
NAIN IS IN DEEPP BUT HES TRYING HIS BESTT AND LIVING A DOMESTIC LIFE WITH GWEN FOR A LITTLE WHILE IDK WHEN THE STORM WILL COME (Gwen is taking Nain to places hes never been to, the sea etc) AMON IS NOT A GOD BUT A DRAGON DEMON, DESPITE NOT KNOWING HOW TO LOVE HE GENUINELY DID TRY TO MAKE NAIN HAPPY FUCKKK SOMEONE HELP ME (In their first meeting, Nain thought he was a river god lmao.. They got close and Nain used to be a chatter box my shayla.. "I wish to live like that too, with servants waiting on me and having luxury" oh my sweet child it was just a thoughtless wish bro he was happy, despite being a commoner..—Amon gave him that until to the point suffocating OH MY GOOODDD) KILLMEEE

I love you, thanks for taking the time to write all of that. I’m hoping for more development between Nain and the pink haired guy. Being with Amon guy feels like it’s going to be such a painful and pitiful life for Nain tbh. Even if Amon changes a bit for the better, it couldn’t remove what happened and what they did.

dont make me cocky The story has been kinda slow tbh, the calm before the store?? Since Gwen and Nain have been hiding in the lybranyth(I forgot how to spell it, the wizard lybrary) They have gotten so close and intimate!! Nain is remembering more and more of his past, his real hometown, and stuff. But despite feeling the past emotions so vividly, he is trying so hard to let go for Gwen. They are literally calling each other their lovers. Dont fail me translator. Honestly, be prepared for a long ride of modern settings, its all Im reading bcs Gwen is giving a tour around the lybranyth. Since Gwen isnt of the original timeline, as well of other mages, they brought alot of modern settings like food,etc.. Im not really liking it since its that kind of thing of "Historical settings ppl are astonished by modern food." But its just me!! ITS TOO DOMESTIC, Amon come out.. Spice things up now.. (Oh, but everybody.. you guys need to know how much a loverboy Gwen is.. Their love towards each other is so sweet Im throwing up. He loves and respects Nain so much, with every choice he asks of him he will do. Even if its going back to Amon, he promised he would listen and do it.)
I'm reading the novel and I honestly feel so bad for my babygirl Sha Nain. Sha Amon TAMPERS with his memory like yall said. Amon knows he is so sensitive and soft-hearted, because of that he gets easily distressed/depressed so he has to go through 'rituals' that make him dazed for a week to go back to his normal self. My heart aches whenever he feels like he doesnt remember things, even when Gwen, that doesnt know abt it, asked him about a past conversation+ after the ritual–Nain doesnt remember..!.!!. My heart,, its breakingg