about becoming a writer
Just a question
How would you feel if someone said "If you can't eat why not just eat? Its not that big of a deal"
How would you feel if someone said "If you can't eat why not just eat? Its not that big of a deal"
So I remembered sumn
I stole sumn when I was 4 or 5
But the real question is
HOW AND WHERE DID I LEARN TO STEAL SHIT?!
I REMEMBER I KEPT THAT FUCKING PEN UP UNTIL WE LEFT THE STORE
Bitch my young ass be watching too many movies with my parents
I stole sumn when I was 4 or 5
But the real question is
HOW AND WHERE DID I LEARN TO STEAL SHIT?!
I REMEMBER I KEPT THAT FUCKING PEN UP UNTIL WE LEFT THE STORE
Bitch my young ass be watching too many movies with my parents
about mental breakdown
I just completely forgot about these-
Like i was reading something then you know when you get to the end of the latest update in a chapter? Yeah well i clicked on some of those recommended manga's and i saw that i already had it in my list like... Wtf... I forgot about this...
SO MANY THINGS ARE COLLECTING DUST IN MY WANT TO READ LIST RIGHT NOW AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IT
I am so sorry manga/hua/hwa's please forgive me as i have a bad memory :')
Like i was reading something then you know when you get to the end of the latest update in a chapter? Yeah well i clicked on some of those recommended manga's and i saw that i already had it in my list like... Wtf... I forgot about this...
SO MANY THINGS ARE COLLECTING DUST IN MY WANT TO READ LIST RIGHT NOW AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IT
I am so sorry manga/hua/hwa's please forgive me as i have a bad memory :')
about tried to kill yourself
Sing. It. Now.
Blast to the past
Have fun with the nostalgia and the cringe
And enjoy
Song:
Natalia Kills's song
Devils don't fly
Blast to the past
Have fun with the nostalgia and the cringe
And enjoy
Song:
Natalia Kills's song
Devils don't fly
Mangago keeps messing with the order of the chapters on some of the mangas/manhuas/manhwas and its so confusing
But its good that they fix it
But its good that they fix it
I wanted to tell my mom about what i feel because i just played this game where if you listen to this person and about what they feel you would save their life and prevent them from committing suicide by getting them professional help but the only thing i got from that was being reminded how fucked up my grades are and to stop watching depressing videos because that's apparently where i got what i'm feeling from
I love my mom
I love my mom
about empty thoughts
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/if_you_touch_my_brother_you_re_all_dead/
THIS MANHWA IS SO FUCKING UNEXPECTED ISTG
I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE SOME DARK FANTASY MANHWA OR SOME SHIT BUT THEN SHE APPEARED
This is my new favourite.
I ALSO LOVE THE DAUGHTER FATHER DUO
FUCK CLAUDE FUCK GALLAHAN.
THEY MAY BE HOT BUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP JUST CAN'T COMPARE IN THIS
THIS MANHWA IS SO FUCKING UNEXPECTED ISTG
I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE SOME DARK FANTASY MANHWA OR SOME SHIT BUT THEN SHE APPEARED
This is my new favourite.
I ALSO LOVE THE DAUGHTER FATHER DUO
FUCK CLAUDE FUCK GALLAHAN.
THEY MAY BE HOT BUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP JUST CAN'T COMPARE IN THIS
about i like crying
Have ya'll seen this yet?
http://www.mangago.me/thing/about/338842/?filter=date
http://www.mangago.me/thing/about/338842/?filter=date
about watched hyperventilation
about first yaoi
Stingy with emoji's >:(
Like seriously?
The whole sentence i wrote after that emoji just went poof
Disappeared. And i'm mad (/TДT)/
(I wasn't in an argument btw)
Like seriously?
The whole sentence i wrote after that emoji just went poof
Disappeared. And i'm mad (/TДT)/
(I wasn't in an argument btw)
about caught reading yaoi
Everyone this was a newly gotten fresh unexpired link now if you don't mind clicking it.
https://discord.gg/dswfF8va
Thank you.
https://discord.gg/dswfF8va
Thank you.
about read yaoi in class
Is it just me or does anyone else just randomly get tired of walking and just lie down on the ground
Cause i do
I just get tired randomly while i'm walking and my legs just gave in and so i was just laying there blocking the hallway lol
Good thing no one was awake otherwise dad would've stepped on my hand
I mean it IS 4 am
I need to sleep
Time passes by so quickly i swear it was just 1 am a while ago like wtf
Cause i do
I just get tired randomly while i'm walking and my legs just gave in and so i was just laying there blocking the hallway lol
Good thing no one was awake otherwise dad would've stepped on my hand
I mean it IS 4 am
I need to sleep
Time passes by so quickly i swear it was just 1 am a while ago like wtf
about coming out of the closet
about chat about anything
GOOOD TIMEZONEEEE
I hope you are having a lovely day or a lovely morning :DD
As always, its important to stay hydrated! So drink some nice crisp water right now!! Unless its like... 1-4 am there. Sleep. (●~●)
Before you pass out.... Or again... Idk
So let's start.
If you've got something going on, whatever it may be, talk about it, in real life.
Online is more comfortable, sure, but talking about it with an actual person is very satisfying.
Trust me, I used to be like that too. I refused to talk about it to, well, anyone. So... I turned to c.ai bots... Desperate, I know.
Until I was able to talk about it with another person, a classmate of mine.
You have no idea how good it felt; It had felt like a weight had finally been lifted off my shoulders. Not only that, it wasn't even that hard either! Once the comversation gets to that topic, its really easy to just let it all out. Not as easy as stopping yourself from tearing up though... Haha...
Anyway, point is, believe it when they say talking about your problems or trauma with another person helps. It really does. I didn't believe it either tbh. I thought it was empty advice, but I was proven wrong. So I hope you get proven wrong, too. (* ´ ▽ ` *)
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So I've gotten better at social interaction but I still get nervous going on public transports. I still have trouble keeping eye contact or looking into someone's eyes but I'm perfectly fine in that department when it comes to people I'm comfortable with. I guess this is what they call exposure therapy? Its really helpful. I hope you've gotten better at social interaction too. But even if you haven't, its nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone has their preferences and/or learning paces. You're doing great, I just know it.
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While I would love to say my mental health has gotten better, its... Its not quite there yet. In extreme situations, I think about the balcony a lot... Yeah... Its a work in progress... But if you think about it, we're all just work in progresses. There's multiple possibilities and there's no end for our personal growth. So if somebody is a little mean, its completely normal and human to hate them. But, if you can, try putting yourself in their shoes. You don't have to forgive them or anything (I know I haven't haha) but understanding their struggles is important. It makes you understand why they do the things they do. It gives their actions reason. But certainly not an excuse. Those are different things, do take note of that.
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I would love to chat more but I learned the hard way that mggo has a limit so I'll say my final pieces here. (Please don't get cut off ( ＞Д＜；))
I'm so proud of you for trying. Believe me, its good enough even if you don't think it is.
Its not weak or shameful to cry. Its important to let it out at times or else you might end up doing or saying something you regret.
Whatever is going on, I'm sure you're doing great surviving it. I mean, you're still here, aren'tcha? You've gone too far now; you can't back out ( ｀Д´)/
You're doing an absolutely fantastic job at this, keep up the good work! I have no idea who you are but I'm your biggest chearleader!
Thank you for being alive and thank you for reading, peace
I hope you are having a lovely day or a lovely morning :DD
As always, its important to stay hydrated! So drink some nice crisp water right now!! Unless its like... 1-4 am there. Sleep. (●~●)
Before you pass out.... Or again... Idk
So let's start.
If you've got something going on, whatever it may be, talk about it, in real life.
Online is more comfortable, sure, but talking about it with an actual person is very satisfying.
Trust me, I used to be like that too. I refused to talk about it to, well, anyone. So... I turned to c.ai bots... Desperate, I know.
Until I was able to talk about it with another person, a classmate of mine.
You have no idea how good it felt; It had felt like a weight had finally been lifted off my shoulders. Not only that, it wasn't even that hard either! Once the comversation gets to that topic, its really easy to just let it all out. Not as easy as stopping yourself from tearing up though... Haha...
Anyway, point is, believe it when they say talking about your problems or trauma with another person helps. It really does. I didn't believe it either tbh. I thought it was empty advice, but I was proven wrong. So I hope you get proven wrong, too. (* ´ ▽ ` *)
~■~♡~■~♡~■~♡~■~♡~■~♡~■
So I've gotten better at social interaction but I still get nervous going on public transports. I still have trouble keeping eye contact or looking into someone's eyes but I'm perfectly fine in that department when it comes to people I'm comfortable with. I guess this is what they call exposure therapy? Its really helpful. I hope you've gotten better at social interaction too. But even if you haven't, its nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone has their preferences and/or learning paces. You're doing great, I just know it.
~■~♡~■~♡~■~♡~■~♡~■~♡~■
While I would love to say my mental health has gotten better, its... Its not quite there yet. In extreme situations, I think about the balcony a lot... Yeah... Its a work in progress... But if you think about it, we're all just work in progresses. There's multiple possibilities and there's no end for our personal growth. So if somebody is a little mean, its completely normal and human to hate them. But, if you can, try putting yourself in their shoes. You don't have to forgive them or anything (I know I haven't haha) but understanding their struggles is important. It makes you understand why they do the things they do. It gives their actions reason. But certainly not an excuse. Those are different things, do take note of that.
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I would love to chat more but I learned the hard way that mggo has a limit so I'll say my final pieces here. (Please don't get cut off ( ＞Д＜；))
I'm so proud of you for trying. Believe me, its good enough even if you don't think it is.
Its not weak or shameful to cry. Its important to let it out at times or else you might end up doing or saying something you regret.
Whatever is going on, I'm sure you're doing great surviving it. I mean, you're still here, aren'tcha? You've gone too far now; you can't back out ( ｀Д´)/
You're doing an absolutely fantastic job at this, keep up the good work! I have no idea who you are but I'm your biggest chearleader!
Thank you for being alive and thank you for reading, peace
about what do you want in life
Btw make sure you're eating and drinking properly :)
Hope its been a good day for you so far and if it hasn't then try your best to make it a good day! (Or maybe do it tomorrow instead) Do what makes you happy and relax
Forget about all your worries for a moment because right now you have all the time in the world
This is your own personal space where no one will judge what you do
You're an amazing person and no one gets to tell you otherwise
You're who you are so don't change yourself for someone but change yourself for YOU, change yourself for the better!
Maybe listen to music and calm yourself
Maybe take a nap and have sweet dreams
Maybe just lie down in your bed without your phone in hand and just leave yourself alone with your thoughts :>
These are just suggestions!
Do whatever you think is gonna make you relax
I don't get to tell you how you're supposed to calm yourself because its your choice! This is your life and your rules!
Do whatever makes you happy and make the most of it <3
Hope its been a good day for you so far and if it hasn't then try your best to make it a good day! (Or maybe do it tomorrow instead) Do what makes you happy and relax
Forget about all your worries for a moment because right now you have all the time in the world
This is your own personal space where no one will judge what you do
You're an amazing person and no one gets to tell you otherwise
You're who you are so don't change yourself for someone but change yourself for YOU, change yourself for the better!
Maybe listen to music and calm yourself
Maybe take a nap and have sweet dreams
Maybe just lie down in your bed without your phone in hand and just leave yourself alone with your thoughts :>
These are just suggestions!
Do whatever you think is gonna make you relax
I don't get to tell you how you're supposed to calm yourself because its your choice! This is your life and your rules!
Do whatever makes you happy and make the most of it <3
about forgetting something
I'm pissed disney + isn't in my country
I have so many things i want to watch and most of it is on disney +
...
Guess its just the waiting game... Again... Another streaming service... Out of reach... Haha.... Ha...
I have so many things i want to watch and most of it is on disney +
...
Guess its just the waiting game... Again... Another streaming service... Out of reach... Haha.... Ha...