
I forgot about this Icl.. So sorry I took a break from reading because I couldn't handle the angs, my heart is weakt!!! The flashbacks to Nains mortal life hurt me soo badd I needed a break.. because how can you willingly say you "love""(acknowledged him as ur mate) him but dont stop your priests from destroying/killing his hometown and the people in it(?).. dont piss me off amon

or I hope I didn't forget but that's how it went. Even if he didn't know, you cannot be a lacking God and let them be fucking tyrants to kill whoever they see fit. To even be his mates hometown. (Mind you it happened after Nain upset Amon so I'm now thinking maybe he sent them there to corner Nain.. man I just might as well go back to reading.m) ngl it pissed me off omfgg

After nice flash-back we see amon flashback and u are misunderstanding him too like omg it's funny u are thinking the same way nine though he thought amon send them but amon didn't amon
Also nine exaggerate a lot, after what happened to nine he got killed so amon saved him and he brought him back to life , nine wasn't grateful to him , also amon got all the bad people that killed his family and friends and took them to nine to revenge on them but nine got mad at him. Like therr is no helping it here nine is a child and thinks like a child it's not like he is a mature human with many human experience to handle and teach his dragon mate , also u say u love someone then u doubt them nine is the human here he doesn't communicate with his dragon, amon on the other hand is a dragon he doesn't communicate by nature but if nine tried he would reciprocate

Now that I think about it, Isnt it justified for Nain to act like a "child"? He was only 18 so he didn't have a damn clue about the godly affairs or whatever.. Bro was 400+ years old and thought he was in his twenties. Soo? Is that not justified, he never knew how to navigate his feelings and neither did Amon lmao couples theraphy when?
I'm reading the novel and I honestly feel so bad for my babygirl Sha Nain. Sha Amon TAMPERS with his memory like yall said. Amon knows he is so sensitive and soft-hearted, because of that he gets easily distressed/depressed so he has to go through 'rituals' that make him dazed for a week to go back to his normal self. My heart aches whenever he feels like he doesnt remember things, even when Gwen, that doesnt know abt it, asked him about a past conversation+ after the ritual–Nain doesnt remember..!.!!. My heart,, its breakingg