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Hi guys! I'm 27 y/o single female currently living with my mother. All my other siblings are either married or live abroad.
My problem is I want my own space. Our house has three rooms, one is rented to my mom's acquaintance, one is the room I shared with my mother and the last one was clothes and miscellaneous space/storage.
I just don't understand why my mother would rent the other room to someone else when she can just let me use it. I asked her, and she said she hates when I locked myself in a room.
That's just one issues. I can still tolerate that.
The thing is since I'm single (and maybe young to my family) they keep wanting to arrange my life and change my behaviour and do things according to their wishes.
I'm sick of that.
Everytime I do things how I like, it could be anything, they will question and provoke me. I'm lazy (they said and I agree ) and basically don't do anything around the house unless I want it. I go to work 9-6 and I got so tired so on weekends I don't even go out and just sleep it off. My mother, she always compared me to someone else's daughter. Not good enough, so lazy, not pretty, everything gets compared. Not that I care, I mean, I lived my teenage years trying to be that filial daughter but I get so heartbroken when she doesn't recognise my efforts.
So I'm done with that. I know I'm not a good daughter to her. But at this point, I hate how she expect me to just be obedient like a dog.
I'm tired of this. I want to be left alone.
Everytime we have a fight, my mother will curse at me and chased me out of the house. I'm so fed up with this but I can't even cry.
So last week when we fought again, I decided I want to move away from her. I'm currently looking for a room to rent.
I know my family, they will try to guilt trip me, saying things like I'm arrogant, unfilial, stubborn and stuff.
All this while I lived my whole life hating myself, because from I was young they have always said that not only I'm ugly but I'm also have unlikeable personality. Who will ever like me?
It took me many years to be strong from that kind of toxic manipulation. In my religion and culture, single kids should care of their parents, this is the time we should repay them. But I'm not happy, I want to get away from them. Can I? How I do be strong and not fall in the same cycle again?
My problem is I want my own space. Our house has three rooms, one is rented to my mom's acquaintance, one is the room I shared with my mother and the last one was clothes and miscellaneous space/storage.
I just don't understand why my mother would rent the other room to someone else when she can just let me use it. I asked her, and she said she hates when I locked myself in a room.
That's just one issues. I can still tolerate that.
The thing is since I'm single (and maybe young to my family) they keep wanting to arrange my life and change my behaviour and do things according to their wishes.
I'm sick of that.
Everytime I do things how I like, it could be anything, they will question and provoke me. I'm lazy (they said and I agree ) and basically don't do anything around the house unless I want it. I go to work 9-6 and I got so tired so on weekends I don't even go out and just sleep it off. My mother, she always compared me to someone else's daughter. Not good enough, so lazy, not pretty, everything gets compared. Not that I care, I mean, I lived my teenage years trying to be that filial daughter but I get so heartbroken when she doesn't recognise my efforts.
So I'm done with that. I know I'm not a good daughter to her. But at this point, I hate how she expect me to just be obedient like a dog.
I'm tired of this. I want to be left alone.
Everytime we have a fight, my mother will curse at me and chased me out of the house. I'm so fed up with this but I can't even cry.
So last week when we fought again, I decided I want to move away from her. I'm currently looking for a room to rent.
I know my family, they will try to guilt trip me, saying things like I'm arrogant, unfilial, stubborn and stuff.
All this while I lived my whole life hating myself, because from I was young they have always said that not only I'm ugly but I'm also have unlikeable personality. Who will ever like me?
It took me many years to be strong from that kind of toxic manipulation. In my religion and culture, single kids should care of their parents, this is the time we should repay them. But I'm not happy, I want to get away from them. Can I? How I do be strong and not fall in the same cycle again?
about get to know you
Seme(s)/top(s) that made you drop the manga/manhwa/manhua you were reading because they were too annoying, frustrating, or disgusting?
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Thank you for your time!
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Thank you for your time!
about comic recommendations
My dear fujoshis! Can y'all recomend me a manga with an uke who's taller than the seme? Just thinking about a small seme is UGAHSHSBS. That idea just popped into my mind and now i just have to read one
about read manga
It can be anything your looks, your personality, an obsession anything.
about i'm looking for friends
Hello! I am 19 and I’m looking for people to talk about the things I like and maybe share some hobbies with someone? I have been reading Yaoi since 2014 and I wanna meet people who DO THE SAME!!!
My discord is crayawn#1331
My discord is crayawn#1331
about real life problems
hey there! I was wondering if anyone had any non-sexual or at least not often sexual "yuri" manga recs? I put yuri in quotes because i mean it as more of like the weird line of banana fish, where they're definitley in love, but its not the main focus of the story? Im a lesbian, and ive been relying on media like banana fish, yuri on ice, and given for my daily-dose-of-healty-and-positive-lgbt-content, but they are mostly male-focused. Is there anything you think i could relate to anymore? also, if you don't have any, plain ol' lgbt-freindly content is apprecitated too!
If anyone recs me boku no pico ill rip your throat out. never again.
If anyone recs me boku no pico ill rip your throat out. never again.
about i'm looking for friends
My name is Dri and I'm very lonely, I don't know anyone who talks about the things I like. My hobbies are playing games and write fanfics. I like otome games and jrpg.
I have twitter, Instagram and discord so add me on the social media of your choice (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Let's get along!
I have twitter, Instagram and discord so add me on the social media of your choice (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Let's get along!
about go mad or crazy
Kay so I have an issue, I’m not trying to get professionally checked, but I’m curious if anyone has had any similar experiences before, or know what it is lol.
Aight so anyone be like out and about, then out of nowhere, everything kinda blurs or heavily contrasts and suddenly it feels like you’re in a dream. Like you aren’t in your own body, or like you’re not awake. Like you don’t feel yourself moving but you still do unconsciously. Idk this has been an issue for a while and I have no clue if it’s normal. Usually I can tell when it happens cause like if your in a lucid dream, you have the feeling that you know you’re dreaming, but even though I’m aware of it I can’t stop it or ‘wake up’.
But like the whole kinda out of body gets like forgotten, and then the next time I realized that it happened, I’m already back to normal and I have no clue how long that lasted or how much time passed. Idk I’m curious if anyone else has this happen and knows what it is lol ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Aight so anyone be like out and about, then out of nowhere, everything kinda blurs or heavily contrasts and suddenly it feels like you’re in a dream. Like you aren’t in your own body, or like you’re not awake. Like you don’t feel yourself moving but you still do unconsciously. Idk this has been an issue for a while and I have no clue if it’s normal. Usually I can tell when it happens cause like if your in a lucid dream, you have the feeling that you know you’re dreaming, but even though I’m aware of it I can’t stop it or ‘wake up’.
But like the whole kinda out of body gets like forgotten, and then the next time I realized that it happened, I’m already back to normal and I have no clue how long that lasted or how much time passed. Idk I’m curious if anyone else has this happen and knows what it is lol ╮(￣▽￣)╭
about let's be positive
Usually I can't remember cuz it's long, but among the recent ones I just flipped through 365 a couple of pages just now.
I wonder what people think a title is for? You know, the significance of it.
I wonder what people think a title is for? You know, the significance of it.
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about read manga
about read manga
An anime/manga/manhwa character that yall love so much to the point where you would most likely lick their shoes clean if they asked you to?
For me it would probably be melissa podebrat , sung jin-woo and some other two characters that i forgot the names of.
For me it would probably be melissa podebrat , sung jin-woo and some other two characters that i forgot the names of.
about give life advice
Ok so ever since quarantine started I've been stressing out because of my future
I'm in 12th grade and next year I'm gonna be a college student BUT I DONT FUCKING LNOW WHAT COURSE I WANT I really don't know what to take I don't have a ambition
And this been making me crazy and this been breaking me down
I just want to know what should I do so that I'll know what course should I take
Im a ABM students btw
Please give me an advice cuz I can't take the pressure and stress anymore
I feel so lost I'm afraid that I don't have a great future
I'm in 12th grade and next year I'm gonna be a college student BUT I DONT FUCKING LNOW WHAT COURSE I WANT I really don't know what to take I don't have a ambition
And this been making me crazy and this been breaking me down
I just want to know what should I do so that I'll know what course should I take
Im a ABM students btw
Please give me an advice cuz I can't take the pressure and stress anymore
I feel so lost I'm afraid that I don't have a great future
about let's be positive
Mine would be pineapples on pizza. I really don't understand why so many people dislike this particular food combo.
about give life advice
Aight so basically I’m in a group of 3 friends, and we like talking bout ourselves a lot. So we pretty damn open about deep stuff like lgbtq or like gender. Also we all like anime lol.
So I kinda need advice cause uh one of my friends.... said they identified as a trap. My other friends are rly supportive about him being... a trap. I’m pretty damn confused and I don’t know what to do. Basically this was the text-
“I don't know how to put this but... ||I am officially a trap, this is not a joke, I really felt like I needed to tell someone, I still want people to think I'm a boy, however, I want the people I trust to know I am actually a trap, I don't identify as a girl, I identify as a trap, hopefully you guys will support me, I'm going through alot||“
So..... I’m confused what to do and I’m just lookin for advice.
If you think I shouldn’t use mangago as therepy ( this ain’t therepy but I know peopl will say crap like this) then don’t reply. I just don’t have anywhere else to ask >…>
So I kinda need advice cause uh one of my friends.... said they identified as a trap. My other friends are rly supportive about him being... a trap. I’m pretty damn confused and I don’t know what to do. Basically this was the text-
“I don't know how to put this but... ||I am officially a trap, this is not a joke, I really felt like I needed to tell someone, I still want people to think I'm a boy, however, I want the people I trust to know I am actually a trap, I don't identify as a girl, I identify as a trap, hopefully you guys will support me, I'm going through alot||“
So..... I’m confused what to do and I’m just lookin for advice.
If you think I shouldn’t use mangago as therepy ( this ain’t therepy but I know peopl will say crap like this) then don’t reply. I just don’t have anywhere else to ask >…>
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Just wondering whats everybody’s opinion on who the best animal crossing villager is.For me it’s Wolfgang (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
