toxic friend//? (tw)

tw: mentions of suicid3//
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So my friend that I have known for 5 years has been saying sum things to me that I don't know if it's ok. He knows that I have tried to unalive myself once and failed and that I have a depression, this whole year he has been saying stuff like "you're fine, if you really wanted to commit unalive you would've done it long ago. "
or "if you commit unalive remember to record it and give it to me!!" // "if you're really that depressed then go commit unalive, we don't care, even if you're gone nothing will change." I told him back that I tried to but failed and he said back "well you should try and this time not fail. " he would make remarks about my body, my voice and constantly tell me how much I suck at doing normal things, I don't know what to do help lol