dealing with a UTI at school is so embarrassing and exhausting...

I feel so embarrassed lately, i honestly just want to jump straight to the weekend

It’s probably not that serious to other people, but i find it so awkward and embarrassing because in my class, I’m literally the ONLY one who keeps asking for toilet permission during lessons. For context, I’m currently dealing with a UTI, so I physically have to go to the bathroom pretty often.
For example, I’d ask to go during Math class, and later on different lesson like physics, I have to stand up and ask for permission again.

It makes me feel full of anxiety and overthinking. Once, i tried to hold it in because i was way too scared and embarrassed to ask, the teacher was lecturing and the classroom was dead silent... but yeah, i learned my lesson because holding it in just makes it worse, i feel like i almost pee myself for holding it in for like 1 hour 20 minutes

Besides that one time, i always force myself to ask, but it feels so awkwardly painful every single time. i know the world doesn't revolve around me and everyone has their own stuff to handle, but i can't stop worrying if my classmates think I'm weird or if they're judging me for constantly leaving/ask for toilet