Sura's Lover
plot: mc saves ml, his sect dislikes ml but he defends ml, one day theres a profecy that a tragedy will happen and the sect starts treating ml worst, mc and ml fall in love and have sex, but when they did ml said he will never get away from him and mc mentioned he had sex w someone before which had ml choking him and being very posessive. hes like that w the rest of the sect bc they want to make moves on mc, one time one older guy tried to SA mc but is saved by ml and he almost kills him. mc defends ml again and ml asks him to leave w him but mc refuses, then his master dies and mc is framed, ml helps him escape but is given a drug and ml ties him when he notices hes the one that poisoned his master, tries to run away and sees his sect dead, he tries escaping until an abyss and decides to throw himself but survives > MC LOSES HIS MEMORY and ml takes care of him, is told theyre lovers, one guy meets them who was mcs father friend and wanted to tell him abt his sect but ml kills him first and mc doesnt know so they have to escape, they get into the city where physicians arent allowed and meet ml2 who used to be with ml before and is obsessed (not clear if they were ever tht tho), he rapes mc and then says if he tells ml he will kill both so hes silent then hes raped again by him and ml finds out marks on his neck, cant kill ml2 bc if he does he will tell emperor and emperor wants to kill both, when abt to cross bridge ml2 makes mc fall and ml falls to get him too and doesnt care if ml rats them out, mc is found by another guy, mc starts liking this guy (emperor? prince?), ml3. ml3 and mc have sex, dubcon, drug induced but mc kiiinda liked it, felt bad for btraying ml and for being raped by ml2. ml3 tells him hes found his lover ml. mc waits at a spot but is kidnapped by ml2. ml2 plans to kill/rape him, until ml arrives and kills him, mc also stabs him. mc and ml have reunion sex and go to the capital bc ml3 gave him instructiond to find a physician. that man is jisung, ml4, mc's original lover. he helps in treating mc's memories. mc finds out that ml hid that he knew abt his village/past, he gets angry, he gets close to ml4 and remembers he used to love him (childhoof sweethearts). ml gets very jealous and wants to kill ml4. ml rapes mc. Ml4 tells him he treats mc badly and ml tells him to back off. all three go to mc and physician's village. he remembers more stuff abt him and ml4 being lovers. one day people arrive (to hurt ml) and ml kills them. mc is told to hide but he goes out and hugs ml, feeling sorry that he had to kill. mc tells ml that hes wanted (ml4 told him), but he would stay by his side. Ml recalls that mc saved him when he was a kid, the only one offering to host him (ml had issues w goverment, used to be emperor or sth), ml fell for him. when he came back years later, his village people wanted to kill him, mcs father told him it was how theyll be able to survive. ml killed all of them, mc still doesnt know atp. mc falls ill. Mc remembers ml4 "abandoned" him but ml4 explains, the mcs main physician actually had both acting as prostitutes, bc they have to please nobles, he told ml4 the only solution is that he takes mc's place. MC almost has sex with him, thinks if he stays he'll fall for ml4 again so he decides to part ways. they separate and mc taked exam. becomed physician and ml4 is his sup. Ml3 whos actually the crown prince visits them and introduces correctly to mc, mc gets shy bc he had action with all three lol. Mc and ml got married btw they have rings. Ml4 is still trying to see if ml is culprit, girl doesnt confess. Crown prince (ml3, ml's cousin) beats up one of them (they went with others) and tells them to forget about it, mc cries bc all he wanted is to know the truth, still believes ml is innocent. Btw ml3 changed ml for being "wanted", mc was grateful. Now he noticed the crown prince's real face. crown prince wants to rape mc but he manages to stop him everytime. mc remembers and hides from ml. ml realizes mc knows. crown prince kidnaps both and asks mc to let him bed him to save ml's life. mc accepts and first theres a threesome then just rape after ml leaves the room. ml4 tries to help mc escape, mc refuses ml and says he doesnt love him anymore, ml transforms and becomes sura (he was suras incarnated but was running away from his fate bc he wanted a beloved and no wars), ml kills ml4, mc is captured by him, ml kills crown prince in a battle, mc is offered as human sacrifice. ml now has mc captive and mc tries to kills himself, never responds to ml's letters. manhwa ends w ml not repenting having become sure bc he now has mc.
Beasts of Desire
last ch read: 35 end of s1 plot: mc's dad died and he has 2% shares of his family company. He inflitrates into MLs house to make a deal w him, he wants to give him the company (and kill him later), bc he wants to avoid uncle to have it all. ML doesnt take it and instead forces him to give bj and says the only thing he has of interest is himself and he'll own him from now. He also fucks him, first time MC bottoms, hes like a nympho, he has sex w both but never bottomed. Uncle tries to keep MC but he runs away, seeks to be on MLs house. Btw ML keeps him on a leash figuratively bc he doesnt allow him to have sex w anybody, one time MC does and then ML comes into hotel room w the other guy and fucks Mc in front of him then kills him bc he wanted to video him. MC is now the director of the company or sth, ML makes do stuff for him to get transferred more % of the company, he makes cousin fuck up and MC gets what he wants. MC tells him how to behave at an event, then fucks him on a pool. MC has fear of water bc uncle tried to drown him when he was a kid. MC almost faints. Then he goes crazy bc he doesnt have sleepinh pills and cant fuck, ultimately gives him and asks ML to fuck him (before he asked ML to give him his ass LOL). MC and ML fuck many times. One time uncle invites ML to office to drink and MC arrives, drinks and gets poisoned, tells ML he owns him now. Days later they keep fucking, btw MC feels his uncle killed his dad and tells ML this. MC gets a call from ML apparently, goes outside and gets kidnapped by uncle, uncle fingers him many times, he brought him to an island, Mc cant escape. Uncle reveals he had sth to do w his dads car accident, he killed MCs mom or sth/tried to separate both parents bc he was obsessed w his dad (no blood related). Then MC was born and he realized he looked like his father and planned to rape him on dec 25th the date he met his dad. Was about to rape him when ML arrives from a window.
For My Weirdo
Plot: mc works at ice ski and meets rich ml who tells him he loves him. Hes weirded out but has an accident where he falls and ml starts taking care of him. Since he cannot work anymore ml offers hotel, mc stays there reluctanly, ml also discovers he self harms. One night he spirals and starts self harming again, ml finds him, makes dr visit him and cures him, mc is called by ganster (and before he was found by one of his guys, but ml defended him, on their first meeting), he goes there and has forced sex, he does it to pay debt parents left him. Mc rememberrs how hes been doing this forr long and one time he didnt want to but that ganster raped him worse after mc caused a scar by accident. Later mc was ab to leave hotel but mc was there so he stayed, they start kissing but notices mc has fever so he calls dr next day, he starts being treated and dr recs therapy, mc is willing to but avoids certaim questions. Mc gets drunk from party and smoking at stairs, mc holds him, keeps calling him, making him eat and stuff, now hes living in ml's house iirrc, he also gave him his card so mc is using it now. For two days he disappears bc he had to ggo to see gangster, then goes back to house and is abt to kill himself by throwing off balcony during rain but ml stops him. Mc asks him to have sex with him, rough, ml does but does it gently. They keep having sex those days. Mc also recalls his childhood, parents wanted him to be the best at playing cello, he hates it, he was punishd and beaten for it as a child. Meanwhile ml is having ppl investigate eveyrhing ab mc, and they find he himself supossedly borrowed money from gangster. Decides not to pay his debt yet since mc doesnt want to owe anything to ml. They went to a beach house and stayed there, have sex, until ml has to cb. He recalls his decission to exposee mcs family bad practices made mc end up in this situation, but hes scard to tell the truth. He goes back to hotel and finds gangster with ml's card in his hands, mc lost it before but didnt know wheree it was. Gangster was lookibg into what mc was up to. Ml believes mc has a lover cuz of the hickeys he has at times, mc dosnt correct him, ml doesnt know hes forced to sell his body. Gangster tell him the truth abt ML, that he was the one that exposed his family and lead to where he is now and tool advantage of him, ML arrives and mc avoids him, goes away, both look for him but no camera saw him leave building. Mc is near sea crying and is found by a kid and his grandma who take him in. He lives there for a few weeks, then ML finds him one time that mc is selfharming and attempting suicide by drowning, ml holds him back, but mc tells him he wants to be free, so ML tells him he will and leaves him alone. Gangster finds him and tells him to follow him, mc does. Both live tgt for weeks, have sex and everything, mc eats less and has nightmards, keeps crying, gangster forces him to say he likes it and he feels good, gangster asks a therapist abt it and hes told maybe mc got used to the medicine for depression and needed to bring him in, gangster goes back and sees mc throwing up, gets angry cuz mc is getting thinner snd throws him, mc hits his head in shower, gangster yells at him and makes him cry. Leaves and comes back, realizes mc is in bed and when he checks on him, mc is bleeding in his head, brings him to hospital, mc wakes up and his memories of bad things are gone, thinks gangster is ML and smiles a lot. While he was unconscious gangster realizes his state is his fault. ML is outside of the hospital room when mc wakes up. Backstory from ML was that his mom selfharmed when he was a child and he didnt tell his dad until his mom attempted suicide again, he goes away but after that thwy were able to be a family again (after his father sort of blamed him for what happened), until his parents died in accident when he was now an adult. Gangster backstory: dad beat him and almost kills him bc they ran out of drugs (in present time, gangster does drugs), he defended himself and kills him. MC's backstory with both: each one interacts with him the first time when MC was at his parents funeral, ppl came to ask money, ml talked to him in the snow and told him it wasnt his fault (bc he kept saying it was and apologized to everyone that asked for money). Then gangster comes and tells him he must pay his parents debt. Gangster keeps pestering in his job, then one time hes abt to be harmed by another money lender and asks gangster to protect him and he'll do anything he wants. Mc confuses ML with gangster, and believes theyre each other, gangster takes advantage of this and they have sex. One day ML comes to see MC and realizds he lost part of his memory, doesnt rmr him but confuses him with gangster because he keeps getting few memories back, runs away. ML comes to see him other day snd they talk more, mc realize he isnt afraid of him. Mc asks gangster about his promise to live near seaside, gangster doesnt understand bc it was ML who made that promise. Ml asks mc to go somewhere at night, mc sneaks off but is foubd by gansgster, he makes him get out of car after a while in the forest and he attacks him saying he knew mc was planning to leave with ml and that he pretended to lose memory, mc now remembers and gangster chokes him, until he releases him and mc cries, he tells mc he cant let him go but if he ever beats mc again he shiuld use a gun and puts him into pisition to shoot him. Mc refuses and yells at him that he doesnt carw sbout what he wants and gangster agrees. ml arrives and comforts him, gangster tries to stab ml, mc tries to put himself in middle but he is thrown to side, mc grabs gun and points it at gangster, other ppl arrive and shoot mc on his chest, gangster workers grab him when he tries to grab mc and tell him they need to go bc police if after him and need to escape. Then time skip and gangster is drugging himself again bc he received papers saying mc died, while the truth is rhat ml made that up and kept mc being attended by drs. Seasons passes and then mc wakes up. Mc is sad bc now he remembers it all and asks why ml never told him the truth. Ml sets him free and mc goes away. Mc starts luving for himself after debt was paid and he got his own apt, ml said he wouldnt follow him or try to contact him. Mc goes to therapy and does better, he learns how to get himself out of panick attacks. He realizes he misses ml. He goes to see him when he sees news he would bw stepping down from ceo position and that rumours and bad press was happening. Ml is drunk but finds him outside of his house, mc is cold after waiting a lot of time. Mc confesses what he feels. They get into a healthier relationship, ml works while mc goes to his classes now, plays cello for ml one time after a long while and he makes mistakes but it isnt tormented now, his meds got a lesser dosage now and is being comforted by ml with his nightmares. Ml fulfills his promise of buying a house near the seaside, they live tgt. END Side story > off the record au, both ml and mc are a secret pairing, gangster actor implied to love mc too but respects that theyre a couple and it finished when they end recording FMW. Bonus story: gangster is told mc is alive, goes to see him one time, he sees him happy with ml and smiling, he walks away, didnt want to keeo the cycle of abuse from his father. gangster realizes he "killed" mc.
Corrosive
Last: 39 s1 finale Plot: zombies au. Mc goes with friends (one of them a twink), as refugee with another group, leader tells mc to give himself over if he wants to save twink and have him untounched. Mc accepts, ml rapes him. Next morning mc thinks thats it but ml tells him he will keep him and that wasnt what he promised. The guy who wanted to rape the twink now wants him and makes mc and him fight, if mc loses hed be raped by that guy, he stabs guy. Ml holds back bc his hole was ripped and bloody from the first night. Mc was virgin but gave oral to twinks dad. Twink killed dad, hes psycho but hides it, mc doesnt suspect. Ml helps mc giving ointment. Mc and friend plan to escape in few days. Mc gets raped by ml multiple times again and realizes day have passed, he tries going out but guy finds him and rapes him until ml arrives, he cuts an arm off, mc later sees twink friwnd but twink slutshames him, mc cries, zombies enter and ml saves him, ml tells him he knows where friend is and others, makes mc give oral, tittyfuck and ride him to forgive him bc mc wanted to go away from him. Zombies surround them, ml confessws he can talk to zombies and they usually obey him, he told them not to attack him. When they reach one place, mc is left there after being fucked again, hole dripping, new guys arrive and rape him a bit until ml arrives, kills most of them. Ml carries him and rapes him later. Mc has called ml monster twice, ml likes it lol. Ml also explained he can make his body change but that he cannot control when he gets hot or when his dick gets bigger inside mc lol. BTW FORGOT TO SAY twink tried killing ml while mc was being rapdd by other guy, tried stabbing but it didnt stab his bodu and glass got destroyed. So ml strong af, not a human i think. Backstory of ml, he was born from mom infected psycho idk, he grew up by himself and wasnt lved by mom or grandmom. Present time, they have sex again, then they get kiidnapped.











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