
guys... Amon has put Nain through so many loops/cycles.. I cannot believe this.. I genuinely thought Nain only lost his memories because of the rituals but Amon participated in it not by allowing it, but by RESTARTING NAIN COMPLETELY.. "Yes, it's better to start from the beginning again." SAID AMON IN THE MOMENT NAIN WAS HAVING A MELTDOWN.. Mom, I dont want to read this anymore.. Help me quit

Gwens pov came and OHH MY GOOODDDD HES A YEARNER HE TRULY ONLY EVER WANTED NAIN TO BE HAPPY AND NEVER BE FORCEFUL WITH HIM NAIN WAS SUFFERING FOR 500 YEARS MY GOD IMAGINE ALL THE PAINFUL MEMORIES..., AS HE KEEPS REMEMBERING HIS SANITY CRUMBLES IM DONNNEEEE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE LEAVE HIM ALONE PLEASE

This this!!! Osen got what he deserved. He was someone who killed young people to make himself younger. Because of that, he lusted over Nains blood.. When Amon wanted to erase everything once again, restarting by killing all the Reshas and Gwen, Osen stopped the ritual by "If you give me your blood, it wont be too late to save them" AND NAIN DID BECAUSE HE WAS SO DESPERATE he threatened Amon he would kill himself since he had a dagger to his throat.. Amon stopped, and let gwen take him away to heal him, then Gwen "kidnapped" alongside Lu and his bodyguard whos name I forgot him LOL.. lmaoo but then Osens body started decaying and twisting itself, he was burning inside and out gor daring to try reach immortality by consuming Nains blood... (bad news, Nain is starting to remember the blissful memories he had with Amon. The stockholm syndrome is strong. Amon even ate a painting he made of him and ate it because he missed him, and since Gwen kidnapped him he couldnt sense his presence anymore, so he caused an earthquake )
I'm reading the novel and I honestly feel so bad for my babygirl Sha Nain. Sha Amon TAMPERS with his memory like yall said. Amon knows he is so sensitive and soft-hearted, because of that he gets easily distressed/depressed so he has to go through 'rituals' that make him dazed for a week to go back to his normal self. My heart aches whenever he feels like he doesnt remember things, even when Gwen, that doesnt know abt it, asked him about a past conversation+ after the ritual–Nain doesnt remember..!.!!. My heart,, its breakingg