The end of the begining
[Experience]
2 hours
Dramatic title but true.
Tomorrow is my last first-day of school!
Its 11:20 were I live. I'm sitting in a corner of my room listening to 'Fancy That'. I should be sleeping, but I feel the need to write.
This year has been a tad different from all the others. for the last decade I have been 'depressed' and constantly thinking of suicide. I neve...... 2 reply
Do any of y’all gots school tmr
[Experience]
6 days
Am I tripping or was there another person here a few days ago with that exact same problem. Explain the situation to your teachers, maybe you can work something with them. If your classmates are keeping track of how often you go to pee, they're the weird ones. Be free 5 reply
I feel so embarrassed lately, i honestly just want to jump straight to the weekend
It’s probably not that serious to other people, but i find it so awkward and embarrassing because in my class, I’m literally the ONLY one who keeps asking for toilet permission during lessons. For context, I’m currently dealing with a UTI, so I physically have to go to the bathroom pretty often.
For example, I’d ask to go during Math class, and later on different lesson like physics, I have to stand up and ask for permission again.
It makes me feel full of anxiety and overthinking. Once, i tried to hold it in because i was way too scared and embarrassed to ask, the teacher was lecturing and the classroom was dead silent... but yeah, i learned my lesson because holding it in just makes it worse, i feel like i almost pee myself for holding it in for like 1 hour 20 minutes
Besides that one time, i always force myself to ask, but it feels so awkwardly painful every single time. i know the world doesn't revolve around me and everyone has their own stuff to handle, but i can't stop worrying if my classmates think I'm weird or if they're judging me for constantly leaving/ask for toilet
It’s probably not that serious to other people, but i find it so awkward and embarrassing because in my class, I’m literally the ONLY one who keeps asking for toilet permission during lessons. For context, I’m currently dealing with a UTI, so I physically have to go to the bathroom pretty often.
For example, I’d ask to go during Math class, and later on different lesson like physics, I have to stand up and ask for permission again.
It makes me feel full of anxiety and overthinking. Once, i tried to hold it in because i was way too scared and embarrassed to ask, the teacher was lecturing and the classroom was dead silent... but yeah, i learned my lesson because holding it in just makes it worse, i feel like i almost pee myself for holding it in for like 1 hour 20 minutes
Besides that one time, i always force myself to ask, but it feels so awkwardly painful every single time. i know the world doesn't revolve around me and everyone has their own stuff to handle, but i can't stop worrying if my classmates think I'm weird or if they're judging me for constantly leaving/ask for toilet
did you go to doctor to treat it? then you can ask your doctor to write up a letter explaining that you have UTI and needs to go to the toilet frequently. You just need to show that letter to your teacher if you are shy to open up about your health. It's okay, most people will be understanding and maybe you can be excused from the assembly.
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