Like I've seen people attain nirvana and remain cool in the worst possible scenario some are so optimistic it rubs on me kinda. I've always been a loner but when i don't like something I'm very vocal about it like once i kicked a girl or got into debate/fight with my cousin who glared at his newlywed wife cause she joked about him infront of everyone. The thing that troubles me is the aftemath i spend days thinking i overreacted so i just want to prevent any arguments
