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Do you ever feel like suddenly you feel sad, like out of nowhere you just feel horrible, and you wanna cry your eyes out. Suddenly you feel scared but you don't know what you scared of and your heart beats faster that usual and it makes you breathless...

I started at 9 years old but wasnt too crazy i was only there for the art(you know 99% of the yaoi seme are hot) like probebly around 20 manga a month.but then it hit me hard when i turned 10!my inner yaoi demon awoken and boom!suddenly i was watching atleast more than 80 chapters aday and than later the number increased and now i have probably watched over atleast thousands of yaoi manga and hundreds of shoujo since the manga like suddenly become a princess one day is good not like those CEO rape manga and those basically weak protangonist.i also watched some martial arts manga probably more than hundreds too, i was a little crazy about them since they bitchslap every character who bullied them.and so on.now i am 12 and enjoying reading novels,manga and watching anime(i discovered anime at age 3,it was dragonball and naruto)

Anyone can join.
I tried joining others but their discord link is expired
Honestly im just lonely.
Want to talk to any1 about anything

https://discord.gg/x3KQTEa

I'm looking for an artist buddy with a bit of similar skill level.

We could maybe study together about certain topics or motivate each other,
critique (I ain't good but I'll try (๑•ㅂ•)و✧),
or gush about drawing ikemens with each other (I draw bois alot ahaha).

I do screenshares on discord but uh, I'm shy turning on my mic but I find it's enjoyable playing
music while drawing sometimes lol.

I have discord. And insta is mainly where I post art: https://www.instagram.com/kalie_uno/

Comment here if you'd be interested.

Only peeps who are serious wanting to improve at whatever they do.
I'm soo introverted, I hope you are ok with that.
For those who like learning art.

I don't know what I really am. I've had crushes on boys, but they always end with me not caring after a certain point. When boys I liked confessed to me, I would except, but then just break up with them. I always thought that with more experience and time, I'd have change, but I feel like I'm going no where and that I haven't changed at all. I don't feel sexual attraction to anyone, and never have. Sometimes I've felt an 'itch', but never felt a need to satisfy it or anything. Once tried to masturbate, and I felt nothing, just grossed out form having my fingers slimy. I wanted to see if I could do it whilst thinking of a certain type of person, and if it would do anything for me. I think girls are pretty, too; my thought on them and boys are pretty much the same, but I've only had crushes on males. But when I think about having sex with a boy or girl, I just see it as the same, I don't mind touching, but when it comes to sexual or even just meaningful interactions, I get grossed out. I hate being deemed 'in a relationship', and really don't like committing myself to a person for romantic purposes. I attach myself to friends though, and I don't have any sex drive that needs to be filled. Sometimes I think a relationship would be ok if it was going to be like we're good friends, but then I feel like I should let them touch me to make them feel good. I hate that, but if it was a friend, I'd have no problem with them touching me. I don't really look at gender when I feel any itch, and never has it been strong or even something I'd act on. TBH, I just feel it when I'm looking at certain scenes, but my thoughts and actions are never affected by it, and pretty much just act as an itch on the inside of me. I'm a highschool student, so I might be a late bloomer? I'm not too worried about finding out what I identify as, but I do wanna know why it feels like I behind while my peers are becoming more sexually mature. Most of my friends aren't virgins anymore, and I haven't even done anything to get rid of my virginity. Is this asexual, or something else? Is there any other ways I can go about figuring out my sexuality?

Alternatively or follow up question, what is your ideal scenario of how you will meet your significant other?

I want to start a band because I really like music and singing. I am ill equipped for doing anything that has to do with music but I thought I would try because why not. I think it will be fun even thought I’m not sure how it would work because you might live far away, but that’s ok because we could at least be friends if this plan fails. Which it definitely will so here are the requirements I guess... You need to be 15-17, nice, living in the U.S would be good to but I’ll make exceptions, and that’s it... Thank u!! ╮(￣▽￣)╭

So I reread BJ Alex again and Chapter 74 (http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bj_alex/uu/bj_alex-chapter-74/4/) has made me always curious, do males can really "squirt" pee like that? If you by chance experienced this yourself what did it feel like?

How do you cheer yourself up when you have low moments? e.e

Hey hey ~

I’m 20 and I like anime, yaoi, BL.. etc. I genuinely don’t have many friends so I was wondering if anyone wanted to talk and have a group chat where we can just have conversations about our favorite stuff and give recommendations about what to read/watch next I’m super awkward but hopefully this kicks off!
I made a discord for it too!: https://discord.gg/7d3xWPW

Hi, guys! So today I had an exam at 1:30pm and it was midday didn’t take a shower not prepared at all, mentally, physically and intellectually. I was stressing my life out even if I knew I reviewed my lessons etc.
AND THEN, I was soooo stressed that, out of nowhere, I had the urge to masturbate, I wasn’t even sexually excited or anything! (hahaha this is embarrassing lol ). It didn’t even felt good, I just wanted to cry.
It was the first time I’ve ever felt like that.
So, I was wondering, did u ever lived smth similar? Did u once have the urge to masturbate for no reason before?

Well after months of looking for a job I finally got one but the job isnt the one im expecting to be doing and most of my coworker is not helping adjust or telling me what suppose im doing and just let me there and right now i just dont know what to do.....
This also my first job after finishing my degree.

hey guys, i have my final spanish exams this year, but i'm very bad at it. I used to be okay, but last year i stopped to go to school and forgot everything :/ It would be nice if someone could help me! I can teach French if u want too, my instagram is @an7ubis
Send me a message directly, cause my account is private and i won't accept the request if i don't know who this is! thanks in advance :)

I date my bf for almost a year already and whenever we had sex I don’t felt anything at all i mean like no pain, no pleasure and all those shit i supposed to feel when we he entered me. So idk what to do anymore I don’t want to tell him about this thing I don’t want him to be sad. I’m so frustrated rn ╥﹏╥

I just turned 17 and for few days I started to masturbate. Is it wrong that I'm am doing this act. I even tried to stop but sometimes I do it without even realising. I'm afraid that if I cannot even stop myself from masturbating and reading yaoi then will I also lose my virginity easily??? I really don't want to lose my virginity at such a young age without being independent.... please help. By the way I have never dated neither do I want to ...

i just read about '' Dating a fat guy?! '' so i thought than what about fat girls?
would you date a fat girl? i think guys are more acceptable about being fat .
i am a fat girl myself and i am 18 but i never dated anyone .

pls, I need to make fujoshi friends （/TДT)/
add me on servers, and let's talk!
this is my user discord: Moe Lester #5514 ╥﹏╥