Tired Of Anime And Manga

I don't know how to comfort people and i wanna be there for my friend and it sounds like she's having a tough time at home-
Help-

I WILL PROMISE YOU TEARS OF JOY! VERY MUCH GUARANTEED
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_story_about_a_cat_reincarnated_in_a_different_world_where_there_are_no_cats/

So ive been just doing the regular.. yk reading and whatnot. Me, being dark im like ‘hey! where’s the dark people at?’ And not like the ‘tan’ passing mfs. Like I haven’t even seen another race of people. I’m tired of it omgg. And I’ve read a good amount of mangas. And webtoons also! And maybe I’m ignorant because mangas are a Japanese thing? I think?(correct me if im wrong). Does that have anything to do with it?

i don’t need sleep
i need answers
(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

so whenever i read a popular but bad yaoi i feel pretty good while reading it (i feel good nearly every time i read a manga because manga is my way of coping) but then i rate it low or high then drop it. i end up wondering "huh, why did i rate this low? i remember liking this??" then i re-read and realise it's shit. it happened today when i noticed titan's bride updated and said i would try read it but instead i avoided it. then on the forums i see people putting reasons why it has a bad plot. i think the reason why i sometimes feel this way is because the time i read some of these, i was going through a fujoshi phase. although, sometimes i read a yaoi/manga nowadays and experience the same thing but for a short time. does anyone else experience this? anyways how do i just avoid shit manga in general? sometimes you can't trust ratings and i don't like the feeling of no longer enjoying something you used to enjoy. my patience is quite thin sometimes and i lose interest in things easily so shit manga just annoys me so much like i know its my fault for even bothering to read it despite noticing the bad shit and enjoying it while it happened but it annoys me so much to the point that i'm writing this pointlessly long and angry paragraph.