What am I doing?

Today, I tried self harming and it didn't hurt or bleed sadly but then I realised what I was doing. Self harming is wrong and idk why I did that even though I know there's nothing wrong with me (I think). Now I am confused. My life isn't bad and I think I'm happy. I didn't have a hard time today (I think), I was just really nervous about a family gathering. What does this mean? I mean maybe it has the fact that I remember hating my cousins for a reason I forgot?? Anyways, am I just seeking attention or is there something wrong with me??? Am I just being stupid???

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GrayManFace-chan 06 07,2020

There IS something wrong here. When you say "it didn't hurt or bleed SADLY," that makes me wonder why you wanted it to hurt. You may be happy, but that doesn't necessarily mean you're content. Is there something in life that's leaving you feeling unfulfilled (e.g., a goal you haven't yet achieved, something you failed to do in the past)? Is this yo...... reply

06 07,2020

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What am I doing?

tried to kill yourself