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So, as the title says, I don’t think I’m strictly heterosexual. I mean, I could be, but that for now has been pushed off to the side in favour of questioning what I’m really attracted to. So, what am I attracted to? I don’t know. My fictional crushes always seem to be girls, although I know that means nothing. I actually started questioning my sexuality because of a Harry Potter character, Pansy Parkinson. There’s nothing special about her, but in my mind she’s like the ideal girl. I’ve also had a dream about kissing my friend, who also happens to be a girl, although it’s probably nothing. Im not attracted to her or anything, but the dream suddenly came back to me while I was showering and I was so startled that I literally just froze and sat on the ground for a moment. But I think the biggest thing that has me questioning, is Titanic. Not the movie in general, but more specifically Rose. I was nine and I was watching it by myself while my parents were doing something else. Well, you know, that “let me paint you like one of my French ladies” scene shows up, and I’m kind of just mesmerized. It makes me sound like a pervert. But I couldn’t get it out of my mind. I replayed the scene multiple times becuase I got thing really pleasant feeling in my stomach. It made me really guilty but after that I looked it up online and found even more stuff which made me really guilty because that happens when I look at that stuff. The thing is, I don’t just look at the dude when watching that stuff, but also the girl. Heck, this may be too much information but I have gotten off from lesbian stuff and well as gay and most commonly straight stuff. The only thing that makes me uncertain is that I have never had a crush on a girl in real life. I’ve had a crush on a dude, though only one, which lets me know that I’m straight, but I don’t know if that’s the only thing I’m attracted to. I’m not put off but imagining myself with a boy or a girl. In honesty i don’t really think that there’s much of a difference with genders and would be fine with anything, but i don’t know if I’m just thinking it but when it comes down to I’ll only be attracted to the opposite sex. And I can’t imagine myself ever getting married because the whole figure is indistinguishable between genders. I just don’t know what I feel and I’m kind of stupid and pathetic, so I don’t know if I’m straight or not. It may be fine to some people to not label themselves, but I want to know myself the best and it makes me frustrated to not know. That’s why I’m asking. Sorry, I’m stupid so I don’t know. I’m sorry. Also, congrats for reading this long thing.
14 07,2020
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Does anyone know some yaoi that the bottom is muscular while the top isn't
14 07,2020
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I don’t usually like omegaverse for various reasons, but every time I read an omegaverse I see people in the comments asking for babies.

In my case I don’t care to see them have kids and I do get a little bothered that the consensus almost seems to be that just because they can have kids, they should.

So what are your opinions on omegaverse couples having kids?

I personally don’t care for that plot point, but I might be a minority.
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what's your biggest turn off while reading smut?
13 07,2020
i'm seriously worried about them? straight pride is a thing? what? are the heteros ok? i browsed through r/arethestraightsok and i'm seriously mindblown.
13 07,2020
For me it's the uke from scandalous m I just love him
13 07,2020
Mine would be snakes, specifically pythons. They just really have this derpy face. Cobras look awesome but I'll admit I won't go near one because lol, one accidental bite could mean instant death.
13 07,2020
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does anyone here play animal crossing? :’ )
13 07,2020
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I really like the silent hill games (mainly 2 and 3)
13 07,2020
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hi guys , i was just wondering if any of you had school yaois or shounen ai where the uke gets bullied by his classmates . but then the popular seme becomes his friend . uhm thanks in advance
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13 07,2020
my boyfriend loves kissing me because i'm pretty so what should we be called?
13 07,2020
Since there's a shit ton of arguments on this forum, let's lighten up a bit by sharing something that's made you happy,
Whether it be a photo a book or an experience- why don't we try lighten up a bit (bc tbh there are too many self proclaimed 'edgelords' on this website lmao.) (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
13 07,2020
Hi everyone! We have a fairly active and friendly server centered in BL ヾ(☆▽☆) We'd love to have u join us and meet new people who shares the same interests as we do! The only thing we require is that you follow the rules, das it! If ur interested come join us (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ https://discord.gg/NCc2KM
13 07,2020
so i'm making like a board that has manga panels glued to it and i need some high quality images? and i'm kinda having trouble finding good ones. i already have eight pics but i need some more.

i would prefer some panels with no curse words, boobs out/bra/panties, half naked guys, my hero academia, revealing clothes, guns, stuff like that.
(my mom is printing them bc i don't know how to work a printer..)

but stuff like junji ito type manga is a-ok :D
13 07,2020
i have this friend who really likes a girl who i think is sort of out of his reach AND she's already dating someone but he's like literally IN LOVE with her. he keeps talking about her and asking me about her, and he finds the littlest coincidences to say things like we're soulmates and stuff like that. honestly, i don't mind him doing this but it's gotten to this sort of "hopeless" point and being around him is getting draining (probably because he ignores me when i try to politely tell him that the person he likes is dating someone). i don't really know if i should be fr with him or not because i cherish our friendship and i don't want him to be heartbroken, so please gimme some adice :(
13 07,2020
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anyone know this older manga about a guy who stood in for his sister at a photoshoot when he was a child? the other guy falls in love with that picture and thinks it's the sister at first.
13 07,2020
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Sols
13 07,2020
my meme collection sucks ass tbh and the ppl on here have some of the best memes so if any of u have some good reaction memes or just normal memes i would greatly appreciate ur contribution to my stash ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
13 07,2020
tired and depressed
13 07,2020
like can people be genuinely happy? like how? just how? I’m rlly curious, not sarcastic. Like what dafuq is happiness and how can u be happy.
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