was involved too, mc asks him to let them go for his step sister, ml did it bc mc slept with fwb looool. at the end mc convinced him by seduction but ml told him that he wont act and mc will have to ask him to fuck him.
Toxin