
The story is ok but its pretty uneventful (mostly romance wise) and the story gets pretty boring really quickly. Honestly I think even the artstyle downgrades over time, I mean, look at the MC's hairrr lmao #-.-) also the romance is SO slow, but not in a good type of way, it's more like "Oh she held my hand" (which is already too much for this manhwa apparently) and then never touch her again for the next 5 chapters. (⊙…⊙ )

It's more than just smut, and while it does focus on homosexuality, it's so much more than that. It's about struggles, it's about accepting, it's about overcoming. It depicts emotions in such a raw way, it makes you sick.
The story starts off in a gruesome way, already hitting you in the face with SA, and the main character's state of mind is portrayed in a realistic and beautiful way, how he is fucked up in the head after being a victim of a kidnapping and rape is. The way that in the start of the story he's shaken up having visions of his abuser, then towards the middle where he seems to be "better" and towards the end where it all goes down and he gives up on being "sane", going back to meet his abuser.
It's a sad, melancholic story that, and the scenes where hyung gets panic attacks and downfalls are all too well done. You can feel the character's emotions, you can relate to him, you can understand him. Not such a satisfying end but one he deserved. I think the author should have dragged out more that ending part, as it turned out to be too brief and quick, seems a bit rushed even.
I liked the title chosen for the story too. It fits well with the theme. The part where it shows the most is in the chapter where hyung, when he came home late night drunk, SAs Boguk while he was sleeping. The way he repeats all the words that people said to him back at Boguk, who also suffered from SA in the past, really makes you see the "never ending cicle" of abuse and violence.
Great writing. It's a good book. (▰˘◡˘▰)

Idk why but the fact she raised him and is now romancing him just doesn't sit right with me... tbh 8 years of difference isn't much when they are both consenting adults, BUT STILL At the start it was like the ML was Rein and Dietrich's son you know? And currently in the story (chapter 43 for me) they seem SO FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD. #-.-)

This story makes me angry asf ヽ(`Д´)ノ
Nobody does anything good
Everything always goes wrong
Every nice character dies just because
The fucking devil king is just a fool who should be overpowered but doesn't do anything to help
The story just goes on in circles and the MC doesn't do absolutely nothing, she just get herself in danger while everyone else does everything for her... she depends on them, she doesn't stand up for herself or her friends, and if she was alone whe would die in a second. (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Seriously, they are all sick in the head, ALL OF THEM. The only ending I want is for the guys who fucked him get burned to death and the little guy gets out alive and goes to therapy. (●'◡'●)ノ