I used to play CRK and like there was this new thing where you can now make your own cookie and there's a townsquare where you meet other players, where we're all playing as the cookie we created. I was so obsessed with the mycookie thing I played everyday ONLY for townsquare and I started getting to know other active members on an active server in townsquare, I made a few friends and one of the players that stuck to me there had the username "selfcest" and holy shit bro I've never been sooooo jealous of a username everybody in townsquare called them "cest" too, like omg I want that too and here I am nicknaming myself selfcest in every platform. I don't really know that guy personally, I never tried befriending them either LMFAO

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LMAOO WHAT?!?! tbh i cant even blame u since i had a somewhat similar experience
(Just gonna info dump here)
Was obsessed with wind archer at that time, and i saw a guildmate with a wind archer pfp and having him as the cookie thing. So normally, as you do, i would play crk everyday (more specifically guild battles cus its satisfying) and then give them a like and continously check their guild activity points thingy. I would enough gifts so that i could nestle in their players liked thingy, idk what thats called. I think i settled for 4th out of 30 but i mightve been pushed back... Anyhow, i opened the app more often since i saw that they had the legendary costume for him and i just freaked out more when i witnessed them being promoted to guild member to officer then leader in real time. Still have that recording lmao. I would always check their guild message ' smile<3' and would geniunely take that message like a daily motivational quote to keep me going thru the day. The fact that they average like BILLIONS?!? of damage in the battles while timeskipping??? Yeah i kinda treated them like an idol now that I think about it...
Part of the reason i havent got back to crk was bc they removed the guild messages even.
Hahahahaha.... Er uhm we yes WE are such twins fr!! Havent even talked w them either