I'm reading the novel and I honestly feel so bad for my babygirl Sha Nain.😭😭 Sha Amo...

Esme July 10, 2025 12:05 am

I'm reading the novel and I honestly feel so bad for my babygirl Sha Nain. Sha Amon TAMPERS with his memory like yall said. Amon knows he is so sensitive and soft-hearted, because of that he gets easily distressed/depressed so he has to go through 'rituals' that make him dazed for a week to go back to his normal self. My heart aches whenever he feels like he doesnt remember things, even when Gwen, that doesnt know abt it, asked him about a past conversation+ after the ritual–Nain doesnt remember..!.!!. My heart,, its breakingg

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    yuki July 11, 2025 5:25 am
    Wait nvm.. Last update was July 11. Idk their schedule but dont leave me hanging Esme

    I read the one at booktoki since I'm desperate to read the ending all i can say that aamon can go fuck himself!!! gwen and nain deserves so much better but nain's the one who's the most pitiful

    Esme July 11, 2025 5:47 am
    I read the one at booktoki since I'm desperate to read the ending all i can say that aamon can go fuck himself!!! gwen and nain deserves so much better but nain's the one who's the most pitiful yuki

    Yes!!! But Nain keeps loving him like some of yall in your toxic relationships.. The repsentation lmao.. (Though I pity Amon lmao im pretty sure its 3P so Amon and Gwen can fight each other and leave Nain alone )

    yuki July 11, 2025 6:04 am
    Yes!!! But Nain keeps loving him like some of yall in your toxic relationships.. The repsentation lmao.. (Though I pity Amon lmao im pretty sure its 3P so Amon and Gwen can fight each other and leave Nain alone... Esme

    There's no 3P so far.. and I think it's not happening bc they're trying to kill each other lol I alr read the ending and imo it's so sad

    Esme July 11, 2025 6:23 am
    There's no 3P so far.. and I think it's not happening bc they're trying to kill each other lol I alr read the ending and imo it's so sad yuki

    NOOO WHATTT???? now im nervous but cant wait..

    Esme July 11, 2025 6:29 am
    NOOO WHATTT???? now im nervous but cant wait.. Esme

    bye omw to read the raws on booktoki

    WhatAreTheOdds(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) July 11, 2025 6:38 am
    Im not good at explaining and skipped a lot of parte sadly, Im sure the manhwa will explain perfectly and well so just wait!! Im doing my best to spoil you guys!! (Nains fanning guy, Lu, the guy in the first c... Esme

    HE DID WHAT??? ty b for saving me the mental fatigue of reading the torture parts, but I'll keep reading the spoilers

    yuki July 11, 2025 6:38 am
    bye omw to read the raws on booktoki Esme

    the ones on booktoki aren't completed too i checked on ridi and there's still side stories... I wanna know what happens after THAT ending dang

    Mars July 11, 2025 7:45 am
    Wait nvm.. Last update was July 11. Idk their schedule but dont leave me hanging Esme

    OMG THANKS YOU SO MUCH MWA MWA MWA MWA

    Esme July 11, 2025 7:56 am
    OMG THANKS YOU SO MUCH MWA MWA MWA MWA Mars

    guys... Amon has put Nain through so many loops/cycles.. I cannot believe this.. I genuinely thought Nain only lost his memories because of the rituals but Amon participated in it not by allowing it, but by RESTARTING NAIN COMPLETELY.. "Yes, it's better to start from the beginning again." SAID AMON IN THE MOMENT NAIN WAS HAVING A MELTDOWN.. Mom, I dont want to read this anymore.. Help me quit

    Esme July 11, 2025 7:57 am
    guys... Amon has put Nain through so many loops/cycles.. I cannot believe this.. I genuinely thought Nain only lost his memories because of the rituals but Amon participated in it not by allowing it, but by RES... Esme

    The magic tool Gwen gave him to not loose his memories will save him right??? Right?..

    Esme July 11, 2025 8:53 am
    The magic tool Gwen gave him to not loose his memories will save him right??? Right?.. Esme

    Gwens pov came and OHH MY GOOODDDD HES A YEARNER HE TRULY ONLY EVER WANTED NAIN TO BE HAPPY AND NEVER BE FORCEFUL WITH HIM NAIN WAS SUFFERING FOR 500 YEARS MY GOD IMAGINE ALL THE PAINFUL MEMORIES..., AS HE KEEPS REMEMBERING HIS SANITY CRUMBLES IM DONNNEEEE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE LEAVE HIM ALONE PLEASE

    makaroonzz July 11, 2025 8:56 am
    guys... Amon has put Nain through so many loops/cycles.. I cannot believe this.. I genuinely thought Nain only lost his memories because of the rituals but Amon participated in it not by allowing it, but by RES... Esme

    Nah don't quit, the what ifs will haunt you.

    M.R-IRL July 11, 2025 9:26 am
    the ones on booktoki aren't completed too i checked on ridi and there's still side stories... I wanna know what happens after THAT ending dang yuki

    WHATS THE EBDING!!!??? SPOIL, PLEASE!

    Felix_uki July 11, 2025 9:46 am
    Thank you thank you!!Im in chapter 99, and Nain is finally rebelling slightly. Not against Amon, but the priest Ossen, the one who drank his blood and stabbed him when he was used as sacrifice. I still dont kno... Esme

    NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY BABYYY, i knew the priest was an asshole and now even worse. i just hope Amon replace him with his heir and hope he less crazy and good person. or even nain get revenge and kill him

    Felix_uki July 11, 2025 9:47 am
    The translator seemed to stop translating guys :(( It ended with a cliff hanger.. It was getting so tense and exciting too!!! (The priest Osen knows Nain is plotting something, so now hes planning to create mor... Esme

    IM SO HEART BROKEN AHHH :((( can i have nian ill make him happier

    yuki July 11, 2025 10:20 am
    WHATS THE EBDING!!!??? SPOIL, PLEASE! M.R-IRL

    I'll let esme spoil the ending to you guys lol but it's very heartbreaking. I feel so bad for nain like he doesn't deserve all the stuff he went thru :((

    Esme July 11, 2025 11:11 am
    Nah don't quit, the what ifs will haunt you. makaroonzz

    Hahaha, im kidding. I shed a few tears but I am all talk no bite.. I love angst LMAOO

    Esme July 11, 2025 11:18 am
    NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY BABYYY, i knew the priest was an asshole and now even worse. i just hope Amon replace him with his heir and hope he less crazy and good person. or even nain get revenge and kill him Felix_uki

    This this!!! Osen got what he deserved. He was someone who killed young people to make himself younger. Because of that, he lusted over Nains blood.. When Amon wanted to erase everything once again, restarting by killing all the Reshas and Gwen, Osen stopped the ritual by "If you give me your blood, it wont be too late to save them" AND NAIN DID BECAUSE HE WAS SO DESPERATE he threatened Amon he would kill himself since he had a dagger to his throat.. Amon stopped, and let gwen take him away to heal him, then Gwen "kidnapped" alongside Lu and his bodyguard whos name I forgot him LOL.. lmaoo but then Osens body started decaying and twisting itself, he was burning inside and out gor daring to try reach immortality by consuming Nains blood... (bad news, Nain is starting to remember the blissful memories he had with Amon. The stockholm syndrome is strong. Amon even ate a painting he made of him and ate it because he missed him, and since Gwen kidnapped him he couldnt sense his presence anymore, so he caused an earthquake )

    Esme July 11, 2025 11:20 am
    I'll let esme spoil the ending to you guys lol but it's very heartbreaking. I feel so bad for nain like he doesn't deserve all the stuff he went thru :(( yuki

    He was just a soft-hearted babyhe loved everything so much my heart breaks for him

    Mars July 11, 2025 1:46 pm
    This this!!! Osen got what he deserved. He was someone who killed young people to make himself younger. Because of that, he lusted over Nains blood.. When Amon wanted to erase everything once again, restarting ... Esme

    pls tell me him and gwen lived peacefully and happily in the end i will cry if kot DONT BE FOOLED NAIN GOD