He’s playing with our babygirl! ╥﹏╥
...Spoiler(?)
Its soo saddd pls give him a breakk!!! Amon even assigned priest guards that are really strong, cautious, good hearing–to watch Nain so he doesnt kill himself or somehow be harmed I dont even know how that would work since hes a 'god', but his guard/s genuinely think he's depressed and cannot be trusted alone
But why does he do that to Nain??
It still hasnt been clearly said so I still dont really know, sorry ( T﹏T ).. But for certain, Amon does not want Nain to remember his mortal life or go insane by all the human sacrifices he's seen LOL. (Theres a theory that was hinted in the story which Amon devoured Nain, yes. Like ATE him back when he was a mortal and then reborn as a god.. That could also be why, he doesnt want him remembering that??) Do not think my words are the real thing.. maybe in right maybe im wrong.., I am still actively reading so Idk im sorry!!!
The theory was right, Nain has dreams so vividly it has to be right,,.. what!!!?? Amon literally sacrificed Nain so he could follow him in the after-life/be a god. He was butchered up and stabbed while he was CONSCIOUS, as the priests ate him(DO NOT TRUST THE PRIEST OSSEN). Amon watched. Thats why it hurt Nains mind every single time he attented a bloody festival, BECAUSE HE TOO WAS SACRIFICED AND HAD HIS LIFE PUT TO THE SHA AMON, as Amon thrived seeing their blood shed as he did to Nain.... Ohhh.. Im ill... Please tell me this a big joke...
Saw someone say theres no angst before reading... HOW IS THIS NOT ANGST YOU LIAR YOU HAD ME FOOLED MY BABYGIRL IS SUFFERING AND YOU SAY THERES NO ANGST
Yikes, it sounds like this is going to be a stressful read. These new chapters already gave me a anxious feeling
save yourself... my heart is breaking into pieces for him (I say as I continue reading)
So that means there's no feelings whatsoever that amon has for nain that can be considered affectionate?? What about the pink haired guy??
I dont think its that, Amon loves Nain to the very least but hes so out of touch, and not ever connected with humanity or wordly affairs. I guess Amon can be praised because he holds back the urge of his nature to harm Nain.. He cant love even if he tried. The pink haired guy, gwen.. Im in what chap 97 but im still so bad at explaining?? Gwen absolutely likes maybe even loves Nain, he is devoted.. Gwen isnt trying to win Nain over or make him change his mind, but wanting to give him comfort and peace. Thats what I think. Even if Nain still loves Amon as much as it spites Gwen, he still warmly embraces Nain whenever hes having a bad mood or needs to be comfortable. I think thats really sweet, exactly what Nain needs ╥﹏╥ (sorry, I yap a lot)
Omg thank you so much for the spoilers and info, I need to embrace myself and DW about yapping! I could prefer reading it like this than reading 100 chapters low-key. If there more info pls share!
I read all of this, thank youuuuuuu
Thank you so much for sharing
Thank you thank you!!Im in chapter 99, and Nain is finally rebelling slightly. Not against Amon, but the priest Ossen, the one who drank his blood and stabbed him when he was used as sacrifice. I still dont know how far that priest went to hurt Nain but Im checking that out!!. It seems that the priest is the one that sees Nain as a tool, because of his memories that Amon wants dulled Osen is useful(Idk yet, but Amon has this favor with the priest Osen and maybe his family, so he wont take away his position for now? Mind you, that priest is a fucking crazy bastard. He is retirement age but refuses to pass down his title to his heirs. Hes crazy he loves seeing blood shed and suffering.) But since Nain asked for the rituals to be stopped, he now wants priest Osen gone!! And to reach that goal he acted sweet and warm. Smiling and trying so hard to appear no longer detached or gloom, so Amon would think hes happy and grant all his requests, Amon is actually softening too lol... Nains only request is to be taking down Priest Osen, but Amon still thinks hes useful so Nain thinks he wont grant it. Im so sad for my babygirl Nain because in his nightmares where he remebers his lost memories, he lost so many people dear to him, and tried to drown himself in the lake. Nain even started thinking, "Had I pretended everytime was fine and smiled warmly, would he have listened to me?" ITS SOO SADD I hope my explaining is doing this novel justice
I forgot to mention i dont think i ever did the priest Ossen handles the ritual and he like knows the materials to the incense
girl pls keep reading and just spoil everytjinh to me pls i beg i beg i beg thanks cutie mwa
Im not good at explaining and skipped a lot of parte sadly, Im sure the manhwa will explain perfectly and well so just wait!! Im doing my best to spoil you guys!! (Nains fanning guy, Lu, the guy in the first chapters became a Resha to get closer to Nain, but truly it was for Amon. Not in a loving way, but in a way a child admires. And with the way hes acting, wanting to be closer to Nain to enter the afterlife with him.. Yeah, somethings bad is gonna happen. Also also,, this is important I think!! There is dub-con or Idk non-con. When Nain first started remembering he had this nightmare of being sacrificed like I said! Unconsciously he ran out and digged at dirt raw until a fingernail came off. Amon was about to kill every bodyguard until Nain suggested. "Embrace me, I feel fear when you do so" i forgot but it was something like that. Nain was so stressed out +Amon put food inside his hole as punishment too and ate it.)
“It’s because I wish for emotions beyond simply being cherished and treasured by you—and for greater mercy.”
Though it was an impudent request to make to Sha Amon, he neither became angry nor dismissed his words. In fact, not just now, but always—Amon had never ignored anything Nyne said. And yet, he still never showed understanding or empathy.
Some quotes for you guys
The translator seemed to stop translating guys :(( It ended with a cliff hanger.. It was getting so tense and exciting too!!! (The priest Osen knows Nain is plotting something, so now hes planning to create more blooshed by doing a purification ritual under the pretense of killing all the people with a plague out of nowhere)
Nyne stopped, taking a deep breath. He needed the incense Osen Iyad had once brought—the kind that left you numb and thoughtless. If he grabbed any priest and asked to join the ritual, they’d bring it to him immediately. The temptation was overwhelming. He clung to Gwen.
“Gwen. Anything. Please—just make me stop thinking.”
(Putting the spicy time hinted aside, its so sad how Nain has gotten addicted to the ritual incense without realizing it give his heart a break :(( )
Wait nvm.. Last update was July 11. Idk their schedule but dont leave me hanging
I'm reading the novel and I honestly feel so bad for my babygirl Sha Nain. Sha Amon TAMPERS with his memory like yall said. Amon knows he is so sensitive and soft-hearted, because of that he gets easily distressed/depressed so he has to go through 'rituals' that make him dazed for a week to go back to his normal self. My heart aches whenever he feels like he doesnt remember things, even when Gwen, that doesnt know abt it, asked him about a past conversation+ after the ritual–Nain doesnt remember..!.!!. My heart,, its breakingg