Ani's experience (3)

I have tried to hang myself multiple times but I just somewhat see a light then suddenly come back to myself, so everytime I didn't die I hide my rope cause I'm scared of my parents getting mad. I did one time stab myself but confused that my clothes only got ripped off. It felt like a curse for me to be alive, this was years ago, I was depressed f......   reply

I was the RK (rich kid) nickname in class cause I'll be throwing money here and there from my classmates or just roll it money on the ground and watch them fight for money. It was fun but I realize how fake they're and used me. It doesn't look like bullying but it does. I never had hobbies back then so I mostly waste my time doing nothing with the ......   reply

Before I confess I think about the possibilities from negative to positive. If I did what should I do next?, do I regret something and if I did regret something what happens after that?. Lower your expectations, I use crush as a way that I just idolize them and hope for someone like them to love me too. Do not push that idolize crap to your crush c......   reply